A Few Of My Songs

I'm not one for writing love songs, but lately that's all I can write...comments/advice would be appreciated.


Cause of You

You don't remember me but I
remember you
I tried to hide all of my pain
my fear of you
You just can't understand how brutally
I died for you

I'm afraid of you
but at the same time I think I love you
I don't know what to do
so lost, and scared
I'm dying inside cause of you

I have to be with you just so
I can live and breathe
Even if you're laughing at me
from across the room
I just don't understand

I'm afraid of you
but I know that I'm attatched to you
I don't know what to do
so lost, and scared
I'm dying inside cause of you

I try to sleep but all I see
is your haunting face
So many nightmares I've dreamed are coming alive and taking over

I'm afraid of you
but inside I know that I want you
I don't know what to do
so lost, and scared
I'm dying inside cause of you

I'm so scared of you
but at the same time I think I love you
I don't know what to do
confused, and weak
I'm dying inside cause of you

cause of you
I'm dying inside cause of you
cause of you
I'm dying inside cause of you



Listen To Me

Listen as I scream
say you're here and it's all over now
speaking to a mirror cause
no one's here and I'm alone again
this truth drives me
into madness
I thought I could stop the pain
if I willed it all away
but it's back again today

Listen to me
(as I'm screaming your name)
Try to understand
(though I'm making no sense)
Don't laugh at me
(you know that it's not funny)
Don't try to hide
(cause my heart will find you)

I'm frightened of leaving you
but inside I know
that the day has to come
I won't spill a tear
but deep down I know
I'm drowning in my fears
I thought I could stop the pain
if I willed it all away
why won't it just go away?

Listen to me
(as I'm screaming your name)
Try to understand
(though I'm making no sense)
Don't laugh at me
(you know that it's not funny)
Don't try to hide
(cause my heart will find you)

Dying dreams lay at my feet
whispers screaming in my ear
death before my eyes
death of a love I thought I'd never feel
it beckons me
shall I give in?
if I died would you notice?
would you even blink an eye?
just hide me from these silent lies

Listen to me
(as I'm screaming your name)
Try to understand
(though I'm making no sense)
Don't laugh at me
(you know that it's not funny)
Don't try to hide
(cause my heart will find you)

Listen to me
(as I'm screaming your name)
Try to understand
(though I'm making no sense)
Don't laugh at me
(you know that it's not funny)
Don't try to hide
(cause my heart will find you)



Holding onto Death

Listen to me love
as I'm screaming in your ear
all I wanted to say is I love you and I'm not afraid
can you hear me?
can you feel me in your heart?

Holding onto death
lost inside myself
are all my thoughts of you?
the dreams of light, they end here tonight

I'll miss your presence
oblivious to my own
look for me in the graveyard
cause that's where I'm headed to now
why can't you hear me?
def to my pain all these years

Holding onto death
lost inside myself
are all my thoughts of you?
the dreams of light, they end here tonight

I walk away and disappear
I pray my dreams will keep me here
but still I wake and know the truth
you're not there

I say goodnight
afraid no more
wishing you'd call me as I fade into black

Holding onto death
lost inside myself
my thoughts are all of you
the dreams of light
they end here
tonight

They're okay. I liked the first one the least. I would suggest adding a bit more to each besides death, pain etc. Maybe another word substituting those would add more...intrigue?