Suicide and self harm!

rehab~reject:

living_in_repetition:

Punkrock_lives4eva:

I've had some of my best friends cut themselves.
Because of their parents, their boyfriends/girlfriends, even because of their teachers, and things they have said.
I have never understood it.
I don't see that hurting yourself will make it any better, it will only get worse and worse.
If you hurt yourself, isn't that just as bad as the things that other people say or do to you to make you feel that terrible in the first place?

well for those who cut, the cutting itselfe becomes a relife, even tho it isn't good... But then it might be as bad as the words someone said to you. but words hurt more than pain itself

Yeh... and when you are cutting it feels like a relief.. it's really hard to explain, but it's like addictive as well

It releases a chemical called adredaline, and that chemical release is addictve...

I never thought about it, and never will.
If I just die, I will never solve my problems the right way.
I'd rather live a life of hell then kill myself

I thought about suicide, but didn't do it. And I'm happy I didn't do it. It was about something little, not even worth to commit suicide for. I haven't done myself any harm, because I know someone who did, and even if it's 10 or 20 or even 30 years ago he/she did it, the scars are still there.

The suicide thought was because I didn't get accepted in my new school, or class. I felt like a total outsider and stuff. Actually, I kind of regret I didn't knew GSB back then, cause then I could come here and talk about my problems... When I finally got accepted, the thought went away.

i used to cut my arms because of bullies bullying me about my wieght.. but then i thought why am i letting bullies ruin my life and make me harm myself and i stopped... when i think about it now.. there was no actual point of cutting my arms.. i just suppose it was like.... something for me to do to relief stress...... but then there was the stress of hiding my arms from my friends and family.. ?


its pointless really..

theres this annoying girl at school who cuts cause she thinks its kewl.. thats one reason why shes annoying

Broken Butterfly:

theres this annoying girl at school who cuts cause she thinks its kewl.. thats one reason why shes annoying

There's a medical term.......for people who do that..................FUCKHEADS

H-F-P-R

I used to cut about 6 months ago. Biggest mistake of my life. Luckily I stopped before it got too bad. I still have bad days but I managed to get my on thumping the walls and stuff. There's no point in cutting, it made me feel better for about 15 minutes and then BAM I was back to feelings bad.

Hippy-Faggot-Punk-Rocker:

Broken Butterfly:

theres this annoying girl at school who cuts cause she thinks its kewl.. thats one reason why shes annoying

There's a medical term.......for people who do that..................FUCKHEADS

H-F-P-R

*nods* very big fuckheads

Ah, I self-harm. But only petty stuff like scratching really hard on my leg or hitting my leg.... most of it goes out to my legs

The reason why is cos my dad and mum hit me/school/friends/religion. Apparently if I die now I won't go to heaven But I try as hard as I can to be a Christian and whatever... well I've gone a bit off-topic now so I think I'll stop.

long story on my suicidal stage ...
i used to be super rich spoiled rotten blah blah blah all that shit, i lived in a big huge house blah, and then my family had money problems so we moved from this huge mansion to the getto of another state in a shitty 5 room apartment, i was little at the time so didnt understand what was happening, and when i was a bit older my parents got so poor i had to live with my grandparents for a whole year cause they couldnt afford to take care of me, and when i was 9 i got wicked depressed and started writing sad poems and everything, but i acted fine to my family cause i didnt want to talk about anything that was bothering me, and then when i was 11-12 i used to get high a lot (just sharpies, nail polish, etc...) sometimes i poke myself with needles cause it relieves stress, and lots of people hate me now for pretty much no reason like random people call me stupid names and shit, and last year i was gonna choke myself to death until the phone rang and i talked to my grandma with some disease thing (shes like really crazy) and for the first time in a few years she said 'i love you brittany' and it amazed me that she remembered who i was, so when i hung up i didnt want to kill myself anymore, and now im just dpressed, but i wouldnt think about suicide again...

AWWWWWEEHH!!!!!!!!!11111111 *Hugs*

*hugs* pfft... gtg eat brb...

i've posted here before about me being selfharming. now i've meet suicide in a whole new way. and i fear that it'll drive me deeper into selfharm but now i wont even concider suicide coz I know how it hurts for the ones who live on. i'll never get over the fact that me and my mum was the one who found my granpa after he'd hung himself. it hasn't even gone a week tho, but i'm really heartbroken. and it'll take time

i never got depressed. so ya. i dont know how it would feel. im sure it wudnt feel good

