Time ( I regret )

This feeling I can't take,
the earth is moving under my feet,
nothing is stable right now,
nothing is sound,
nothing complete,
Every time I feel solid,
Like for once I can breathe,
The earth is ripped again,
and I'm no longer free.
I'm moved away from my comfort zone,
and I'm forced to adjust,
just so i can get happy,
just so i can build your trust,
then time comes, consistently,
to take me away,
from every thing I know,
and each passing day,
I'm forced to live with all the decsions I've made,
and all the regret that I somehow still face,
because i don't have enough time to do anything right,
and my sanity is floating somewhere,
up there in space.
and I guess what i'm saying,
the point I'm trying to get across,
is how depressing it is,
to feel so lost,
and that's what I feel,
more and more each day,
because soon, time is coming,
to take me away,
from everything familiar,
and all of those who I love,
and instead putting me in a cage,
where they do nothing but judge.
And I guess something new,
isn't always so bad,
but it hurts all the more,
when regrtes make you sad,
and you know you can't ever,
turn back your years,
and fix all whom you've hurt,
and dry all their tears,
but I feel like I'm on the edge,
of losing my grip,
so, please, take my hand,
and make sure I don't slip.