For Sam (my friend).. my everything.

this is for my friend, Sam.
she has had a huge effect on my life and my thoughts about everything.
she made my day yesterday...
i wanna show her what she means to me so i wrote this:


feeling like im falling
we spoke
tonight i cannot sleep and now
i wonder how you entertain
yourself without your sleep.
some secrets have been shared
since that history calss but
not compared to the last few days.
i guess colours change, envolopes open
and hearts bleed
without people wanting to release
their damaged thoughts
it how i feel
i would not release them even even if

i bleed to stay alive, i would
not want you to ever find out
not knowing but knowing,
is such a strange feeling.
can ypu compare this all?
sounding angry,
at this time i am not but i am full of it
i guess this is my way of saying:
THANK YOU!

hope you liked it.