I hate when this happens..
So many things have changed since last summer. I had the best of friends, we were all so happy and we always had the greatest times. Every day was perfect for me, as long as I had my friends by my side. Almost every weekend we were all doing something together, whether it was a day at the mall, or at the movies, or even just hanging out at someone's house. We share so many memories that have happened in the past two years.
But now, everything is different. I can't remember the last time I spent a weekend with them, except for my best friend, Jerrica. She's always over at my house, and I'm always at her house. But I miss my other friends, too. I mean, we all eat together at lunch, but no one ever says anything. None of us really talk anymore, it's pretty sad. And the saddest part is, I don't trust any of them anymore. I used to trust every single one of my friends. I'd tell them everything. And now, I have no one to turn to if I ever need anything. No shoulder to cry on, no one to complain or nag to.
I just wish we could all hang out together again, but I don't think that'll happen anytime soon. I'd be so much happier if I had my friends back. I'd feel complete again.
But now, everything is different. I can't remember the last time I spent a weekend with them, except for my best friend, Jerrica. She's always over at my house, and I'm always at her house. But I miss my other friends, too. I mean, we all eat together at lunch, but no one ever says anything. None of us really talk anymore, it's pretty sad. And the saddest part is, I don't trust any of them anymore. I used to trust every single one of my friends. I'd tell them everything. And now, I have no one to turn to if I ever need anything. No shoulder to cry on, no one to complain or nag to.
I just wish we could all hang out together again, but I don't think that'll happen anytime soon. I'd be so much happier if I had my friends back. I'd feel complete again.
This happens to a lot of people (It's happened to me) and it basically sucks. I'd say something cheerful but there really is nothing to say. I feel mean not saying something good...sorry :(
Fashion Zombies!, February 8th, 2007 at 03:55:53am
hey i feel you pain i can see something like that starting to happen wit me and my friends.
red_hed_rocker, February 5th, 2007 at 09:35:01pm
Yeah, I mean summer of '05
racshmaiwionaise., February 5th, 2007 at 07:55:04pm
So,you mean the summer before the one that just passed?
Yah,I was with my friends Lauren and Jess bassically everyday.
We'd swim at Jess's pool and then have a sleepover somewhere.
And then Jess left our school,so Lauren and I drifted from her,and were not even friend's anymore.I hate it.I miss summer '05.
ohmygodshutyourbutt, February 5th, 2007 at 07:35:57pm