Curious

I cannot feel a thing.
Not even this thing called pain.
I feel like a paper ghost,
The wind is waiting to shred me to pieces
But no one can see it happening.
Being so fragile isn't real good.
When I'm not alone, I'm misunderstood.

I'm really not that strong
But really I'm falling apart
And I don't know what went wrong.
Perhaps I was like this from the start.

You don't need to fear.
I mean you know pain.
But when I see you look away
I feel so ashamed.
This is not who I am.
I'm tired of being this ghost.
But I can't change the game,
I guess I'm stuck at my post.
Please set me free.
What did you do with the key?