Suicide and self harm!

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Stark Raving Lefty.
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September 29th, 2006 at 08:25am
punkIStheSEX:
It's been a week. A week since I cried myself to sleep, a week since I have tried so hard to make myself proud but fail, and a week since I have put a blade to my skin for purposes that are harmful. And to this point I'm proud. My parents are proud. My friends are proud. My gay-ass therapist is proud. Rolling Eyes I plan to stop. I've made a decision that cutting no longer appeals to me. I'm tired of the critisizement and tired of trying my hardest to cover up the scars. So in this statement, I pledge to hurt myself no longer. Wish me luck!
Thanks,
Anna



All the best, good luck! Very Happy
Peter Petrelli
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September 29th, 2006 at 12:28pm
Sheep Spirit.:
I never understood people who do that.maybe cause i never felt like doing it.but i'm sure that there are better ways of getting rid of the emotional pressure other than suicide and self harm.


There probably are better ways, but I'm not sure yet.

I'm kind of... a normal self harmer, if that makes sense. I don't think you can be a normal self harmer, really. I cover myself in antiseptic cream afterwards to make sure they don't get sore, thinking 'I shouldn't have done this'.
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September 30th, 2006 at 02:22pm
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punkIStheSEX:
It's been a week. A week since I cried myself to sleep, a week since I have tried so hard to make myself proud but fail, and a week since I have put a blade to my skin for purposes that are harmful. And to this point I'm proud. My parents are proud. My friends are proud. My gay-ass therapist is proud. Rolling Eyes I plan to stop. I've made a decision that cutting no longer appeals to me. I'm tired of the critisizement and tired of trying my hardest to cover up the scars. So in this statement, I pledge to hurt myself no longer. Wish me luck!
Thanks,
Anna


Thanksm guys!
All the best, good luck! Very Happy
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September 30th, 2006 at 02:25pm
punkIStheSEX:
It's been a week. A week since I cried myself to sleep, a week since I have tried so hard to make myself proud but fail, and a week since I have put a blade to my skin for purposes that are harmful. And to this point I'm proud. My parents are proud. My friends are proud. My gay-ass therapist is proud. Rolling Eyes I plan to stop. I've made a decision that cutting no longer appeals to me. I'm tired of the critisizement and tired of trying my hardest to cover up the scars. So in this statement, I pledge to hurt myself no longer. Wish me luck!
Thanks,
Anna

Good Luck!
you're an example Very Happy
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September 30th, 2006 at 06:44pm
Sheep Spirit.:
punkIStheSEX:
It's been a week. A week since I cried myself to sleep, a week since I have tried so hard to make myself proud but fail, and a week since I have put a blade to my skin for purposes that are harmful. And to this point I'm proud. My parents are proud. My friends are proud. My gay-ass therapist is proud. Rolling Eyes I plan to stop. I've made a decision that cutting no longer appeals to me. I'm tired of the critisizement and tired of trying my hardest to cover up the scars. So in this statement, I pledge to hurt myself no longer. Wish me luck!
Thanks,
Anna

Good Luck!
you're an example Very Happy


^Ditto. Good luck, but as I said, I like your attitud, and your determination, and that's what you need the most to stand for that smart decision!
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October 1st, 2006 at 09:50am
CristhyneS:
Sheep Spirit.:
punkIStheSEX:
It's been a week. A week since I cried myself to sleep, a week since I have tried so hard to make myself proud but fail, and a week since I have put a blade to my skin for purposes that are harmful. And to this point I'm proud. My parents are proud. My friends are proud. My gay-ass therapist is proud. Rolling Eyes I plan to stop. I've made a decision that cutting no longer appeals to me. I'm tired of the critisizement and tired of trying my hardest to cover up the scars. So in this statement, I pledge to hurt myself no longer. Wish me luck!
Thanks,
Anna

Good Luck!
you're an example Very Happy


^Ditto. Good luck, but as I said, I like your attitud, and your determination, and that's what you need the most to stand for that smart decision!

