Suicide and self harm!

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September 18th, 2005 at 12:10pm
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i'm still fighting with myself if I should tell my friends how badly down I've been, and that I'm not back up as they think. But I'm scared that they'll go away, when I've needed friends before they've all disappeared and right now I couldn't deal with that.
What's sort of upset me is that one of my mates has her parents in the psychiatry and one day we talked about some that cut themselves and my mate said she found it stupid and annoying that someone would cut themselves for attention. I've not done that but still, it made me think twice.
I haven't cut myself again, but sometimes i feel like giving up this struggle. i tried to get help thru school but they forgot about it. but they dont know everything. This is the first place where I've actually told anyone about it.
well i doubt this gave another view on this thread but I felt like i had to write it down
If you ever wanna talk about it then u can pm me if you like, because I know what you're going through.
But if you are stopping, that try really hard to not do it again, no matter how tempting it seems


Cheers! might pm you some day. It's important to have someone that understand, or someone that you can talk to. Just reading that someone say that i know what youre going thru and if you wanna talk pm me.
cheers!
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September 24th, 2005 at 08:17pm
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ppl who pretend to cut themslves and pretend to be depressed are just plain stupid ppl trying to get attention.....i mean why would you want to pretend to be depressed.....being freakin sad all the time isnt fun...i mean grow up and be happy that tha isnt happining to you.....gosh that just pisses me off....i mean get over yourself....there are a bunch of ppl in the world with much bigger problems


yeh i agree. there are ppl wit real probs, on the verge on suicide, n u shuldnt fake that.
How do you pretend to cut yourself??
Paint scars with a red marker on your arm, or what?

Self Harm starts in the head, even if you just think about cutting, you must have some issues.

If youre willing to hurt yourself, you do have serious problems.
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September 24th, 2005 at 09:30pm
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ppl who pretend to cut themslves and pretend to be depressed are just plain stupid ppl trying to get attention.....i mean why would you want to pretend to be depressed.....being freakin sad all the time isnt fun...i mean grow up and be happy that tha isnt happining to you.....gosh that just pisses me off....i mean get over yourself....there are a bunch of ppl in the world with much bigger problems


yeh i agree. there are ppl wit real probs, on the verge on suicide, n u shuldnt fake that.
How do you pretend to cut yourself??
Paint scars with a red marker on your arm, or what?

Self Harm starts in the head, even if you just think about cutting, you must have some issues.

If youre willing to hurt yourself, you do have serious problems.


a lot of people dont actually pretend to cut as much as they cut to continue pretending they're depressed.
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September 24th, 2005 at 09:45pm
I dont think I would have the guts to harm myself, more a less kill myself. Suicide is what people think is the last resort, when things are so hard there' nothing left to do but kill yourself. I can see why people will think like that, but its not the answer obviously.
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September 24th, 2005 at 11:59pm
Personally, it scares me. Everytime I think about cutting and other things like that, it only sends shivers down my spine. I could never do that to myself, so I don't think i'll ever resort to that. And if I do, .... That's the end of the world, practically.

I take zoloft for OCD and anxiety. There have been studies that prove that there can be adverse effects. I can see why, Since Ive been taking it, things seem so much more easier. Almost like you can do anything, not like a high, cause could be weird, but you know what I mean. Like, it wouldn't be so hard for me to cut myself as it was before. It's weird.
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September 25th, 2005 at 03:49pm
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I used to cut but stopped since I was caught . I really want to start again but dont want to be sent to a mental hospital......
I don't want to turn this into a pathetic conversation for fakers but i can totally understand that, I have very protective parents, they love me a lot and my mum cares so much about me that she threatened to put me into therapy. I didn't want to hurt her, I only wanted to hurt myself so I stopped (atleast for a few months) to keep her happy.

