Did You Ever?

My smile fading in the dark,
The rain hiding my tears,
My heart beating out of time,
My pulse slowing down,

Your hand slowly slipping from mine,
Your love drifting away from me,
Hear nothing but cries,
See nothing but blurs,

You see me bleed,
You don't try to stop me,
Just stand there...
Watching, waiting, staring,

Never apologize to me,
You let me go,
You saw me fall beneath the waves,
Standing there you did nothing yet again,
I thought you loved me,
Did you ever?