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October 31st, 2005 at 05:46pm
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alright, cracking out the dictionary again...
"masochism" refers to an abnormal sexual passion characterized by being abused by one's associate OR any pleasure in being abused or dominated.


Hitler was into Masochism, I had no reason for telling you that, but i just finished reading a book about Hitler's women and decided to share.
so hitler was kinky?


he liked to be defecated and pissed on
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October 31st, 2005 at 06:02pm
NeoSteph:
Jesus Christ Supermarket:
NeoSteph:
paradoxical:
alright, cracking out the dictionary again...
"masochism" refers to an abnormal sexual passion characterized by being abused by one's associate OR any pleasure in being abused or dominated.


Hitler was into Masochism, I had no reason for telling you that, but i just finished reading a book about Hitler's women and decided to share.
so hitler was kinky?


he liked to be defecated and pissed on

eewww
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October 31st, 2005 at 06:47pm
mikeluvva:
NeoSteph:
Jesus Christ Supermarket:
NeoSteph:
paradoxical:
alright, cracking out the dictionary again...
"masochism" refers to an abnormal sexual passion characterized by being abused by one's associate OR any pleasure in being abused or dominated.


Hitler was into Masochism, I had no reason for telling you that, but i just finished reading a book about Hitler's women and decided to share.
so hitler was kinky?


he liked to be defecated and pissed on

eewww


Ewwwww. Mind, since when was Hitler ever right in the head? Rolling Eyes
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November 1st, 2005 at 08:01pm
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im a cutter too... i have been for like what 2 years now... and i love it... Wink i dont know why people make big deals about it either... i do dissagree with the ones who cut for attention... or do it just becuase its the "in" thing to do... for one honestly i do see things wrong with doing it... but its a coping method for me... i used it to live through my closest friends deaths... and my family and not being accepted because in fact i am a lesbian... but it just helps me and i cant get enough of it... though i have cut down alot on cutting and i use it now only when i need to... i dont think that "we" should be looked down on for doing it... what about people who shop to get away from things... or people who play sports and take it out on that.. .that could be dangrous...

suicide... cant remember how many times ive tryed... but still wake up to start another plot to do it...

ok, cutting doesn't help anything. no matter how much all of you cutters think it does, it just fucks you up even more. i cut before. when my friends found out they freaked out and it made me feel even worse. i haven't done it in a while but it still is weird to look at the scars. and how can you say you love it? why don't you just say I NEED ATTENTION! TALK TO ME!? gah, biotch.
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November 2nd, 2005 at 05:47am
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Partially_Decayed:
im a cutter too... i have been for like what 2 years now... and i love it... Wink i dont know why people make big deals about it either... i do dissagree with the ones who cut for attention... or do it just becuase its the "in" thing to do... for one honestly i do see things wrong with doing it... but its a coping method for me... i used it to live through my closest friends deaths... and my family and not being accepted because in fact i am a lesbian... but it just helps me and i cant get enough of it... though i have cut down alot on cutting and i use it now only when i need to... i dont think that "we" should be looked down on for doing it... what about people who shop to get away from things... or people who play sports and take it out on that.. .that could be dangrous...

suicide... cant remember how many times ive tryed... but still wake up to start another plot to do it...

ok, cutting doesn't help anything. no matter how much all of you cutters think it does, it just fucks you up even more. i cut before. when my friends found out they freaked out and it made me feel even worse. i haven't done it in a while but it still is weird to look at the scars. and how can you say you love it? why don't you just say I NEED ATTENTION! TALK TO ME!? gah, biotch.



try to cut around your wrist with a sharp knife sometimes, biatch
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November 2nd, 2005 at 05:48am
I can't believe people cut them selves and commit suicide, while there are people in hospitals who want to live and just are to sick

sorry for any grammar mistakes I am from holland
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November 2nd, 2005 at 06:50am
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I can't believe people cut them selves and commit suicide, while there are people in hospitals who want to live and just are to sick

sorry for any grammar mistakes I am from holland



Agree!
I really love you pic~~ Very Happy
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November 2nd, 2005 at 08:16am
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mikeluvva:
NeoSteph:
Jesus Christ Supermarket:
NeoSteph:
paradoxical:
alright, cracking out the dictionary again...
"masochism" refers to an abnormal sexual passion characterized by being abused by one's associate OR any pleasure in being abused or dominated.


Hitler was into Masochism, I had no reason for telling you that, but i just finished reading a book about Hitler's women and decided to share.
so hitler was kinky?


he liked to be defecated and pissed on

eewww


Ewwwww. Mind, since when was Hitler ever right in the head? Rolling Eyes

Hitler's men got porn tapes for him.

