April.27th
(written as if I'm speaking to him. and sorry for extreme lame-ness/corny-ness!)
Happy Birthday Patrick!
I really cannot get over how you're already 24. I havn't been able to realise it all day. I think it's finally starting to hit me. I really don't even know what to say. There's just too much, and most of it cannot be put into words. It's impossible. I'm sitting here listening to you sing and I have so many butterflies, and I'm so incredibly distracted. Your singing voice is the most...beautiful, thing I've ever heard in my entire life. Even your speaking voice gives me butterflies, and your laugh is possibly the cutest thing ever. Hell, even when you walk you look fucking adorable. When you aren't even doing anything I still treat it like your doing something so incredibly awesome. When you're just being you is when I love you the most. Whoever has your heart is an incredibly lucky girl. Whoever gets to wake up to you everyday is the luckiest girl on the planet. It's actually quite sad how you make me feel and I've never even met you...you don't even know I exist. But it's all good because I can freak out and obsess all I want and it isn't really considered creepy...It's insane how you havn't been playing guitar for very long, and you're SO incredibly amazing at it. You write the coolest guitar riffs ever, you write amazing lyrics, you can produce any genre of music and make it sound awesome, you can sing any song and make it the prettiest sounding thing ever, you can play piano so amazing and any other instrument that you've ever picked up you have mastered it. You are the most amazing, talented, gorgeous, funny, nicest guy I've ever seen. As lame as it is, you're one of the main reasons I'm still living right now. You keep me smiling every day, and give me something to want to wake up to. I cannot imagine not being able to hear your voice, or see your face ever again. I honestly would die if I didn't have you. You're saving my life even as I'm sitting here. You keep me sane through each day. It makes me really angry how many people don't even realise who you are or notice you. You don't get the publicity that you really deserve. I know you hate being in the spotlight, and center of attention, but you really do deserve it. I fucking love the rest of the boys in FOB, but you are the most talented one out of them...in my opinion. You are one of the biggest freaks I've ever liked, but I love it. I love how stupid you are and you try not to be. It's really amazing and it keeps me laughing. I love just seeing your face everyday, it makes me feel alot better. I wish you could see how beautiful you really are. You aren't fat, not even close. Your voice is so incredible, and when you sing Usher...you sing it better than him, so I don't know what you're talking about. You really are so funny, and I wish you'd realise that. And I wish you'd realise that your voice IS amazing and you never sing "bad" like you think you do. You're a really good actor, and I'm not just saying that. I think it would be totally awesome if you even got into doing voices for characters. You can change your voice so well, it's so cute. You have such amazing eyes..as creepy as it sounds, I could stare into them all day. One thing that I love about you so much, is that you are the kind of person that would do anything for your friends. You're the kind of person who is always there for the people they love. You seem so quiet and so shy, but really you have so much energy and you're so insane. You are quite possibly my dream guy. You are everything I look for in a person. I guess so many people could tell me that I am on crack, because it's true, I've never even met you before...which I wish I had. But even not knowing you personally, it feels as if I've known you my whole life. I can't explain it. I really don't know what else to say other than that you are so perfect in my eyes. You really are. It's insane just how much you mean to me. You've saved my life quite a few times now, and I know that you will continue to save it. You give me something to live for, you give me something to laugh about, and smile about, and be in love with without pain. Some people would be in so much pain if they liked someone as much as I like you, but that's totally not even the case. I don't feel any pain. Other than the fact that I wish I could be with you, that I would die for you, and I would give up everything for you. You give me complete happiness, and that's something no other guy gives me. You are one of a kind, you're so unique. You're so amazing, and I love you to death. I havn't even said everything that I want to, but no words that I could choose right now would even fit how I feel. So I guess I'll close this off with saying that I hope you have/had an absolutly amazing day full of partying, amazing gifts and just, lot's of happiness. I hope you're getting everything you want in life, and I hope you are happy with who you are, and what you're doing in life. I hope you love life and wouldn't have anything any other way, because your happiness is really so important to me. You really deserve all the happiness in the world. Happy mother fucking birthday, your adorable, amazing, incredible, beautiful person♥
Happy Birthday Patrick!
