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s0dapop_and_ritalin
Geek
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Posts: 470 | October 27th, 2005 at 11:15pm Sheepo@_@:Faith:*Blue Star*:Hippy-Faggot-Punk-Rocker:Sheepo@_@:Um what if your like not in "emotinal pain" or nothing is wrong in your life. OR your not trying to be INSTYLE...you just like to cut.
What if you just like it?
Like it being a thrill o_o
....that would make you a sadist........
H-F-P-R
Nonoooononoooo...that would just make him..erm...have a need for blood...a..VAMPIRE!
Hey, whatever makes people happy... Extreme sports are okay, horror movies are okay...we intentionally put ourselves in danger and scare ourselves for fun...so, if anyone likes cutting themselves to give themselves a thrill, that's fine with me. Just use some alcohol to sterilize that knife. No rusty blades? ;_; Damn!
lol not a sadist, a masochist. |
_rehabreject_
King For A Couple Of Days
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Posts: 3763 | October 28th, 2005 at 01:25pm *feels slightly stupid* what's a masochist?
I know what a sadist is, I'm not that bad lol... |
11th Street Kid
King For A Couple Of Days
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Gender: -
Posts: 3645 | October 28th, 2005 at 02:11pm Faith:*Blue Star*:Faith:*Blue Star*:Partially_Decayed:im a cutter too... i have been for like what 2 years now... and i love it...  i dont know why people make big deals about it either... i do dissagree with the ones who cut for attention... or do it just becuase its the "in" thing to do... for one honestly i do see things wrong with doing it... but its a coping method for me... i used it to live through my closest friends deaths... and my family and not being accepted because in fact i am a lesbian... but it just helps me and i cant get enough of it... though i have cut down alot on cutting and i use it now only when i need to... i dont think that "we" should be looked down on for doing it... what about people who shop to get away from things... or people who play sports and take it out on that.. .that could be dangrous...
suicide... cant remember how many times ive tryed... but still wake up to start another plot to do it...
Ah, that sucks not being accepted by your family. I kind of feel the same way...my whole family can't accept the fact that I'm not perfect...I'm not amazingly clever and innocent and such a good little girl. I don't hang out with asian people. I have wild friends. I get bad grades at school. I listen to rock music etc etc. It's a sad thing...I feel like I'm missing out on so much when I see my friends have a really good time at Christmas with their families, when my friends go on holidays with their families and have so much fun, when my friend's auntie buys her loads of stuff and when my friends are so close to their families.
My parents still say "Musician is not a profession. You're such a fool" And I hate Christmases and birthdays. Most suicide-potential days, in my opinion.
Christmases are way boring for me. Birthdays are pretty fun...but it's annoying when my mum takes millions of pictures..and sometimes my friends get a bit over the top and go totally wild and forget it's my birthday and then ignore me. If I had a kid who wanted to be a musician, I'd encourage them. Just so long as they have a backup plan if their plan backfires. Music can get people really far in life...I mean...just look at Green Day.
My parents don't ecourage me about anything. They just think I'm a fuck-up and always tell me that I'm a broken condom case. Not that it matters at this point in life, just really messes up your self-seteem
Yeah..my mum bitches about me to my aunties about how I'm useless. For pretty much most of my life, I've been scared to disappoint my parents...I still am a little. It used to depress me a little to know that no-one cares but now I've gotten used to it. My parents want me to turn into a work-loving enthusiastic little angel. But telling me having fun is pointless and working hard is good doesn't help at all. It certainly does muck up your self esteem...I'm never confident in anything. |
Hippy-Faggot-Punk-Rocker
Jackass
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Gender: -
Posts: 1315 | October 28th, 2005 at 02:26pm NOT a cutter here.......
...to be honest I take my aggression out..............on material things.......
..........I've pulled knives and blades on myself before.........
.....but realised I'd rather kick my stereo in than slice my arms.......
.............in my situation.......it's better to not have a stereo for a while.......
......than to be covered in scars........
.......last night, however............pulled a knife on myself..............held to my throat......
......with EVERY intention of using it........
.........don't know why I didn't at the time...........
...still wondering what the hell stopped me.......
H-F-P-R |
Faith
Addict
Age: 39
Gender: Female
Posts: 11507 | October 28th, 2005 at 08:32pm s0dapop_and_ritalin:Sheepo@_@:Faith:*Blue Star*:Hippy-Faggot-Punk-Rocker:Sheepo@_@:Um what if your like not in "emotinal pain" or nothing is wrong in your life. OR your not trying to be INSTYLE...you just like to cut.
