pregnancy.. no thank you
im not sure where im going with this.. i just wanted to share some thoughts and idk where else to post a blog than here.
since it seems like everyone has been so pregnant lately, i cant avoid thinking about it, and how it makes me feel disgusted. i do find the thought of being a parent apealing on some level, but everything that comes with it just makes me wonder why people do it. cant be worth it. not to mention the whole process of being pregnant is absolutely disgusting. i cant personally imagine i would ever want to put myself trough that. and how babies are so ugly to me. like people say "oh how cute baby." and i just cant relate one bit. i dont feel a need to touch or hold babies and i really dont think its a passing phase. im happy when babies stay as far way from me as possible. it does make me wonder how lonely im gonna be when im old, but screw it. im not gonna throw my life away for that.
and im also gonna see my new baby cousin for the first time soon. i guess i should pretend like i care, but i just dont know if i can.
babies really do make me think of parasites.
am i sick or is the world?
since it seems like everyone has been so pregnant lately, i cant avoid thinking about it, and how it makes me feel disgusted. i do find the thought of being a parent apealing on some level, but everything that comes with it just makes me wonder why people do it. cant be worth it. not to mention the whole process of being pregnant is absolutely disgusting. i cant personally imagine i would ever want to put myself trough that. and how babies are so ugly to me. like people say "oh how cute baby." and i just cant relate one bit. i dont feel a need to touch or hold babies and i really dont think its a passing phase. im happy when babies stay as far way from me as possible. it does make me wonder how lonely im gonna be when im old, but screw it. im not gonna throw my life away for that.
and im also gonna see my new baby cousin for the first time soon. i guess i should pretend like i care, but i just dont know if i can.
babies really do make me think of parasites.
am i sick or is the world?
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i mean the whole process of pregnancy. not just babies.
Miss Neurotic, February 15th, 2010 at 04:19:30pm
wow... theyre only baby for alittle bit.
skittlemonster, February 14th, 2010 at 11:18:53pm
haha... damn.
Miss Neurotic, February 12th, 2010 at 01:34:54pm
but you're a princess ;) *points to name*
Love, February 11th, 2010 at 05:44:27pm
lol. i see...
im not a typical girl though.
Miss Neurotic, February 11th, 2010 at 05:34:10pm
I love babies and I can't wait to have one :-)
Love, February 11th, 2010 at 02:03:49pm
Weirddd. I love babies. I want one someday. They are very cute :) and you get to teach them everything! Its so cool..
Hayley Williams, February 11th, 2010 at 10:04:59am
YES!!!!!! lets.
Miss Neurotic, February 10th, 2010 at 08:18:54pm
I'm not a big fan of babies, too.
We should get...neutered. lolo.
Adam Lambert, February 10th, 2010 at 06:58:43pm
well i hope i dont ever have to
Miss Neurotic, February 8th, 2010 at 04:29:30pm
I think its one of those thing where even if you dont want a child as soon as you have one something clicks and you love it no matter what. Which is when it becomes very very worth it, if it wasnt already before.
Meerkat, February 8th, 2010 at 12:10:40am
oh and fourplay, if your trying to make fun of me its going to waste. i really couldnt care less.
Miss Neurotic, February 7th, 2010 at 09:19:03pm
haha. ok fine.
but i just dont find them cute. i find baby animals cute.
Miss Neurotic, February 7th, 2010 at 08:56:43pm
yes, they feed off your blood, tell you what food to eat, and they sit in that gross liquid and then it breaks allover and ewwwww
little soul., February 7th, 2010 at 07:43:45pm
Actually, Miss N, you're partially right about calling them parasites,but rephrasing would suit it better.
The fetus is a parasite, it lives off of you. That's what a parasite is. That's how I see them anyway.
Babies though are just miniature adults. We were all one at some point.
-makes an awww face- I think they're amazing, especially when they smile.
Dr.Hymen, February 7th, 2010 at 05:35:27pm