Thanks so much, guys!!!!!
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October 8th, 2006 at 11:43am
i no that its bad n all but there is some times that you really need to harm yourself, if your really down and that Sad Sad Sad Mad Mad Rip Crying or Very sad
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October 9th, 2006 at 08:55am
I am carving a heartagram in my wrist (not a fashion accessory) and have cuts all up my arm, only on my right arm though. I dont know who to tell if anyone, i think not telling ppl is making me sick. HELP
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October 12th, 2006 at 10:29am
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I am carving a heartagram in my wrist (not a fashion accessory) and have cuts all up my arm, only on my right arm though. I dont know who to tell if anyone, i think not telling ppl is making me sick. HELP
I'll help you. I've been talking to A LOT of people about cutting here on GSB. PM me. I want to help you, too.
Peter Petrelli
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October 12th, 2006 at 01:30pm
When I feel depressed about something, I try to talk to someone instead. I occassionally 'harm' but not with knives. But the guy who I used to speak to has told me that '[my] problems are starting to worry and concern [him]'. So... that's my plan up the spout. It doesn't mean I'll start cutting regularly though. I just need a new outlet.
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October 12th, 2006 at 04:33pm
Ginger Nuts:
When I feel depressed about something, I try to talk to someone instead. I occassionally 'harm' but not with knives. But the guy who I used to speak to has told me that '[my] problems are starting to worry and concern [him]'. So... that's my plan up the spout. It doesn't mean I'll start cutting regularly though. I just need a new outlet.
I use music a lot. You? Just a suggestion.
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October 13th, 2006 at 09:55am
i just want to say that ive been through this all...ive been depresed, cut myself, ive talked people out of suicidee

i have lived it. if anyone needs advice, or just needs to talk about it all then PM me or email me at emery_g_j@hotmail.com
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October 13th, 2006 at 11:19am
I have a councellor. They say I'm 'manically depressed'. I don't believe it though. I don't self harm, for I have a bad fear of pain. I do though hack parts of my hair off. It helps in a weird way.
Peter Petrelli
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October 13th, 2006 at 11:39am
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Ginger Nuts:
When I feel depressed about something, I try to talk to someone instead. I occassionally 'harm' but not with knives. But the guy who I used to speak to has told me that '[my] problems are starting to worry and concern [him]'. So... that's my plan up the spout. It doesn't mean I'll start cutting regularly though. I just need a new outlet.
I use music a lot. You? Just a suggestion.


I love music, but half the time music just reminds me why I'm depressed. Music is one of my real loves in life, but I think it makes me worse.
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October 13th, 2006 at 12:22pm
Yes, I cut sometimes...but not with razors...and it's lame, because i blame it on my parents' divorce. But i think i just cant blame them for everything, after all...i hate the way i maneged to screw up my own life, with my own mistakes, without my parents involved...nowadays, i dont cut that often...but i still cant stop thinking about suicide....it has became a part of my life...everyday, its there...and ive given myself a chance:i promised myself a year to get better...but if thats not gonna happen, im going to kill myself next August...i have to say goodbye my best friend.




I'm pathetic.
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October 13th, 2006 at 04:01pm
Melancholy Laughter:
I have a councellor. They say I'm 'manically depressed'. I don't believe it though. I don't self harm, for I have a bad fear of pain. I do though hack parts of my hair off. It helps in a weird way.



So do I.
Uncle Fester
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October 13th, 2006 at 08:19pm
Melancholy Laughter:
I have a councellor. They say I'm 'manically depressed'. I don't believe it though. I don't self harm, for I have a bad fear of pain. I do though hack parts of my hair off. It helps in a weird way.


i dont listen to councellors. i had one once they made it worse.l.they dont always know what they are talking about. most councellorsave uni degrees so they can help people but most dont know what it feels like- they havent experienced anything like it before
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October 13th, 2006 at 11:32pm
Ginger Nuts:
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Ginger Nuts:
When I feel depressed about something, I try to talk to someone instead. I occassionally 'harm' but not with knives. But the guy who I used to speak to has told me that '[my] problems are starting to worry and concern [him]'. So... that's my plan up the spout. It doesn't mean I'll start cutting regularly though. I just need a new outlet.
I use music a lot. You? Just a suggestion.


I love music, but half the time music just reminds me why I'm depressed. Music is one of my real loves in life, but I think it makes me worse.

Maybe, instead of hurting yourself, snap yourself with a rubber band, or mark on your skin with a pen or something. Worked for me for a while.
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October 14th, 2006 at 06:13am
GiveMeProzac:
Ginger Nuts:
GiveMeProzac:
Ginger Nuts:
When I feel depressed about something, I try to talk to someone instead. I occassionally 'harm' but not with knives. But the guy who I used to speak to has told me that '[my] problems are starting to worry and concern [him]'. So... that's my plan up the spout. It doesn't mean I'll start cutting regularly though. I just need a new outlet.
I use music a lot. You? Just a suggestion.


I love music, but half the time music just reminds me why I'm depressed. Music is one of my real loves in life, but I think it makes me worse.

Maybe, instead of hurting yourself, snap yourself with a rubber band, or mark on your skin with a pen or something. Worked for me for a while.


try listenng to some more up beat music for a while, Question
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October 14th, 2006 at 12:51pm
Give me novacaine:
i no that its bad n all but there is some times that you really need to harm yourself, if your really down and that Sad Sad Sad Mad Mad Rip Crying or Very sad
There's other ways to deal with it.
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