Doubting Clouds

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The Doctor
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The Doctor
Age: 34
Gender: Female
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Mibba Blog
May 7th, 2006 at 05:44pm
Swirling insecurites in my head
Cause my thoughts to be distorted
Beyong hope of reason and beyond doubt
Stuck in my self-made rut again.
Caught in the headlights of a moving car
Crashing towards my untender mind
Unsexed and unleashed the darkness within me
Cold and uncompromising even to you.
Lonliness is comforting to the lost
and there's great joy in my malice
Unhinging and uncoiling my soul
Left to rot and disgusted the weak
This time I did it all by myself.
My self imposed exile brings a smile to my face
For I am no longer in reach of contact
So leave me like you would
Leave something in the gutter
I'm just stuck in the neverending cycle
Of self hatred and morose humility.
I'm nothing. Nothing at all.
Untalented and hideous even to the twisted spirits
That feast on melancholy thoughts of the hopeless
The hopeless generation that is mine.
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