Stressed out... ugh!
UGH!!!!
rents are going to thailand 2mrw and they set up all these rules... like i have to call and check in with 2 diff people and i have to stay home and look after my bro when im not at school or working.
and im doing work experience at this fx place right now and its pretty much all grunt work. i mean.. i built a 20ft tall shelf thats 36 ft long out of steel and stuff...
and bloody jason (my boyfriend of 8 months) said he would call me at 4:30.... what time is it now? 8:30 and i am still without a phonecall !!!!
i think hes losing interest. and to be honest.. all this non-contact stuff is making me less and less interested. you know what else isnt cool? his lame ass excuses!!!! i asked him why he wasnt calling, and he said "ive been forgetting" HOW DO YOU FORGET TO CALL YOUR GIRLFRIEND?!?!?!? rawwwww!!!! I still wanna be with him, but this is pissing me off.
and my friend coral from where i used to live wants to come to vancouver in the summer time, but shes a real... (cant think of word) and im worried that she'll start hitting on jason because she does that to everyone else... and.. ugh...
and as soon as i get back to school, i have 6 tests in 2 days (4 bio, 2 english) and then its painting a 4x3ft canvas in 5 days, and working on any other photo junk. and at the same time, reveiwing for the prov tests which come the next week, and i still have to book more time off work!!!!
what should i do? im going insane.
and i wanna know why jason isnt calling.. he usually does.. but the past 4 times in a row he hasnt.
rents are going to thailand 2mrw and they set up all these rules... like i have to call and check in with 2 diff people and i have to stay home and look after my bro when im not at school or working.
and im doing work experience at this fx place right now and its pretty much all grunt work. i mean.. i built a 20ft tall shelf thats 36 ft long out of steel and stuff...
and bloody jason (my boyfriend of 8 months) said he would call me at 4:30.... what time is it now? 8:30 and i am still without a phonecall !!!!
i think hes losing interest. and to be honest.. all this non-contact stuff is making me less and less interested. you know what else isnt cool? his lame ass excuses!!!! i asked him why he wasnt calling, and he said "ive been forgetting" HOW DO YOU FORGET TO CALL YOUR GIRLFRIEND?!?!?!? rawwwww!!!! I still wanna be with him, but this is pissing me off.
and my friend coral from where i used to live wants to come to vancouver in the summer time, but shes a real... (cant think of word) and im worried that she'll start hitting on jason because she does that to everyone else... and.. ugh...
and as soon as i get back to school, i have 6 tests in 2 days (4 bio, 2 english) and then its painting a 4x3ft canvas in 5 days, and working on any other photo junk. and at the same time, reveiwing for the prov tests which come the next week, and i still have to book more time off work!!!!
what should i do? im going insane.
and i wanna know why jason isnt calling.. he usually does.. but the past 4 times in a row he hasnt.
Well, your parents are concerned about you with good cause, and your little brother. With recent events in the news, it's raised awarness of possible kidnappings and made many people reconsider their safety procedures with their children. Maybe your boyfriend has other things on his mind, try talking to him. If he still gives you the same dumb excuses... then maybe it's time for a change. If you've been studying for your tests and you understand the material being presented, you'll be fine. Good luck with all of that.
Kurtni, January 18th, 2007 at 06:04:08pm