But now it's got to the stage where when anyone starts talking abut cutting I freak out, I feel really insecure about the whole subject (since I finally quit) and I feel like I really don't need that kind of negativity in my life. I'm 13 years old and there is absolutely no point in being miserable. Itr's gotten to the stage that i just can't hardly talk about it though anmd I get really panicy when anyone mentions it. I feel really weird and shaky talking about it now.
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September 26th, 2005 at 10:25am
I hate people that do it all for attention.
There's these two girls at my school and they do it in really obvious places and talk about it all the damn time, and show the cuts off and it's really stupid because it's so obvious they're doing it for attention, and because of them no one's going to notice if anyone else is doing it because they're really depressed and things.... And people make a big fuss about them to begin with but now they're beginning to feel lkie it's no big deal, but it is...
And i hate those girls because they can stop whenever they want, and they don't know what it's like to actually be that depressed and cut and stuff, and they just.....
Urgh.
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September 26th, 2005 at 12:56pm
yeh, and cutting has sort of becoming a joke. one of my mates said the other day, when we were talking on the phone over a band that we want to come to sweden, anyway she joked about that if you were writing a letter: please come or otherwise i'll cut myself. i started to shake since i've cut myself. but obvious NOT for a reson like that. the whole conversation crept me out
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September 26th, 2005 at 01:00pm
Yeah... it's so stupid how people think it's normal and stuff, or even cool, because it's really not.
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September 26th, 2005 at 01:11pm
it really isn't and everything someone mension it around me i feel like running away, just coz they don't know about it. gah, life is complicated and so are relationships, even with friends
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September 29th, 2005 at 10:38pm
Lots of people cut themselves for attention. It's like a desperate cry for help. You really want someone to notice but nobody does, so you just cut a little harder and a little faster and maybe they'll notice.

I can never get spray tanned because the scars that faded on my arms spell out words that would show up. 'Bitch', 'fat', 'weak', 'die'. It's scary when you look back and realize how happy you are you didn't actually die.

I've never heard of a person cutting to be 'cool'. That's the dumbest thing I've ever heard. You shouldn't cut ever, but cutting to be 'cool' is probably just an excuse. What better way to not admit your problem?

Luvverzz,
Mrs. Billie Joe, aka Dru

P.S. If anyone really really wants to discuss this topic with someone one on one you can always email me. I'm ready and willing to talk.

ryanz_raindrop@yahoo.com
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September 30th, 2005 at 03:54am
I dont like it I dont like it at all
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September 30th, 2005 at 03:59am
I've had some of my best friends cut themselves.
Because of their parents, their boyfriends/girlfriends, even because of their teachers, and things they have said.
I have never understood it.
I don't see that hurting yourself will make it any better, it will only get worse and worse.
If you hurt yourself, isn't that just as bad as the things that other people say or do to you to make you feel that terrible in the first place?
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September 30th, 2005 at 10:34am
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I've had some of my best friends cut themselves.
Because of their parents, their boyfriends/girlfriends, even because of their teachers, and things they have said.
I have never understood it.
I don't see that hurting yourself will make it any better, it will only get worse and worse.
If you hurt yourself, isn't that just as bad as the things that other people say or do to you to make you feel that terrible in the first place?

well for those who cut, the cutting itselfe becomes a relife, even tho it isn't good... But then it might be as bad as the words someone said to you. but words hurt more than pain itself
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September 30th, 2005 at 12:21pm
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I've had some of my best friends cut themselves.
Because of their parents, their boyfriends/girlfriends, even because of their teachers, and things they have said.
I have never understood it.
I don't see that hurting yourself will make it any better, it will only get worse and worse.
If you hurt yourself, isn't that just as bad as the things that other people say or do to you to make you feel that terrible in the first place?

well for those who cut, the cutting itselfe becomes a relife, even tho it isn't good... But then it might be as bad as the words someone said to you. but words hurt more than pain itself
Yeh... and when you are cutting it feels like a relief.. it's really hard to explain, but it's like addictive as well
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September 30th, 2005 at 03:32pm
I used to think about it all the time....infact I still do, I even tried to OD on pills, But just seeing the way my mom cried and was scared just scared me and I didnt want to do it anymore......Oh by the way I'm Irish too (not 100% or anything)
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September 30th, 2005 at 04:06pm
Ive considered suicide a lot.
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September 30th, 2005 at 05:28pm
For me, i cant really picture myself committing suicide, because however bad my life might be, death could always be worse, if you get me.
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September 30th, 2005 at 10:17pm
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I used to think about it all the time....infact I still do, I even tried to OD on pills, But just seeing the way my mom cried and was scared just scared me and I didnt want to do it anymore......Oh by the way I'm Irish too (not 100% or anything)


i've taken a shit load of pills lots of times in my life. not to try to kill myself though, just to put me to sleep or make me tipsy or high.
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October 1st, 2005 at 04:57pm
No need for me to self-harm.......my fucked-up mind does enough of its own accord.....BiPolar 1 sure is a bitch

...which leads me neatly on to suicide.....I have very suicidal tendencies...'only on Thursdays'....you could say...

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