What if you just like it?
Like it being a thrill o_o
....that would make you a sadist........
H-F-P-R
Nonoooononoooo...that would just make him..erm...have a need for blood...a..VAMPIRE!
Hey, whatever makes people happy... Extreme sports are okay, horror movies are okay...we intentionally put ourselves in danger and scare ourselves for fun...so, if anyone likes cutting themselves to give themselves a thrill, that's fine with me. Just use some alcohol to sterilize that knife. No rusty blades? ;_; Damn!
lol not a sadist, a masochist.
Masochists don't actually like hurting themselves, they like to be hurt by others (well, some of them), so they have to like go out and find a sadist so they both can have fun. |
s0dapop_and_ritalin
Geek
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 470 | October 28th, 2005 at 10:14pm Faith:s0dapop_and_ritalin:Sheepo@_@:Faith:*Blue Star*:Hippy-Faggot-Punk-Rocker:Sheepo@_@:Um what if your like not in "emotinal pain" or nothing is wrong in your life. OR your not trying to be INSTYLE...you just like to cut.
What if you just like it?
Like it being a thrill o_o
....that would make you a sadist........
H-F-P-R
Nonoooononoooo...that would just make him..erm...have a need for blood...a..VAMPIRE!
Hey, whatever makes people happy... Extreme sports are okay, horror movies are okay...we intentionally put ourselves in danger and scare ourselves for fun...so, if anyone likes cutting themselves to give themselves a thrill, that's fine with me. Just use some alcohol to sterilize that knife. No rusty blades? ;_; Damn!
lol not a sadist, a masochist.
Masochists don't actually like hurting themselves, they like to be hurt by others (well, some of them), so they have to like go out and find a sadist so they both can have fun.
yes like bondage sex with whips and stuff...
cooooool XD |
s0dapop_and_ritalin
Geek
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Posts: 470 | October 28th, 2005 at 10:15pm *Blue Star*:Faith:*Blue Star*:Faith:*Blue Star*:Partially_Decayed:im a cutter too... i have been for like what 2 years now... and i love it... i dont know why people make big deals about it either... i do dissagree with the ones who cut for attention... or do it just becuase its the "in" thing to do... for one honestly i do see things wrong with doing it... but its a coping method for me... i used it to live through my closest friends deaths... and my family and not being accepted because in fact i am a lesbian... but it just helps me and i cant get enough of it... though i have cut down alot on cutting and i use it now only when i need to... i dont think that "we" should be looked down on for doing it... what about people who shop to get away from things... or people who play sports and take it out on that.. .that could be dangrous...
suicide... cant remember how many times ive tryed... but still wake up to start another plot to do it...
Ah, that sucks not being accepted by your family. I kind of feel the same way...my whole family can't accept the fact that I'm not perfect...I'm not amazingly clever and innocent and such a good little girl. I don't hang out with asian people. I have wild friends. I get bad grades at school. I listen to rock music etc etc. It's a sad thing...I feel like I'm missing out on so much when I see my friends have a really good time at Christmas with their families, when my friends go on holidays with their families and have so much fun, when my friend's auntie buys her loads of stuff and when my friends are so close to their families.
My parents still say "Musician is not a profession. You're such a fool" And I hate Christmases and birthdays. Most suicide-potential days, in my opinion.
Christmases are way boring for me. Birthdays are pretty fun...but it's annoying when my mum takes millions of pictures..and sometimes my friends get a bit over the top and go totally wild and forget it's my birthday and then ignore me. If I had a kid who wanted to be a musician, I'd encourage them. Just so long as they have a backup plan if their plan backfires. Music can get people really far in life...I mean...just look at Green Day.
My parents don't ecourage me about anything. They just think I'm a fuck-up and always tell me that I'm a broken condom case. Not that it matters at this point in life, just really messes up your self-seteem
Yeah..my mum bitches about me to my aunties about how I'm useless. For pretty much most of my life, I've been scared to disappoint my parents...I still am a little. It used to depress me a little to know that no-one cares but now I've gotten used to it. My parents want me to turn into a work-loving enthusiastic little angel. But telling me having fun is pointless and working hard is good doesn't help at all. It certainly does muck up your self esteem...I'm never confident in anything.
yes i think my dad thinks im stupid because im not good in math  |
Faith
Addict
Age: 39
Gender: Female
Posts: 11507 | October 28th, 2005 at 10:33pm s0dapop_and_ritalin:
lol not a sadist, a masochist.
