My Wish

So far my September hasn't been the best one or even close to being good. Right now as I sit here writing this blog, I'm worried about a girl who has honestly changed my life. But not in a bad way, far from. I've written a blog about her before shes my best friend. After today I will never refer to her as my best friend again. She is now my sister, just by the way our hearts connect. I don't know what I would do without her, and not talking to her for the past few days has really taken a toll on me. My thinking and concentration have gone into the ground. I don't think I really realized how much a I depend on her. She knows everything about me. She knows when I'm lying through my teeth about a guy or how I'm feeling. She's always there to support me, even though she might believe it's wrong.
The thought of her not being around anymore, scares me more then I thought it would. Right now my wish is that she's okay, and if along the way I see that msn conversation flash that pretty orange color, I'll be in tears. But not the tears I cry now, those tears will be tears of joy. I never thought after my sister Allison died. I find anyone to fill her space. I was wrong. Ally is my sister always and forever and if I loose her I know she'll look over me along with Allison.
Ally is amazing and I think sometimes she forgets that. She pretty, smart, and caring. She's my hero and my idol. Her personality will drag you in, even if you hold back. She hates her name, mostly because people tend to mix it up. But, whatever her name might have been she still would be my sister.

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Posted on September 10th, 2007 at 11:44pm

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