Suicide and self harm!

BLOOD BROTHERS By papa roach

Watch your back cause the next man is comin'
and you dont know if the next man is dumin'
survial of the fittest what it is
i got yo back and thats the biz
i got the power, channel the energy
and with my strength i will devour
sickening thoughts are runnng through my head
thats when i realise i'm glad i'm not dead

corruption and abuse, the salesman of our blood
for the publics craving, exisitence in the dark

its our nature to destroy ourselves
its in our nature to kill ourselves
its in our nature to kill each other
its in our nature to kill kill kill


its was a dream and them it hit me, reality struck
and now my life is all shifty and it all moves fast
close to buck 50 and we all stnad strong
in respect to the family in times of our sanity
and through the words of profanity
i describe our dysfunctional family
blood brothers keep it real to the end
deeper than the thoughts that you think, not a trend[/u]



This just felt fitting to the disscussion, not evryone who wants to kill themselves actaully do want to kill themselves.

tre_cool_is_god:

BLOOD BROTHERS By papa roach

Watch your back cause the next man is comin'
and you dont know if the next man is dumin'
survial of the fittest what it is
i got yo back and thats the biz
i got the power, channel the energy
and with my strength i will devour
sickening thoughts are runnng through my head
thats when i realise i'm glad i'm not dead

corruption and abuse, the salesman of our blood
for the publics craving, exisitence in the dark

its our nature to destroy ourselves
its in our nature to kill ourselves
its in our nature to kill each other
its in our nature to kill kill kill


its was a dream and them it hit me, reality struck
and now my life is all shifty and it all moves fast
close to buck 50 and we all stnad strong
in respect to the family in times of our sanity
and through the words of profanity
i describe our dysfunctional family
blood brothers keep it real to the end
deeper than the thoughts that you think, not a trend[/u]



This just felt fitting to the disscussion, not evryone who wants to kill themselves actaully do want to kill themselves.

WOah. i finally get something that is pretty complicated. yea i know ppl hu dont wanna actually kill themselves actually do. I was there quite a few times about 2 years ago. I was prett confused on what i wanted to do.

tre_cool_is_god:

BLOOD BROTHERS By papa roach

Watch your back cause the next man is comin'
and you dont know if the next man is dumin'
survial of the fittest what it is
i got yo back and thats the biz
i got the power, channel the energy
and with my strength i will devour
sickening thoughts are runnng through my head
thats when i realise i'm glad i'm not dead

corruption and abuse, the salesman of our blood
for the publics craving, exisitence in the dark

its our nature to destroy ourselves
its in our nature to kill ourselves
its in our nature to kill each other
its in our nature to kill kill kill


its was a dream and them it hit me, reality struck
and now my life is all shifty and it all moves fast
close to buck 50 and we all stnad strong
in respect to the family in times of our sanity
and through the words of profanity
i describe our dysfunctional family
blood brothers keep it real to the end
deeper than the thoughts that you think, not a trend[/u]



This just felt fitting to the disscussion, not evryone who wants to kill themselves actaully do want to kill themselves.

if people are not 110% sure they want to live then perhaps they can go and see a person who they trust who will talk to them and make them feal good.

what if they dont know any of those sort of people?

TOODLIE:

what if they dont know any of those sort of people?

many of them do they just dont know how to go about finding them. I've been there i know what it is like to want to die, but i am so glad i am still here.

sometimes i think that i wish i did just do it.kill myself..like now

TOODLIE:

sometimes i think that i wish i did just do it.kill myself..like now

i dont really know what to say to that just that if you did then me, your mum and dad, and all your family would be gutted.

well it doesnt exactly feel like i can go on..omg thats sounds stupid but its true

TOODLIE:

well it doesnt exactly feel like i can go on..omg thats sounds stupid but its true

you have some one who you can talk to i have told you 100's of times

i dont feel like i can tell you everything thing tho ,just incase you dont understand and you get the wreong idea. coz everyone today just taje is as a..'oh i already know that' ' oh i know that' but the dont. they dont get it

TOODLIE:

i dont feel like i can tell you everything thing tho ,just incase you dont understand and you get the wreong idea. coz everyone today just taje is as a..'oh i already know that' ' oh i know that' but the dont. they dont get it

well i understand more than many people think i do.

tre_cool_is_god:

TOODLIE:

i dont feel like i can tell you everything thing tho ,just incase you dont understand and you get the wreong idea. coz everyone today just taje is as a..'oh i already know that' ' oh i know that' but the dont. they dont get it

well i understand more than many people think i do.

I understand a lot more than most
but then again,most people say that......

but I understand a lot more....anyone who answers the question "do you understand suicidals" with "no, not all of them are the same they are all individuals and the happen to want to die" understands more than most

spill_no_sick:

tre_cool_is_god:

TOODLIE:

i dont feel like i can tell you everything thing tho ,just incase you dont understand and you get the wreong idea. coz everyone today just taje is as a..'oh i already know that' ' oh i know that' but the dont. they dont get it

well i understand more than many people think i do.

I understand a lot more than most
but then again,most people say that......

but I understand a lot more....anyone who answers the question "do you understand suicidals" with "no, not all of them are the same they are all individuals and the happen to want to die" understands more than most

My answer to that question would be no.

