Suicide and self harm!

I feel this way now, actually.

i have never phisically hurt myself but i have a reason y i wanted t ocomit suicide

What is it?
I used to cut myself coz I used to think i deserved punishing and stuff, it gets to the point where it's addictive, but i'm out of it now

well i was in the hospital for 2 weeks and a day and every day a kept thinking it could be the day i would get out cause the day i was addmitted it was a friday or sumthin like that and they told me i would probly get out on sunday and then the two weeks came and alltht time i wanted to die or go home and im irish if that matters

whatsername***:

What is it?
I used to cut myself coz I used to think i deserved punishing and stuff, it gets to the point where it's addictive, but i'm out of it now

thats good you stoped

Yeh, it's kinda hard to stop.
Just keep reminding urself tht there is gd stuff out there n ppl who care
what's being irish got to do with it?

whatsername***:

Yeh, it's kinda hard to stop.
Just keep reminding urself tht there is gd stuff out there n ppl who care
what's being irish got to do with it?

on the first page the girl sad sumthin about how the poll she saw had all irish people want to comit suicide

hmmm
Maybe irish just admit it more or something

lol maybe

honesty is gd! lol

I just want to say that I have really strong opinions on this topic and if anything it makes me mad to hear that people would be that stupid!
It's really wrong and you really have to think to yourself that you are living for a reason and you ARE really important to people around you even it seems that noone cares and noones there for you!
It really hurts to know that people out there are doing things like this...
There is a good side to everything and everyone and people have to learn to see that...
There are better options than death...
I hope that's made a difference...

i considerd it and tried 3 times, i did it on the bus once to skool coz i couldnt take it anymore, i am always picked on coz my name and that i am differnet and teahcers dont believe me coz i'm really tall for my age so nothing happens about it, suicide was the only way out, i stopped when i got off the bus and then started when i got to my form room, but no noe cared or tryed to stop me they just wanted to see the blood. no one would of know if it wasnt for someone in my class telling my form teacher.

I have a friend that says she doesnt cut, but i know she does by the marks on her arms that look fresh. its scary. what if she cuts deep enough to cut something vital? and the thing about her is that her life is great. parents that hardly fight that love her to death, an awesome BF, friends that will do anything for her..and all her screen names and usernames are like "my silent sorrow" and "better of dead"..ive asked her WHY? Why must you cut?
I dont think she even knows.

she probably wants to be "scene".
and she loves attention too. no matter what it is.
but this is'nt the way to do it.

people who are thinking about suicide need help. talk to someone, its good to let it all out you know? and killing yourself is NEVER worth it. It all can be fixed, and you CAN move on.

I know a few people who cut.
One of them I'm not so sure about. She seems happy, but I can tell that in honest truth she isn't and is actually depressed.

Well, my other friend .. he says his cuts are just 'scratches' or his 'brother messing around', but then he seems to be trying really hard to fit into the whole emo/scene fad.

Anotherg irl (who I really dislike), well, one of my best friends is her best friend too, and she told me that she cuts because she's depressed. One day she came into school with her sleeve rolled up and blood dripping down from a cut, and she claimed that she fell, it's pretty obvious. And it's also pretty obvious she's craving the attention as she shows off any scar which is visible.

I have cut, but I didn't go around showing everyone. And it wasn't a deep cut. I don't even know if I actually consider it to be a cut, it just scratched the surface and it's not even visible anymore.

I've wanted to again, not for attention. And I'm not getting any attention from posting this on an online forum. And I'm not trying to fit into the new fad.

Anyway, I'm not for suicide. Self harming, well, if you're that depressed, you should see a therapist, but sometimes you can get urges to harm yourself, I suppose.

as i have said before i totally understand why people self harm and resently i have been close to it, but suicide was never an option never! But this past week i was really close to just throwing myself infront of a car because i was really depressed! All that kept goin through my head last week was the fact that my "best" mate had said she wanted to kill me for meeting up with her EX boyfriend. I didnt in the end because i realised that i shouldn't let it get to me, the fact that i have a family that care for me and great mates that don't wish i was dead, and now im totally glad that i didnt and i never want to consider it again!

i self harmed recently even thought i said i never would but i was pushed to the edge but i'd never commit suicide no one or nothing is worth dying for

many people cut themselves for control, its just like eating disorders, many people who have an eatign disorder ahve one because they lack control in their lives, an controlling their eating habbits gives them some of it back. cutting yourself is just like this i guess.
one fo my old mates used to claim she was cutting herself, but she wud never let you see it, or when u did it looked like her cat had scratched her. she used to pretend to be depressed just so she cud turn round to people an say how her life sucked an no one ever understood her. my life hasnt be really hard but not easy y no?, my dad was commited when i was nine and my sister has an eating disorder plus not to mention my so called mates used to hit me. she new all of this and claied id had the easiest life ever an that no one would ever understood her pain. its all relative i guess.

hmm i still dont agree with cutting but alot of people on here have made some good points .......ok yea i cut but so what and hell yea ive rolled my sleves up so certain ppl can see my cuts to try get attention from some people so fucking wat if i had is it to much to ask to get fucking noticed at my skool coz i always seem to be so fucking invisible but ive got some sense into my head now and relise that cutting myself shldnt be attention seeking and yea i still do it but i dnt show off about it . im more insecure and stuff now and i value myself more as a person and relise that cutting myself has to stop ive never cut deep and im not even sure if wat i do is cutting but i bleed so i guess it is but i do nothign deep and i doubt i ever will

suicide was once a option for me i doubted that id ever do it but if someone said here do you want me to shoot you with a gun i guess id have said yes

i cut myself too