{BRITTANY}:

long story on my suicidal stage ...
i used to be super rich spoiled rotten blah blah blah all that shit, i lived in a big huge house blah, and then my family had money problems so we moved from this huge mansion to the getto of another state in a shitty 5 room apartment, i was little at the time so didnt understand what was happening, and when i was a bit older my parents got so poor i had to live with my grandparents for a whole year cause they couldnt afford to take care of me, and when i was 9 i got wicked depressed and started writing sad poems and everything, but i acted fine to my family cause i didnt want to talk about anything that was bothering me, and then when i was 11-12 i used to get high a lot (just sharpies, nail polish, etc...) sometimes i poke myself with needles cause it relieves stress, and lots of people hate me now for pretty much no reason like random people call me stupid names and shit, and last year i was gonna choke myself to death until the phone rang and i talked to my grandma with some disease thing (shes like really crazy) and for the first time in a few years she said 'i love you brittany' and it amazed me that she remembered who i was, so when i hung up i didnt want to kill myself anymore, and now im just dpressed, but i wouldnt think about suicide again...

so sharpies can do that to you, eh?

no wonder the smell is so goddam addicting O_o

s0dapop_and_ritalin:

{BRITTANY}:

long story on my suicidal stage ...
i used to be super rich spoiled rotten blah blah blah all that shit, i lived in a big huge house blah, and then my family had money problems so we moved from this huge mansion to the getto of another state in a shitty 5 room apartment, i was little at the time so didnt understand what was happening, and when i was a bit older my parents got so poor i had to live with my grandparents for a whole year cause they couldnt afford to take care of me, and when i was 9 i got wicked depressed and started writing sad poems and everything, but i acted fine to my family cause i didnt want to talk about anything that was bothering me, and then when i was 11-12 i used to get high a lot (just sharpies, nail polish, etc...) sometimes i poke myself with needles cause it relieves stress, and lots of people hate me now for pretty much no reason like random people call me stupid names and shit, and last year i was gonna choke myself to death until the phone rang and i talked to my grandma with some disease thing (shes like really crazy) and for the first time in a few years she said 'i love you brittany' and it amazed me that she remembered who i was, so when i hung up i didnt want to kill myself anymore, and now im just dpressed, but i wouldnt think about suicide again...

so sharpies can do that to you, eh?

no wonder the smell is so goddam addicting O_o

no they can't. not really. you just get light headed and get a head ache. the rest is just all in convincing yourself the scent will make you high.

Some people are legit. cutters, but there seems to be a growing trend.

Ever since emo. started to take over, I've boticed cutting becoming a trend. I overheard these girls GIGGLING about cutting themselves.

"Lyke omg, Brad didn't call me last night so I cut my self!" *shows scar to friends*

September_has_Ended:

Some people are legit. cutters, but there seems to be a growing trend.

Ever since emo. started to take over, I've boticed cutting becoming a trend. I overheard these girls GIGGLING about cutting themselves.

"Lyke omg, Brad didn't call me last night so I cut my self!" *shows scar to friends*

I know... that is so lame. And it starts to make it seem normal, which it's not. And then the people who really cut don't get the help they nedd because everyone justthinks they're another poser....

xAnarchy4theUSAx:

s0dapop_and_ritalin:

{BRITTANY}:

long story on my suicidal stage ...
i used to be super rich spoiled rotten blah blah blah all that shit, i lived in a big huge house blah, and then my family had money problems so we moved from this huge mansion to the getto of another state in a shitty 5 room apartment, i was little at the time so didnt understand what was happening, and when i was a bit older my parents got so poor i had to live with my grandparents for a whole year cause they couldnt afford to take care of me, and when i was 9 i got wicked depressed and started writing sad poems and everything, but i acted fine to my family cause i didnt want to talk about anything that was bothering me, and then when i was 11-12 i used to get high a lot (just sharpies, nail polish, etc...) sometimes i poke myself with needles cause it relieves stress, and lots of people hate me now for pretty much no reason like random people call me stupid names and shit, and last year i was gonna choke myself to death until the phone rang and i talked to my grandma with some disease thing (shes like really crazy) and for the first time in a few years she said 'i love you brittany' and it amazed me that she remembered who i was, so when i hung up i didnt want to kill myself anymore, and now im just dpressed, but i wouldnt think about suicide again...

so sharpies can do that to you, eh?

no wonder the smell is so goddam addicting O_o

no they can't. not really. you just get light headed and get a head ache. the rest is just all in convincing yourself the scent will make you high.

ahh i seee. thank u for getting that idea out of my head, as it may have been used for potential sharpie sniffing >.< hehe.

rehab~reject:

September_has_Ended:

Some people are legit. cutters, but there seems to be a growing trend.

Ever since emo. started to take over, I've boticed cutting becoming a trend. I overheard these girls GIGGLING about cutting themselves.

"Lyke omg, Brad didn't call me last night so I cut my self!" *shows scar to friends*

I know... that is so lame. And it starts to make it seem normal, which it's not. And then the people who really cut don't get the help they nedd because everyone justthinks they're another poser....

thats stupid. i want to kill those people.
even though i dont cut myself i could imagine theres really depressed people out there who have shitty lives. to make jokes out of it is just HORRIBLE. how can u even do that. what is wrong with people??