Masochists don't actually like hurting themselves, they like to be hurt by others (well, some of them), so they have to like go out and find a sadist so they both can have fun.[/quote]
yes like bondage sex with whips and stuff...
[/quote]
BDSM |
dirtyhippie
Geek
Age: 35
Gender: Male
Posts: 466 | October 29th, 2005 at 01:27pm I thought masochists just liked pain in general... |
11th Street Kid
King For A Couple Of Days
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 3645 | October 29th, 2005 at 03:56pm Errrrr....I think I'm a masochist...damn...I sound like an idiot now...but who cares? |
Faith
Addict
Age: 39
Gender: Female
Posts: 11507 | October 29th, 2005 at 04:03pm dirtyhippie:I thought masochists just liked pain in general...
Some masochists don't even like pain at all, tastes differ |
greendayfab
Shoot Me, I'm A Newbie
Age: -
Gender: Female
Posts: 19 | October 29th, 2005 at 09:24pm i havent cut in 10 days |
Kitti
Falling In Love With The Board
Age: 34
Gender: Female
Posts: 5688 | October 30th, 2005 at 07:12pm alright, cracking out the dictionary again...
"masochism" refers to an abnormal sexual passion characterized by being abused by one's associate OR any pleasure in being abused or dominated. |
Nine_Inch_Nails
Falling In Love With The Board
Age: 35
Gender: Female
Posts: 8334 | October 30th, 2005 at 07:15pm Oh.
Hmmm.
Maybe I'm NOT a masochist then! |
NeoSteph
Basket Case
Age: 37
Gender: Female
Posts: 16494
  | October 30th, 2005 at 09:24pm paradoxical:alright, cracking out the dictionary again...
"masochism" refers to an abnormal sexual passion characterized by being abused by one's associate OR any pleasure in being abused or dominated.
Hitler was into Masochism, I had no reason for telling you that, but i just finished reading a book about Hitler's women and decided to share. |
Spirit Of '77
Falling In Love With The Board
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Posts: 5024 | October 30th, 2005 at 10:02pm greendayfab:i havent cut in 10 days
i doubt you have any reason to either. you make it so fucking clear that you're just looking for attention that it's just hillarious. with the whole "i'm bi!" thing and the whole "i tried to kill myself" and "i havent cut in 10 days" thing. it's quite pathetic really. but hey, if you're little middle school life is that pathetic that you need these sorts of things to just get noticed, and you need to be noticed to be happy, you might as well just kill yourself. |
Expressway To Yr Skull
King For A Couple Of Days
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Posts: 4990 | October 30th, 2005 at 10:04pm xAnarchy4theUSAx:greendayfab:i havent cut in 10 days you might as well just kill yourself.  |
Expressway To Yr Skull
King For A Couple Of Days
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Posts: 4990 | October 30th, 2005 at 10:05pm NeoSteph:paradoxical:alright, cracking out the dictionary again...
"masochism" refers to an abnormal sexual passion characterized by being abused by one's associate OR any pleasure in being abused or dominated.
Hitler was into Masochism, I had no reason for telling you that, but i just finished reading a book about Hitler's women and decided to share. so hitler was kinky? |
_rehabreject_
King For A Couple Of Days
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Gender: -
Posts: 3763 | October 31st, 2005 at 03:53am Jesus Christ Supermarket:xAnarchy4theUSAx:greendayfab:i havent cut in 10 days you might as well just kill yourself. 
But seriously, if you do cut, and really cut, you don't come on a website and just say "i haven't cut in ten days", because it's not even giving a reason or anything.
Almost like you're showing off or something... because it's hard to admit it when you really cut. |
_rehabreject_
King For A Couple Of Days
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 3763 | October 31st, 2005 at 03:54am Jesus Christ Supermarket:NeoSteph:paradoxical:alright, cracking out the dictionary again...
"masochism" refers to an abnormal sexual passion characterized by being abused by one's associate OR any pleasure in being abused or dominated.
Hitler was into Masochism, I had no reason for telling you that, but i just finished reading a book about Hitler's women and decided to share. so hitler was kinky? |
