Decisions/Special People
The title of this blog, can be taken in many different ways. Some people might take it as a boyfriend or girlfriend, others a sister or brother and then another group might think of their friends. I think either way someone always has a special person.
You'd give up anything for that person, especially if they were in trouble. But what if your the one causing the pain and the trouble? Most people are humble enough to say, "Your not doing anything wrong" or "Don't worry, everythings fine." But you know something is really wrong.
Theres also that part where if you have to let go of that special person, your selfishness steps in. Why would you want to let them go? But what if it's for the best? What is the best? Your mind is pounded with 10,000 questions, and the only person who can help you answer them is the person the questions are about. Life in some ways can be the easiest thing possible, and then life can be compelete poop.
I think I'm a very bad with making decisions, when I make one it's usually a bad one, and causes others around me pain and suffering. My choice in guys has really been the pain and suffering for the person who helps me the most. And I just realized how much I rely on her. But, I can't stop. I guess it's kinda like an addiction, but a good one.
Even when I don't have to make a decision, I have to help someone else make one. It's really hard. I do wish we had crystal balls, that let us see into the future so we could make the right decision. But, that would make life easier. The only way we know is through experience, and my experience has sucked and I don't want too go through it again.
I think I seriously just rambled but it got everything out of my head. <3
You'd give up anything for that person, especially if they were in trouble. But what if your the one causing the pain and the trouble? Most people are humble enough to say, "Your not doing anything wrong" or "Don't worry, everythings fine." But you know something is really wrong.
Theres also that part where if you have to let go of that special person, your selfishness steps in. Why would you want to let them go? But what if it's for the best? What is the best? Your mind is pounded with 10,000 questions, and the only person who can help you answer them is the person the questions are about. Life in some ways can be the easiest thing possible, and then life can be compelete poop.
I think I'm a very bad with making decisions, when I make one it's usually a bad one, and causes others around me pain and suffering. My choice in guys has really been the pain and suffering for the person who helps me the most. And I just realized how much I rely on her. But, I can't stop. I guess it's kinda like an addiction, but a good one.
Even when I don't have to make a decision, I have to help someone else make one. It's really hard. I do wish we had crystal balls, that let us see into the future so we could make the right decision. But, that would make life easier. The only way we know is through experience, and my experience has sucked and I don't want too go through it again.
I think I seriously just rambled but it got everything out of my head. <3
i know your feeling
but decisions are important, they make us stronger, they make us take over responsibility
Love, September 18th, 2007 at 07:51:23pm
rambling is good to do
it's like ranting
FaLlEn _ AnGeL, September 17th, 2007 at 03:25:59am
whoa.
i liked this blog.
:D
garrett nickelsen., September 17th, 2007 at 03:13:04am