Silenced.

This constant headache of unrequited love is taking it's toll on me.
I can only hear your hurtful words anymore, nothing else.
How can it be that I used to never think about you?
It seems like a million lifetimes ago that I could just call you a friend.

How can you see me when your eyes are only focused on her?
How can you hear me when you're listening to someone else?
How can you love me back when you only have love enough for one?
The thing you'd never even think of is what I think of most.

I tried to say it once but there's nothing left for me to say.
The words slip away from me, and so does my voice.
How could I ever let my feelings take me over?
If I could travel back those million lifetimes I would.

How can you see me when your eyes are only focused on her?
How can you hear me when you're listening to someone else?
How can you love me back when you only have love enough for one?
The thing you'd never even think of is what I think of most.
The think you'd never want to know is all I know.



I wrote that a while ago. I thought I might put it out in front of the big, scary world to be judged silently.
=)