Drifting Away from Everything that Used to be.
You lead me on everyday of my life just to do this to me.
Best Friends are supposed to be like soul mates. Two people who love each other more than guys, more than life, and more than anyone else. I loved her like a sister I never had. I called her everday just to hear how she was doing and everything I did to help her came crashing down on me.
Drugs should never enter peoples lives. Not when they have enough to deal with. One line and you're battling for something you never wanted to deal with. One more drink and you're in the car. One more hit and you're crashing into a stop sign.
Does anyone care about their well being anymore or is it all about getting a little high so you can laugh at something stupid? I hate it. I hate drugs, I hate alcohol, I hate her. I hate her for every freakin story she lead me to believe. I hate her for being the pretty one. And most of all, I hate her for being the one to break me down.
For every time you took advantage of my kindness, for every time you were ashamed of me and my lifestyle, for every time you felt like I wasn't good enough, it's on. Did you ever think that I didn't want to follow in your steps? Maybe I wanted to be my own individual person. Not everyone wants to be like you.
Maybe you should just forget everything we had when we were younger because it didn't add up in the future, kid.
Best Friends are supposed to be like soul mates. Two people who love each other more than guys, more than life, and more than anyone else. I loved her like a sister I never had. I called her everday just to hear how she was doing and everything I did to help her came crashing down on me.
Drugs should never enter peoples lives. Not when they have enough to deal with. One line and you're battling for something you never wanted to deal with. One more drink and you're in the car. One more hit and you're crashing into a stop sign.
Does anyone care about their well being anymore or is it all about getting a little high so you can laugh at something stupid? I hate it. I hate drugs, I hate alcohol, I hate her. I hate her for every freakin story she lead me to believe. I hate her for being the pretty one. And most of all, I hate her for being the one to break me down.
For every time you took advantage of my kindness, for every time you were ashamed of me and my lifestyle, for every time you felt like I wasn't good enough, it's on. Did you ever think that I didn't want to follow in your steps? Maybe I wanted to be my own individual person. Not everyone wants to be like you.
Maybe you should just forget everything we had when we were younger because it didn't add up in the future, kid.
i'm so, so sorry that you have to feel this. i wish i could say something to make you feel a better, even if it's just for a moment. watching your best friend waste away to drugs is terrible. i've witnessed it many times. but he never lied to me, so i can't imagine the pain that you feel. i just want you to know that you have all my respect, and deepest sympathy. this blog has made you out to be more mature and smarter than most of us will ever be. i wish you all the luck in the world.
a.n.d.i.e., July 24th, 2008 at 11:31:25am
aww ];
this made me cry a little,
I had a few friends that experimentted with drugs and alcohol,
one is still doing the shiit,
one just got out of rehab and is doing a lot better
and the others idk because I don't talk to them anymore.
drugs & alcohol SUCK.
I wish my friends HAD NEVER become so obsessed with the substances,
I'm sorry about your friend :/
*hugs*
hollywood tragedy., July 24th, 2008 at 03:34:33am