Rants of a sane mind.

rants of a sane mind.


love. i dislike this word. alot.
i dont want it.
doesnt anyone see what it does to me?
guess not.
you didnt try to stop it.

it screwed me over once,
im not going to let it happen again,
but i guess im too late, eh?
im in too deep again.

i didnt know deep 'till i met you,
ive gone further than i ever have before,
too many words all over the page
i didnt think id ever read them out loud into your mind.

i was wrong.
i am always wrong.
you even said that i was "wrong" straight to my face
i dont hold it against you
you just didnt know what had happened.

i lied.
everything i ever told you, i so wish it was a lie.
its not.
ive never lied to anyone about all of it.
i cant bring myself to doing it.

maybe one day i will become right.
i do not know.
no one ever knows.
i guess i just pushed it over again.
what will ever become of us?
nothing, i thats all i want.
nothing for everything.