Why do I let him get to me?

Ok, lately my ex boyfriend (lets call him James for now) has been bothering me a lot. Long story as to why we broke up so I'll just say he was sleeping around and was very surprised when I left him when he confessed. Anyway Lately he's been texting me and emailing me bragging about how he "got into her pants last night" and how he's "going to be a dad in 2 months". I did a pretty bad thing and asked him if he was sure the baby is his. I couldn't help it, I was just angry.
I can't understand what James is trying to do. Is he trying to get back at me? Trying to make me jealous? Trying to make me take him back? Well whatever the reason, it's not going to work. He knows I have moved on but that doesn't stop him. I thought the best thing to stop this happening was to just not reply to his emails and change my number. It didn't work. He sends me 6 emails a day saying he had the "best root of his life last night" and he's found out my new number.
I don't know why, but when he tells me that I get a little angry and upset, I even cried when he told me he had hooked up with a girl at the Billy Idol tribute show I'd been looking forward to going to for ages, it wasn't the fact that he hooked up with someone there, it was the fact that he knew how excited I was for that concert now I'm thinking about not going because all I'll have in head is a picture of James and some girl in the toilets doing god knows what, so he's ruined that for me.
I try not to let it get to me and I don't think about it 24/7, but when hear that he's done all that it just makes me feel disgusted, angry and upset. He cheated on me and he thinks he has the nerve to brag that stuff to me. I don't wanna hear it.
Can someone please help to figure out what he's trying to do? I can't figure it out.
Posted on September 15th, 2010 at 02:47am

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