I really cannot get over how you're already 24. I havn't been able to realise it all day. I think it's finally starting to hit me. I really don't even know what to say. There's just too much, and most of it cannot be put into words. It's impossible. I'm sitting here listening to you sing and I have so many butterflies, and I'm so incredibly distracted. Your singing voice is the most...beautiful, thing I've ever heard in my entire life. Even your speaking voice gives me butterflies, and your laugh is possibly the cutest thing ever. Hell, even when you walk you look fucking adorable. When you aren't even doing anything I still treat it like your doing something so incredibly awesome. When you're just being you is when I love you the most. Whoever has your heart is an incredibly lucky girl. Whoever gets to wake up to you everyday is the luckiest girl on the planet. It's actually quite sad how you make me feel and I've never even met you...you don't even know I exist. But it's all good because I can freak out and obsess all I want and it isn't really considered creepy...It's insane how you havn't been playing guitar for very long, and you're SO incredibly amazing at it. You write the coolest guitar riffs ever, you write amazing lyrics, you can produce any genre of music and make it sound awesome, you can sing any song and make it the prettiest sounding thing ever, you can play piano so amazing and any other instrument that you've ever picked up you have mastered it. You are the most amazing, talented, gorgeous, funny, nicest guy I've ever seen. As lame as it is, you're one of the main reasons I'm still living right now. You keep me smiling every day, and give me something to want to wake up to. I cannot imagine not being able to hear your voice, or see your face ever again. I honestly would die if I didn't have you. You're saving my life even as I'm sitting here. You keep me sane through each day. It makes me really angry how many people don't even realise who you are or notice you. You don't get the publicity that you really deserve. I know you hate being in the spotlight, and center of attention, but you really do deserve it. I fucking love the rest of the boys in FOB, but you are the most talented one out of them...in my opinion. You are one of the biggest freaks I've ever liked, but I love it. I love how stupid you are and you try not to be. It's really amazing and it keeps me laughing. I love just seeing your face everyday, it makes me feel alot better. I wish you could see how beautiful you really are. You aren't fat, not even close. Your voice is so incredible, and when you sing Usher...you sing it better than him, so I don't know what you're talking about. You really are so funny, and I wish you'd realise that. And I wish you'd realise that your voice IS amazing and you never sing "bad" like you think you do. You're a really good actor, and I'm not just saying that. I think it would be totally awesome if you even got into doing voices for characters. You can change your voice so well, it's so cute. You have such amazing eyes..as creepy as it sounds, I could stare into them all day. One thing that I love about you so much, is that you are the kind of person that would do anything for your friends. You're the kind of person who is always there for the people they love. You seem so quiet and so shy, but really you have so much energy and you're so insane. You are quite possibly my dream guy. You are everything I look for in a person. I guess so many people could tell me that I am on crack, because it's true, I've never even met you before...which I wish I had. But even not knowing you personally, it feels as if I've known you my whole life. I can't explain it. I really don't know what else to say other than that you are so perfect in my eyes. You really are. It's insane just how much you mean to me. You've saved my life quite a few times now, and I know that you will continue to save it. You give me something to live for, you give me something to laugh about, and smile about, and be in love with without pain. Some people would be in so much pain if they liked someone as much as I like you, but that's totally not even the case. I don't feel any pain. Other than the fact that I wish I could be with you, that I would die for you, and I would give up everything for you. You give me complete happiness, and that's something no other guy gives me. You are one of a kind, you're so unique. You're so amazing, and I love you to death. I havn't even said everything that I want to, but no words that I could choose right now would even fit how I feel. So I guess I'll close this off with saying that I hope you have/had an absolutly amazing day full of partying, amazing gifts and just, lot's of happiness. I hope you're getting everything you want in life, and I hope you are happy with who you are, and what you're doing in life. I hope you love life and wouldn't have anything any other way, because your happiness is really so important to me. You really deserve all the happiness in the world. Happy mother fucking birthday, your adorable, amazing, incredible, beautiful person♥
O_O thats my birthday too
syco-cheechoo2, May 1st, 2008 at 04:31:53am
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AndTheCowSaidMoo, April 30th, 2008 at 04:40:23pm
He\y woah, he's one day after me O_O
ZootSuitRiot, April 28th, 2008 at 07:30:51am
aww thats so cute.
i feel the same way, like i've known them my whole life, of jeph howard and dan whitesides.
but happy birthday sir patrick :)
dan whitesides, April 28th, 2008 at 06:08:17am
I can't believe I read every single freaking word.
XD
threeam., April 28th, 2008 at 06:06:03am