Suicide and self harm!

i have a friend and last year she was cutting herself and everybody freaked out. i freaked out too because shes awesome and she shouldn't have done that. she was like....taking apart calculators and getting the sharp things out and cutting herself in the middle of science class. a lot of people stopped being her friend durning that time, except me, because she needed someone to know that she was excepted no matter what, but that people still cared about her. it blew. she stopped but then started to overdose on cough drops. that blew worse. pretty much the same situation, i was her only friend, trying to help her.

last night i did something very stupid
i advise everyone on this website to stop cutting ok im such a frigen hypocrite and you can shout at me all you want like yea i cant tell you what to do i dont rule your life
but im trying to help
you may say you dont need help but you do
you all need serious help cutting is no joke
and you wont think cuttings cool or anything when your sitting in a hospital bed nearly dieing because of what youv done ( ok ive never been in a hospital bed nearly dieing) but i dunno last night things hit me i finally relised what i was doing and i then felt so stupid and messed up cutting isnt a good thing and i now feel much much worse please everyone just learn to stop it may take time but just try your best

I was hospitalized for depression not too long ago.
I never cut, I have a hold of myself more than that.
No matter how 'depressed' you claim to be; You can control yourself from cutting.
Certain cases of depression is treatable, I guess.
Depressed people don't say the are 'depressed, the world is out to get me' -_-

TreIsCool32:

I was hospitalized for depression not too long ago.
I never cut, I have a hold of myself more than that.
No matter how 'depressed' you claim to be; You can control yourself from cutting.
Certain cases of depression is treatable, I guess.
Depressed people don't say the are 'depressed, the world is out to get me' -_-

I guess i dissagree. Cutting isn't always controlable and I don't think you should stop if you aren't ready. It isn't always depression related, it's just a chance of relief and escape. Besides people that say the world is out to get them are just paranoid, not depressed.

It's hard to tell anyone to stop cutting, even if it's what they should do. To get someon to actually listen to it is a bit harder than you think.

And sometimes cutting yourself feels like a reliefe. it did for me, but then after I'd cut myself I felt so stupid for doing it altho it felt quite good to have done it. just coz I somehow felt different from before. I haven't cut myself since june and will hopefully not do it again. even tho I sometimes wants to. Sometimes it feels like I can't control it, I just need something to feel better.

About depressed people not calling themselves depressed... admiting something is the first step to recovering.
*hope I wont get to much people at my neck for this*

living_in_repetition:

It's hard to tell anyone to stop cutting, even if it's what they should do. To get someon to actually listen to it is a bit harder than you think.

And sometimes cutting yourself feels like a reliefe. it did for me, but then after I'd cut myself I felt so stupid for doing it altho it felt quite good to have done it. just coz I somehow felt different from before. I haven't cut myself since june and will hopefully not do it again. even tho I sometimes wants to. Sometimes it feels like I can't control it, I just need something to feel better.

About depressed people not calling themselves depressed... admiting something is the first step to recovering.
*hope I wont get to much people at my neck for this*

That's actually very true, coz when I used to do it I used to do it for relief. And I haven't done it in almost.... ten months or so now, and if I'm really down I still get urges to do it, I don't though.

rehab~reject:

living_in_repetition:

It's hard to tell anyone to stop cutting, even if it's what they should do. To get someon to actually listen to it is a bit harder than you think.

And sometimes cutting yourself feels like a reliefe. it did for me, but then after I'd cut myself I felt so stupid for doing it altho it felt quite good to have done it. just coz I somehow felt different from before. I haven't cut myself since june and will hopefully not do it again. even tho I sometimes wants to. Sometimes it feels like I can't control it, I just need something to feel better.

About depressed people not calling themselves depressed... admiting something is the first step to recovering.
*hope I wont get to much people at my neck for this*

That's actually very true, coz when I used to do it I used to do it for relief. And I haven't done it in almost.... ten months or so now, and if I'm really down I still get urges to do it, I don't though.

Wow, good for you.. that you haven't cut yourself in about ten months. It makes me hope for a better future...


I'm also down alot of the time, but you just can't tell. But I'm wokring on it, altho I haven't really got any help from well anywhere. I'm actually scared about admitting this whole thing, just coz I feel so stupid about it.

living_in_repetition:

rehab~reject:

living_in_repetition:

It's hard to tell anyone to stop cutting, even if it's what they should do. To get someon to actually listen to it is a bit harder than you think.

And sometimes cutting yourself feels like a reliefe. it did for me, but then after I'd cut myself I felt so stupid for doing it altho it felt quite good to have done it. just coz I somehow felt different from before. I haven't cut myself since june and will hopefully not do it again. even tho I sometimes wants to. Sometimes it feels like I can't control it, I just need something to feel better.

About depressed people not calling themselves depressed... admiting something is the first step to recovering.
*hope I wont get to much people at my neck for this*

That's actually very true, coz when I used to do it I used to do it for relief. And I haven't done it in almost.... ten months or so now, and if I'm really down I still get urges to do it, I don't though.

Wow, good for you.. that you haven't cut yourself in about ten months. It makes me hope for a better future...


I'm also down alot of the time, but you just can't tell. But I'm wokring on it, altho I haven't really got any help from well anywhere. I'm actually scared about admitting this whole thing, just coz I feel so stupid about it.

That's what I was like, but sometimes just talking about it to anyone, or reading stuff bout other people who get thruogh it can help, I found.
But you can get through it

rehab~reject:

living_in_repetition:

rehab~reject:

living_in_repetition:

It's hard to tell anyone to stop cutting, even if it's what they should do. To get someon to actually listen to it is a bit harder than you think.

