Self Harm...And the put downs.
I hate how when some one finally admits to a best friend they cut that they get put down and hurt instead of the help they actually need. Do they think thats going to help or something? No,its not. Putting them down will only make things worse and may fuel them.
I'm a cutter. I'll admit that to you guys. I hate when you guys put me down though. It doesn't help me any, it just makes things worse. It makes me feel even more horrible than what I originally did. I just need a friend to talk to that can help me get through this.
I've found one. I've finally found someone who won't judge me. Her name is Dani. I thank her very much for that,she helps me a lot,even if I still end up cutting. Because the same goes with Bulimia if you stop and think before you do it, even if you still do it, your getting better than when you never used to think before doing it.
Eventually, hopefully, some day it just won't happen. You'll just stop and think, but decide to do something else instead. I hope I can be like that some day.
Please, if you know someone who cuts and they talk to you don't put them down. It will only make things worse.
I'm a cutter. I'll admit that to you guys. I hate when you guys put me down though. It doesn't help me any, it just makes things worse. It makes me feel even more horrible than what I originally did. I just need a friend to talk to that can help me get through this.
I've found one. I've finally found someone who won't judge me. Her name is Dani. I thank her very much for that,she helps me a lot,even if I still end up cutting. Because the same goes with Bulimia if you stop and think before you do it, even if you still do it, your getting better than when you never used to think before doing it.
Eventually, hopefully, some day it just won't happen. You'll just stop and think, but decide to do something else instead. I hope I can be like that some day.
Please, if you know someone who cuts and they talk to you don't put them down. It will only make things worse.
Thanks....
I cut again last night...despite talking with people,I tried. Thanks Dani.
Heroin Bob, April 15th, 2008 at 08:01:30pm
-I used to cut too but at that time everyone thought of me as a freak so I had not friends
-My dad found out and beat me REALLY hard
-I began writing poetry and I learned that it was a better way to ease the pain
-Although my dad found the poms and saw how dark and suicidal they were (just because my writing is suicidal it doesn't mean IM suicidal) and beat me AGAIN
-I kept writing them though because I can be very stubborn
-My social worker told my dad that no matter how suicidal my poems are they still help so he should leave me alone and ive me some privacy
-Then he thought that listening to stuff like green day were making me suicidal (how the hell are green day gonna make me slit my throat or something) I ran away from home
-After thatI moved in with my gran (only cause my mom has mental health problems
If your wondering why the hell I put that there it's because I wanted to prove that every cloud has a silver lining
GOOD LUCK IN LIFE!! ^.^;
blood on the wall, April 15th, 2008 at 04:43:36pm
I quit poetry mostly...I used to so i'd stop cutting.
Heroin Bob, April 14th, 2008 at 07:44:17pm
*hugs* I feel so special.
I love you tons, you are such an amazing girl, and I KNOW one day you will see how amazing you truly are, and you will stop your cutting.
things get better,
i promise <33
Bubble Wrap., April 14th, 2008 at 06:22:47pm
My friend talks about that sometimes.
I just give them hugs, and talk through it so they don't. They found outlets through poetry and it's gotten them in a magazine.
Yeah, put downs don't help. Hugs do ^^
Tyler Durden, April 14th, 2008 at 06:15:42pm
Aw,lucky. I like hugs. xD
Heroin Bob, April 14th, 2008 at 04:31:08pm
I never actually talked to them. Well, not a lot at least.
I've helped out a few of my friends who used to do that. They gave me a hug. :D
captain america, April 14th, 2008 at 04:29:36pm