Both

Both.

everything seems to get louder
i cant believe what i am doing
i should stop myself
crying.
bleeding.
screaming.
music playing extreme loud into my ears.
something is wrong
why dont you care?

you see what you're doing
im silent around you
so now the house in quiet
why must you treat everyone like their nothing
you're taking you're total on me
i thought it was him
it was.

it was both of you
nothing you did helped me
or will ever help me
both of you make me torture my self.