And sometimes cutting yourself feels like a reliefe. it did for me, but then after I'd cut myself I felt so stupid for doing it altho it felt quite good to have done it. just coz I somehow felt different from before. I haven't cut myself since june and will hopefully not do it again. even tho I sometimes wants to. Sometimes it feels like I can't control it, I just need something to feel better.

About depressed people not calling themselves depressed... admiting something is the first step to recovering.
*hope I wont get to much people at my neck for this*

That's actually very true, coz when I used to do it I used to do it for relief. And I haven't done it in almost.... ten months or so now, and if I'm really down I still get urges to do it, I don't though.

Wow, good for you.. that you haven't cut yourself in about ten months. It makes me hope for a better future...


I'm also down alot of the time, but you just can't tell. But I'm wokring on it, altho I haven't really got any help from well anywhere. I'm actually scared about admitting this whole thing, just coz I feel so stupid about it.

That's what I was like, but sometimes just talking about it to anyone, or reading stuff bout other people who get thruogh it can help, I found.
But you can get through it

I sure hope so, I wish I would get the courrage to tell my friends how I really feel and what I've done but I'm scared that they'll leave me. I've been there before, losing mates in other words. If that would happen I'm not sure I would make it up. But knowing that other people have made it or are aosrt of getting out i guess it helps a bit.
Cheers! Somehow this actually made me smile I'm a bit strange but I'm proud of it haha

When I was 12 I was bullies badly at school...I got beeten up on the way home and why?

Because I was diffrent...because of my family becuase people had problems themselfs.

I cut my self badly..but man I suddely realised


FUCK YOU!


Your not going to wreck my life! I have a life you dont your the ones that make people feel worthless.


When your depressed...you hae to kick yourself out of it....noone can do it for you. They can give you advice but still you cant.

i sdont think its nesessary for people to cut themselves, i mean i understand why they do it and im sure they hav good reasons but im sure theres other ways they can solve my problems, but ive never been in that situation so i cant say

when you cuts or self harm like burning or hitting your self pulling our own hair out ...controing when you feel pain is sub councious


its the same with eating disorders.

You subcounsiously control pain or eating because you feel as you have control over somthing

living_in_repetition:

rehab~reject:

living_in_repetition:

rehab~reject:

living_in_repetition:

It's hard to tell anyone to stop cutting, even if it's what they should do. To get someon to actually listen to it is a bit harder than you think.

And sometimes cutting yourself feels like a reliefe. it did for me, but then after I'd cut myself I felt so stupid for doing it altho it felt quite good to have done it. just coz I somehow felt different from before. I haven't cut myself since june and will hopefully not do it again. even tho I sometimes wants to. Sometimes it feels like I can't control it, I just need something to feel better.

About depressed people not calling themselves depressed... admiting something is the first step to recovering.
*hope I wont get to much people at my neck for this*

That's actually very true, coz when I used to do it I used to do it for relief. And I haven't done it in almost.... ten months or so now, and if I'm really down I still get urges to do it, I don't though.

Wow, good for you.. that you haven't cut yourself in about ten months. It makes me hope for a better future...


I'm also down alot of the time, but you just can't tell. But I'm wokring on it, altho I haven't really got any help from well anywhere. I'm actually scared about admitting this whole thing, just coz I feel so stupid about it.

That's what I was like, but sometimes just talking about it to anyone, or reading stuff bout other people who get thruogh it can help, I found.
But you can get through it

I sure hope so, I wish I would get the courrage to tell my friends how I really feel and what I've done but I'm scared that they'll leave me. I've been there before, losing mates in other words. If that would happen I'm not sure I would make it up. But knowing that other people have made it or are aosrt of getting out i guess it helps a bit.
Cheers! Somehow this actually made me smile I'm a bit strange but I'm proud of it haha

glad i could help

There are a lot of people that aren't really depressed and saying they are because they think it's "in" I don't really get that.
I used to be depressed, I didn't let anybody know it though. I'd hide it, try to act happy, I cut and hid my scars for a long time. I attempted suicide quite a few times, but something would happen or I'd snap out of whatever I was thinking. I've come to realize suicide is pointless... if you think it's going to help anything, it's not. If you're depressed enough to be having these thoughts and thinking about giving up.. don't, get help. If you don't feel comfortable talking to family or friends, theres plenty of websites that can help. Because you can make life better only if you're trying.

XxXflowerfairyXxX:

TreIsCool32:

I was hospitalized for depression not too long ago.
I never cut, I have a hold of myself more than that.
No matter how 'depressed' you claim to be; You can control yourself from cutting.
Certain cases of depression is treatable, I guess.
Depressed people don't say the are 'depressed, the world is out to get me' -_-

I guess i dissagree. Cutting isn't always controlable and I don't think you should stop if you aren't ready. It isn't always depression related, it's just a chance of relief and escape. Besides people that say the world is out to get them are just paranoid, not depressed.

Yeah; I don't know what I'm on about.

It is wrong in my opinion but it helps people too. Rarely does it happen where there is an accident and then that person is gone but I wouldn't want to take any chances. I once had a friend who did that, I helped her out of it and now she hardly talks to me.

I'm just going to say, if you used to cut and have stopped, please don't do it again no matter how tempting it seems, because it'll mean all that hard work stopping's wasted.

It's easier than staying alive. Life has no point.

Andy.Is.A.Star.:

It's easier than staying alive. Life has no point.

nicely put

american_idiot_94:

Lunchbox:

I used to think about it alot. I've stoped now. I even stopt cutting myself.
It's a bit scary, but most people are depressed lately.

most people pretend to be depressed to fit the "goth/punk/emo" sterotype.....

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