Its up to me

Ignore my hatful rampade
And the words I said when I was angry

My sudden rage is not what you want
Im not perfect
and I wont ever be
Stupidity and drugs got the best of me

I just want this to be up to me
You dont have to worry about a thing
let this be up to me

your quiet as I take another drag of my ciggeratte
baby its nothing but regret

Im cold and sick
and not who I used to be

let it be up to me

Its not the scielnce that kills me
Its the look and the way you glare at me

If youd only listen
But we've both given up on trying to explain

Ignore my horrible grammer
it didnt make it through spell check.