I can't blame him. I like porn, too. Tsk. Tsk.
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November 2nd, 2005 at 11:40am
It was said that Hitler was into using dark magick.
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November 2nd, 2005 at 12:23pm
most people actually commit suicide becasue their life may seem difficult at that moment but if they waited a couple of days, weeks, months, years... then their life will eventually get better. Also people aren't drepressed so that they can fit in with the goth, punk, and emo steriotypes, it uaslly means that they are feeling bad because of problems at home or they got in a fight with their friends or got dumped. Like god their wil be more people then just that one person you eventually get over it. Also i was suicidal at once.. twice.. fine a lot of times but now i am over it and trust me i am so happy i didn't do what i was planning to do to myself i thought there several times while sleeping of how easy it would be to get rid of the painbut now that i reflect back on that i am greatfull that i didn't take itone step closer to the edge. well i said what i wanted...
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November 2nd, 2005 at 04:02pm
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I can't believe people cut them selves and commit suicide, while there are people in hospitals who want to live and just are to sick

sorry for any grammar mistakes I am from holland


There are people that die from an accident in the happiest times in their life, while others want to die and can't succeed in killing themselves...life is not fair
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November 2nd, 2005 at 04:14pm
Faith:
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I can't believe people cut them selves and commit suicide, while there are people in hospitals who want to live and just are to sick

sorry for any grammar mistakes I am from holland


There are people that die from an accident in the happiest times in their life, while others want to die and can't succeed in killing themselves...life is not fair


I know Sad
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November 2nd, 2005 at 04:31pm
I've cut before.. but not to fit in with any "scene" or anything like that.

I would never take my own life though
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November 2nd, 2005 at 10:39pm
I now have a depressing story that will haunt many peoples memory for a long time. There was a freshman named Matt. Lots of friends. Real nice guy. However his home life was not like this at all. His dad abused his mom, and his dad and him fought constantly. One day he was at a foot ball game but went home for his dad yelled at him to come home. Once he got home they yelled and his dad didn't let him go back to the game. His parents went out shopping and then he shot himself right on the temple of his head when his parents were gone. Imagine coming home to see your child dead & bleeding on your floor when you come home. At the funeral yesterday near the end they showed a slide show with all of these pictures of him. One of the last ones was with him and his girlfriend at homecoming. My friend Juliana just started bawling. I felt horrid for her when she was telling me about it. It depresses both me and my friends on such a great loss.
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November 3rd, 2005 at 04:02am
i could neve rcommit suicice. well unless i'm very broken lol...n i'm not lol....tho i sometimes cut myself lol, usualy it's by accident, sometime si just cut myself with a broken nail lol...but the pain sometimems makes me feel bettter.. soemtimes, i mean. when i'm angry. n i cna't let it out on somebodt.
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November 3rd, 2005 at 12:15pm
WishingYouWereStillHere..:
I now have a depressing story that will haunt many peoples memory for a long time. There was a freshman named Matt. Lots of friends. Real nice guy. However his home life was not like this at all. His dad abused his mom, and his dad and him fought constantly. One day he was at a foot ball game but went home for his dad yelled at him to come home. Once he got home they yelled and his dad didn't let him go back to the game. His parents went out shopping and then he shot himself right on the temple of his head when his parents were gone. Imagine coming home to see your child dead & bleeding on your floor when you come home. At the funeral yesterday near the end they showed a slide show with all of these pictures of him. One of the last ones was with him and his girlfriend at homecoming. My friend Juliana just started bawling. I felt horrid for her when she was telling me about it. It depresses both me and my friends on such a great loss.


That's so sad Sad
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November 3rd, 2005 at 12:58pm
WishingYouWereStillHere..:
I now have a depressing story that will haunt many peoples memory for a long time. There was a freshman named Matt. Lots of friends. Real nice guy. However his home life was not like this at all. His dad abused his mom, and his dad and him fought constantly. One day he was at a foot ball game but went home for his dad yelled at him to come home. Once he got home they yelled and his dad didn't let him go back to the game. His parents went out shopping and then he shot himself right on the temple of his head when his parents were gone. Imagine coming home to see your child dead & bleeding on your floor when you come home. At the funeral yesterday near the end they showed a slide show with all of these pictures of him. One of the last ones was with him and his girlfriend at homecoming. My friend Juliana just started bawling. I felt horrid for her when she was telling me about it. It depresses both me and my friends on such a great loss.


thats really sad. im sorry.
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November 3rd, 2005 at 02:59pm
hi again:
WishingYouWereStillHere..:
I now have a depressing story that will haunt many peoples memory for a long time. There was a freshman named Matt. Lots of friends. Real nice guy. However his home life was not like this at all. His dad abused his mom, and his dad and him fought constantly. One day he was at a foot ball game but went home for his dad yelled at him to come home. Once he got home they yelled and his dad didn't let him go back to the game. His parents went out shopping and then he shot himself right on the temple of his head when his parents were gone. Imagine coming home to see your child dead & bleeding on your floor when you come home. At the funeral yesterday near the end they showed a slide show with all of these pictures of him. One of the last ones was with him and his girlfriend at homecoming. My friend Juliana just started bawling. I felt horrid for her when she was telling me about it. It depresses both me and my friends on such a great loss.


thats really sad. im sorry.


Awwweh.
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November 3rd, 2005 at 05:27pm
My mom even said, "It was such a waste..." It just proves suicide is not the answer. I don't blame him though I just wish he didn't...
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November 3rd, 2005 at 06:29pm
WishingYouWereStillHere..:
My mom even said, "It was such a waste..." It just proves suicide is not the answer. I don't blame him though I just wish he didn't...


No offence, but just because your mother said "It's such a waste", it's not proving that suicide is not an answer. I personally think that suicide is God's decision and just one of the ways to end someone's life, a part of someone's fate (if fate exists). Even if you don't believe in that, still, if someone wants to end their life, I think they have a right to do it. It might be selfish or stupid, but 65% of things we do in life are selfish or stupid.
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