I wrote this while angry.

Why do you blame me when I wasn't around?
How can you and your parents be without blame?
You had them watch him for at least 2 years
He hoped but we never came
When finally we got there he was
overjoyed to see us
but now he wants to go back
Our fighting like this is giving him fits
and nightmares from videos past
How will it get resolved
this conflict that brought us so low?
I'm not allowed to speak my mind?
I don't care I am telling you so
you know what is going on in my head
because unlike you I don't cover it up
we need help and we won't get it
unless one of us really speaks up.