Girls;
Being an easily attracted little guy, I have had my eyes on the opposite sex for quite some time. I remember my first crush, Emily, in first grade. I remember dreaming of being with my old best friend Victoria in the fourth, fifth, and sixth grades. I remember when I first started dating, it was online, because I wasn't attractive enough for the girls in town. So I pretended to be some kid I had classes with in middle school and I had girls swooning over my looks and personality. I remember being in a relationship with a nightmare of a girl that was on this website. The infamous flyday, if you remember.
But in all of my years of life, though not very many, I had never clearly understood or seen the beauty in women. A girl was just a girl to me before. A girl was just hot, a girl was just decent looking, and a girl was just not attractive to me. Nothing more than the three. I was the same as all of those guys who aspired to have sex with beautiful women. Of course, I would have at least liked to be in a relationship with these women, but I never had faith in my relationships.
Once I started dating my best friend, who is now my girlfriend of almost two years, I realized so many beauties that women have. I have never physically been in a relationship until my current one, and I have now been exposed to something entirely new. To me, a girl's body is so fascinating. Not just talking about the sexual organs, but everything else as well. The delicate, soft skin and the small features. The way that they do things and the way that they communicate.
I personally love to observe many things. When I observe the things that my girlfriend does, it is absolutely fascinating. I cannot get enough of what I have seen. There is a certain way that she blinks her eyes at me that gets me feeling so infinite, and the way that she giggles is incredible. I wish that all people could see the things that I have seen. I am very lucky to have seen some of the beauty that girls carry.
To those of you girls who have low self esteem or don't see the goodness in yourselves:
There IS someone out there who knows how beautiful you are.
But in all of my years of life, though not very many, I had never clearly understood or seen the beauty in women. A girl was just a girl to me before. A girl was just hot, a girl was just decent looking, and a girl was just not attractive to me. Nothing more than the three. I was the same as all of those guys who aspired to have sex with beautiful women. Of course, I would have at least liked to be in a relationship with these women, but I never had faith in my relationships.
Once I started dating my best friend, who is now my girlfriend of almost two years, I realized so many beauties that women have. I have never physically been in a relationship until my current one, and I have now been exposed to something entirely new. To me, a girl's body is so fascinating. Not just talking about the sexual organs, but everything else as well. The delicate, soft skin and the small features. The way that they do things and the way that they communicate.
I personally love to observe many things. When I observe the things that my girlfriend does, it is absolutely fascinating. I cannot get enough of what I have seen. There is a certain way that she blinks her eyes at me that gets me feeling so infinite, and the way that she giggles is incredible. I wish that all people could see the things that I have seen. I am very lucky to have seen some of the beauty that girls carry.
To those of you girls who have low self esteem or don't see the goodness in yourselves:
There IS someone out there who knows how beautiful you are.
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nightmare of a girl, eh? hah.
YEZZY., October 5th, 2011 at 03:06:05am
aww jesse, this is so cutee.
I love it.
hollywood tragedy., January 5th, 2009 at 07:40:41pm
awwww that so cute :]
Miley Cyrus, January 5th, 2009 at 04:35:24pm
that was so cute :]
i agree, this is what a girl needs to hear from a guy.
Lissie!, January 5th, 2009 at 02:39:20pm
you are the first guy to think of a girl as something other than a tool for sex
fruit_baskets, January 5th, 2009 at 02:10:33pm
veryvery good blog.
girls need this kind of thing from a guy.
Bubble Wrap., January 3rd, 2009 at 05:13:23pm
get famous, January 4th, 2009 at 05:05:14pm
this is very sweet (::
good blog. :D
Fallop!an Cwac Cwac., January 4th, 2009 at 12:24:33pm
by reading this, i can tell you're the kind of guy most girls dream about having: one who appreciates the little things and the true beauty of his girl. the last lines are especially goood.
loved this blog(: gooood job.
serenade sarahh, January 4th, 2009 at 07:59:42am
god that was one of the greatest blogs i have ever read!
i always enjoy reading yours (:
this was really sweet, and the last two lines made me smile huge. hehe
dancepaigeydance;, January 4th, 2009 at 01:13:22am
that's really nice & sweet :D
i think you're on my myspace..
hm.
toybox trash, January 3rd, 2009 at 11:26:07pm
This is sweet. (:
Skippy., January 3rd, 2009 at 11:19:49pm
i like this blog, especially the ending lines. :D
i wish more guys were like that; where they actually care about personality and appreciate more things like that about girls, instead of just looks/popularity/etc.
Kr!sta's Inferno, January 3rd, 2009 at 09:56:31pm
It is wonderful that there are guys out there that see more than looks in a girl.
i wish there were more like you tbh.
great blog dear!
Pretty Rave Girl, January 3rd, 2009 at 08:59:30pm
I kinda know what you're saying here. At least I think I do. I always find myself staring at the hot girl in the room (I'm only human), but when it comes to actually being attracted to someone its so random. I don't know what it is, but its as if somthing flips in my head thats just different about this one or whatnot.
Confuses the hell outta me.
Blarg!, January 3rd, 2009 at 08:22:06pm
veryvery good blog.
girls need this kind of thing from a guy.
Bubble Wrap., January 3rd, 2009 at 08:13:23pm