Do You Know This... ?

Do You Know This...?

Do you think everything is okay?
i know its not.

Are you sure we still belong together?
i know we are dying.

Am i trying to fix it?
i tried but i broke your heart in the process,
funny how others understand me, like you once did.

Dont you like how i am, anymore?
im happier now than when i first meet you
yet you seem to dislike what i've become
yet you dont dislike me.

Strange how things change, isnt it?
you give me the inspiration to get up in the morning
but im angry as hell when we are alone together.

i shouldnt be like this, but i am.
you do this to me.

dislike is not the word i use for people,
but i thought i was in love with you
but now im thinking i was wrong.

i always have been wrong.

you just hurt me in so many ways that i just dont know what to do.
i cant even say goodbye to end all of this,
but if i were to, forever would never be ours.

omgrlyily.:

I'm sorry, but again the flow's wrong. Just keep on working at it.

sorry, but i didnt want it to have a flow.
it was just crazy thoughts writing.