My New Year's Resolution, Kind Of.
I don't know if it counts as a 'resolution' as such, but I dearly want it to happen.
I want to be loved. In a romantic sense. I want to have myfirstkiss. I want to feel someones warmth enveloping me when I'm cold; their hand in mine when we're waiting for the bus; the safe feeling of security when I'm around them. I want to feel the close bond of not just a romantic attraction, but also in a friendly way. I want to love someone so much I mash my lips against theirs with such passion and ferocity my lips bruise.
(Sigh). I've never truly felt this.
I've always wanted a soulful person who loves me so much that they write a song for me. One that makes me feel untouchable, in a sense that I am unstoppable, reckless and so in love. A person who doesn't mind when I'm PMS-ing and a wretched person to be around. Hmm.
I've had such good friends that make me feel marvelous, and they love me more than anything. I love them to bits, too. But I want the feeling of unbridled love corsing throughout my whole body.
(Thats it.)
I want to be loved. In a romantic sense. I want to have myfirstkiss. I want to feel someones warmth enveloping me when I'm cold; their hand in mine when we're waiting for the bus; the safe feeling of security when I'm around them. I want to feel the close bond of not just a romantic attraction, but also in a friendly way. I want to love someone so much I mash my lips against theirs with such passion and ferocity my lips bruise.
(Sigh). I've never truly felt this.
I've always wanted a soulful person who loves me so much that they write a song for me. One that makes me feel untouchable, in a sense that I am unstoppable, reckless and so in love. A person who doesn't mind when I'm PMS-ing and a wretched person to be around. Hmm.
I've had such good friends that make me feel marvelous, and they love me more than anything. I love them to bits, too. But I want the feeling of unbridled love corsing throughout my whole body.
(Thats it.)
It'll be happen. All in good time, for the moment just love what you've got. Your family and the friends you do have.
Something I've learnt recently is that sometimes the dreams that come true are dreams that you never even knew you had.
This is just another way of life beating people down, and personally, I do anything possible to not let life beat me down no matter what.
adrea, January 1st, 2008 at 01:07:37pm
You're not alone, dude. Everyone wants someone to love them that much. Just be patient. It's gonna happen.
MikeIsMine!!!, January 1st, 2008 at 07:19:07am