You never realize till its on the brink
I'm never on gsb anymore but I thought it'd be good if this was said.
My friend is in hospital. I've been crying for the last 3 hours thinking what to do. I never realized the last time I talked to her could possibly be my last, I knew this was coming because she was sick but I never thought it'd get this bad. I know she wont die medically but its killing me inside thinking what could happen. She's gonna wake up fine but I know this emotional hurt will stay with me, just the fact that I could possibly lose someone I care about so much. You never really realize what good memories are until the person you've had them with is gone.
I guess what I've been thinking over the last few hours is how lucky I am to have such amazing people around me. They're my everything, I used to think I could live alone with no one but...they've become apart of my life.
I will never take back this moment, where she's in hospital because I never want to forget how much she means to me.
My friend is in hospital. I've been crying for the last 3 hours thinking what to do. I never realized the last time I talked to her could possibly be my last, I knew this was coming because she was sick but I never thought it'd get this bad. I know she wont die medically but its killing me inside thinking what could happen. She's gonna wake up fine but I know this emotional hurt will stay with me, just the fact that I could possibly lose someone I care about so much. You never really realize what good memories are until the person you've had them with is gone.
I guess what I've been thinking over the last few hours is how lucky I am to have such amazing people around me. They're my everything, I used to think I could live alone with no one but...they've become apart of my life.
I will never take back this moment, where she's in hospital because I never want to forget how much she means to me.
i know how you feel my cousin had cancer when he was six months old and we where called in to say goodbye like 3 times. and last year my friend got a rare dieses called hsp and i almost donated a kidney for him
dmdc22, September 12th, 2008 at 08:51:04pm
I hope your friend's alright.
Let her know how much you care. I'm sure she cares about you the same.
threeam., September 12th, 2008 at 06:52:27pm
You never really realize what good memories are until the person you've had them with is gone.
That's so true.
My best friend is moving to Boston on Sunday morning (that's 6000 miles away from where I live) and I know it's a different situation, but it hurts so much to have her going like that.
I hope your friend will be fine.
Joshua Gayward., September 12th, 2008 at 11:02:06am
you should let her know, and I don't know what's happened her, but I think and hope she'll be alright
Mr. Teatime, September 12th, 2008 at 10:31:53am