Wishing & Love
Hey me again...just having an issue ( i dont do this to you guys a lot so dont call me an attention getter or anything like that.)
Anyway back to my issue...
Wishing....I guess I do that a lot lately...You all know I wish for love most of all. I guess i'm starting to realize that anything I wish for will or isnt coming true. A lot of my friends get what they want (the ones from my school.) Things come true for them. Oh no if I wish for something...nothing happens. Its like I have a curse when I wish for something. Its like when I wish, it becomes like I already used up all my wishes and stuff its so stupid.
I dont know lately....Everyone keeps telling when the right time comes, someone or something will be waiting. Well...i've been waiting some time now (I know i'm only 15, and i got my whole life ahead of me and stuff like that.) Just I want to know what love feels like, I mean i dont know what it is like to not be with someone when you were with them a long time or something. Being an only child for your whole life, you really want someone there...Someone to love and care for you. Just sometimes I just hate being single and i hate being alone.
*sighs* i guess you guys dont have to care. I know probably most of you thinking or reading this will call this a rant or whatever.
Please Read and Comment. I really appericate if you comment and Read it means so much to me when i see your guys different views.
Thanks if you read this i really do appericate it.
Anyway back to my issue...
Wishing....I guess I do that a lot lately...You all know I wish for love most of all. I guess i'm starting to realize that anything I wish for will or isnt coming true. A lot of my friends get what they want (the ones from my school.) Things come true for them. Oh no if I wish for something...nothing happens. Its like I have a curse when I wish for something. Its like when I wish, it becomes like I already used up all my wishes and stuff its so stupid.
I dont know lately....Everyone keeps telling when the right time comes, someone or something will be waiting. Well...i've been waiting some time now (I know i'm only 15, and i got my whole life ahead of me and stuff like that.) Just I want to know what love feels like, I mean i dont know what it is like to not be with someone when you were with them a long time or something. Being an only child for your whole life, you really want someone there...Someone to love and care for you. Just sometimes I just hate being single and i hate being alone.
*sighs* i guess you guys dont have to care. I know probably most of you thinking or reading this will call this a rant or whatever.
Please Read and Comment. I really appericate if you comment and Read it means so much to me when i see your guys different views.
Thanks if you read this i really do appericate it.
Love can be great. But when you lose it, it can scar you inabitions. Ive felt true love Rain, but it was taking away from me. I hope you do find someone who is committed and treats you well. xx
Let's Live A Dream, April 25th, 2008 at 10:53:59pm
i guess i kinda know what u mean about the whole wishing thing, i get like that sometimes.. and i hate it, but like good things will happen, just keep hope, ur a great person and a great friend and u do deserve it, so im sure that u will find love and all ur wishes come true :]
shun_the_boy_lover, December 24th, 2007 at 04:06:52am
i know what you mean
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lol;, December 23rd, 2007 at 03:47:04am
I`ve heard in a movie once, that true love and happiness will find you when you will stop worrying about them, and chasing them so hard.
It worked for me. We`re almost 7 months:)
igotsosickofcrying, December 22nd, 2007 at 04:51:13pm
I understand.
I mean, I wish for love and stuff.
But just wishing for it does nothing, you have to go out and LOOK for it.
Some cute guy isn't going to move in next door and just be like 'I love you! Let's run away together!', as much as we wish it would happen..
But, just go look in the right places.
I've always imagined love is the same feeling when you find a song and something in your chest just implodes because you believe the song has been written about you.
Good luck.
germma margaret!, December 22nd, 2007 at 01:11:46pm
you're not alone. I really do know how you feel & what you mean.
there are two parts of love..I think. the one where its just happiness, complete bliss where they love you back. (I havn't felt that yet)
and theres the one which I am feeling right now...the kind where your dead without them. the kind where you would do anything for them to just like you a littlle bit.
it sucks.
love isn't all what it seems. but thegood part about it is one of the best things I've ever felt.
*hugs* I'm always here to talk to you.
I really just wanna know what it feels like to be loved by a guy. I've never really had a man in my life/father figure. =\
Bubble Wrap., December 22nd, 2007 at 09:58:47am
I can see what you mean. I have someone sort of.. though he seems to be too busy to talk to me. I guess all I can say is the same thing everyone says...The right person will come along sometime. I know it's cheesy but I still kind of hope I will too end up with someone who cares. I wish you the best of luck :]
DeadxSunshine, December 22nd, 2007 at 06:52:03am