I don't understand Suicidals. I understand people. Basically the same thing. And even sometimes I don't understand poeple anyway.

Bloodraine:

spill_no_sick:

tre_cool_is_god:

TOODLIE:

i dont feel like i can tell you everything thing tho ,just incase you dont understand and you get the wreong idea. coz everyone today just taje is as a..'oh i already know that' ' oh i know that' but the dont. they dont get it

well i understand more than many people think i do.

I understand a lot more than most
but then again,most people say that......

but I understand a lot more....anyone who answers the question "do you understand suicidals" with "no, not all of them are the same they are all individuals and the happen to want to die" understands more than most

My answer to that question would be no.

I don't understand Suicidals. I understand people. Basically the same thing. And even sometimes I don't understand poeple anyway.

I understand the demon that causes it (a metaphor) but they are people
you can't water it down.....get to know the person as a person, not a suicidal

they have a lot of stuff in common....just like Jews have a lot in common, but I still get to know a lot as individuals (seriously, almost all Jews are funny, but still, just because you know one Jew doesn't mean you know them all)

(this rule doesn't apply to trendy people, they are actually all the same

spill_no_sick:

Bloodraine:

spill_no_sick:

tre_cool_is_god:

TOODLIE:

i dont feel like i can tell you everything thing tho ,just incase you dont understand and you get the wreong idea. coz everyone today just taje is as a..'oh i already know that' ' oh i know that' but the dont. they dont get it

well i understand more than many people think i do.

I understand a lot more than most
but then again,most people say that......

but I understand a lot more....anyone who answers the question "do you understand suicidals" with "no, not all of them are the same they are all individuals and the happen to want to die" understands more than most

My answer to that question would be no.

I don't understand Suicidals. I understand people. Basically the same thing. And even sometimes I don't understand poeple anyway.

I understand the demon that causes it (a metaphor) but they are people
you can't water it down.....get to know the person as a person, not a suicidal

they have a lot of stuff in common....just like Jews have a lot in common, but I still get to know a lot as individuals (seriously, almost all Jews are funny, but still, just because you know one Jew doesn't mean you know them all)

(this rule doesn't apply to trendy people, they are actually all the same

the person i was speaking to TOODLIE we're family and she knows that i understand.

i hurt my self all the time and try to comment suicide.

i also heard once that every one sometimes in there life time will think about suicide

billie_not_billy:

i hurt my self all the time and try to comment suicide.

i also heard once that every one sometimes in there life time will think about suicide

yes i think that is true.

spill_no_sick:

tre_cool_is_god:

TOODLIE:

i dont feel like i can tell you everything thing tho ,just incase you dont understand and you get the wreong idea. coz everyone today just taje is as a..'oh i already know that' ' oh i know that' but the dont. they dont get it

well i understand more than many people think i do.

I understand a lot more than most
but then again,most people say that......

but I understand a lot more....anyone who answers the question "do you understand suicidals" with "no, not all of them are the same they are all individuals and the happen to want to die" understands more than most

well i understand toodlie because she is my neice and we have talked about this before.

I used to be a cutter. For around 6 months, I think. Most of the time it DID make me feel better, but half of time I only felt worse. The start of the whole thing was around February 2005. I mostly cut my right arm, for I'm left handed and under the long sleeves, no one even noticed. My mother, though noticed my mood swings. I got easily agitated and would cry easily. That certain period of my life was no joke. The thing is, I didn't really try that bad to hide my condition. My mother wanted to put me on medication appropriate for my age and send me to a psychologist. As time went by, spring and summer time came and I was forced to wear short sleeves. By that time, everyone at school started calling me a freak and my mother had hid every sharp object in a drawer, lock it and take the key with her every time she would go to work. Also as time went by, I began to think more about my life, about different situations and about the future. I had realized I was turning into a more mature person and that I simply had the power to control it. I think everyone can be rational enough to say no. I don't see why is it so hard. It just takes some time to realize. I honestly hope that all the trends nowadays aren't affecting the decision of young people to cut, or self harm in general. Trust me, the scars you leave behind won't be such a great sight when the years go by.

Cut[e]:

I used to be a cutter. For around 6 months, I think. Most of the time it DID make me feel better, but half of time I only felt worse. The start of the whole thing was around February 2005. I mostly cut my right arm, for I'm left handed and under the long sleeves, no one even noticed. My mother, though noticed my mood swings. I got easily agitated and would cry easily. That certain period of my life was no joke. The thing is, I didn't really try that bad to hide my condition. My mother wanted to put me on medication appropriate for my age and send me to a psychologist. As time went by, spring and summer time came and I was forced to wear short sleeves. By that time, everyone at school started calling me a freak and my mother had hid every sharp object in a drawer, lock it and take the key with her every time she would go to work. Also as time went by, I began to think more about my life, about different situations and about the future. I had realized I was turning into a more mature person and that I simply had the power to control it. I think everyone can be rational enough to say no. I don't see why is it so hard. It just takes some time to realize. I honestly hope that all the trends nowadays aren't affecting the decision of young people to cut, or self harm in general. Trust me, the scars you leave behind won't be such a great sight when the years go by.

iam glad that you feal better now, and some people can learn from what you just said.