I still haven't changed the way i feel.
I'm usually a happy person. I usually wake up in the morning feeling happy and with no worries. I have confidence, and i can make myself smile from the smallest of things.
And then there are the days where everything is backwards. There is no real thing that i can point to and say, 'that, over there, that thing is making me nervous/unhappy/depressed/lonely'. Its not like that.
I've just been feeling down for no reason, especially when i am by myself. And its not as though its just been this week. These feelings have been ongoing since year 9, when i was 15...im nearly 19 now, and i don't think that its just my hormones, or just myself being a teenager.
So I am sick of having these extreme mood swings and feeling as though they are normal, because they are not. They make me pity myself, and hate myself (and others), and i feel as though i am just being 'insensitive' to those who have real issues.
But what about my issues? I can't help but feel down about things, i honestly cant help it. There is nothing at the moment that is causing me to feel this way, i just feel down in the dumps.
I want to find out what the hell is wrong with me without sounding like a whinny moron. Can i do that?
And then there are the days where everything is backwards. There is no real thing that i can point to and say, 'that, over there, that thing is making me nervous/unhappy/depressed/lonely'. Its not like that.
I've just been feeling down for no reason, especially when i am by myself. And its not as though its just been this week. These feelings have been ongoing since year 9, when i was 15...im nearly 19 now, and i don't think that its just my hormones, or just myself being a teenager.
So I am sick of having these extreme mood swings and feeling as though they are normal, because they are not. They make me pity myself, and hate myself (and others), and i feel as though i am just being 'insensitive' to those who have real issues.
But what about my issues? I can't help but feel down about things, i honestly cant help it. There is nothing at the moment that is causing me to feel this way, i just feel down in the dumps.
I want to find out what the hell is wrong with me without sounding like a whinny moron. Can i do that?
i have the some issues at age 14 dont know what to do either???
E.B.P.M.21, May 16th, 2010 at 08:07:35pm
It sounds like you're bipolar to me. BUT, i'm not a doctor, you should definately go see a doctor.
Yay!, May 16th, 2010 at 07:13:24pm