My Long Distance Relationship.

My name is Jesse, and I am in love with an amazingly beautiful being. Her name is Stevie, and I met her through this very website. She lives 600+ miles away from me in West Virginia, and I live in Northern Illinois. When I first met her, I was completely taken off guard when I noticed how pretty she was. Of course, I hadn't known her well enough to realize how much more there was to her than having a pretty face. June of 2006, we had talked for the first time, and only a few weeks later she told me she liked me. That was my perfect opportunity to tell her that I liked her as well. One issue between us for the next few months would be that I was in a relationship with another girl, and she was on and off dating other guys.

The relationship I was in while I was falling for her was going through an extremely rough patch. Much rougher than I had been able to handle, but I could never seem to get away. She was able to help me through that time, and soon enough, I fell deeply in love with her. It wasn't until late December of that year that I felt the urge to ask her to be mine. But it seemed so wrong at the time. She was with someone, and I was with someone. The fear of rejection washed over me as I feared her feelings for me had faded.

In March of 2007, my relationship had taken it's last few stabs at my state of mind, which was borderline insane. All I wanted was to be able to love and care for someone who deserved it. I ended my misery and told my used-to-be lover that we needed to stop continuing our mistake of being together. It was only three days later that I asked Stevie to be my girlfriend, and she accepted.

October 19, 2007, I met the love of my life, and we spent two days with each other. She is so much more gorgeous in person. It was a miracle that I was able to meet such a wonderful girl on this website and then be able to hug her and kiss her a little over a year later. After she left, my heart sank into a deep hole. I had no idea that her leaving would hurt so much more than not being able to be with her before that. On April 10, 2008, we were able to be with each other again for three days, but when she had left this time, it hit me so much harder.

Now, 14 months after asking her to be mine, we have both changed in some way or another. Our conversations have been somewhat dull, and school has been making her feel irritated, while it has been frustrating me greatly. An incident in late March has caused us to drift slightly, and it has brought pain upon the both of us. Even though this year has been our hardest, I believe that we are truely meant to be and that long distance relationships, as difficult as they are, aren't entirely impossible.

Stevie is the most amazing girl I have ever met. Without her, I am barely alive. She is my best friend; my girlfriend; my everything. I try to do anything I can for her, as hard as it may be. This is the one person that I want to spend the rest of my life with. Lately, I have unintentionally failed to show her how much she means to me.

Steviebby, I want you to know that I love you.
I want to get married, live with you, have babies with you, and I want us to grow old together.

March 20, 2007



Baby, let's show these kids what they think is impossible.