If Only...

Oh holyness, can you get me a drink?
All i need is some wine, or some water.
Oh friend dear, can you Not leave me?
I never pushed you away, so please stay.

Oh happyness divine, what's going on?
The confusion in my head is too large.
Oh memories, are you really this painful?
That lump in my throat is too real.

And if only i could have more time,
could i be someone better?
Would you have spared me the pain?
Should i have left you all alone?
I hope the salt trickling down my face
has a reason and won't be for nothing.

Oh holyness, can you get me a drink?
I need something to wash down the day.
Oh friend dear, can you Not leave me?
I'd smother you in love, please stay.

Oh happyness divine, what's going on?
The cliché has scored another victim.
Oh memories, are you really this painful?
Or is the dream in which you leave for real.

And if only i could have more time,
could i be someone better?
Would you have spared me the pain?
Should i have left you all alone?
I hope the salt trickling down my face
has a reason and won't be for nothing.

And perhaps if tomorrow's a rainy day,
I could go outside without anyone knowing i had cried.
That lump in my throat hurts like hell
but the only thing that feels worse
is that you may ache more than me

And if only i could have more time
could i be someone better?
Would you have spared me the pain?
Should i have left you all alone?
I hope the salt trickling down my face
has a reason and won't be for nothing.

*sigh* you've done it again
This is amazing
I love it!

And if only i could have more time,
could i be someone better?
Would you have spared me the pain?
Should i have left you all alone?
I hope the salt trickling down my face
has a reason and won't be for nothing.

That was my favorite part and the rest was just beautiful!
Great job

very bery bootiful...i loves it so much. i love the way that you used ur words...and u must be really good if you "did it again..." i'll try to read some of your other work

yay! Commets! I'm really happy you like it