twice verus once.

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[Broken Pretty]
Idiot
[Broken Pretty]
Age: 36
Gender: Female
Posts: 572
August 6th, 2006 at 10:04pm
all i have been doing: Wall

twice versus once.

honestly,
it was unintentional.
the pain wasnt mean for you.
or anyone.
the explaination useless to you
you've already made your mind up.
nothing will compare the pain,
now that we have both felt it.

fear and terror
enter the mind.
not anger or violence.
yet they are the options you started.
you werent meant to find out.

guilt.
is the last think i expected.
you hurt me first.
twice.
guess now we are kind of even.
you've broken this little heart too many times.
yet i still come back.
do you now understand?

he didnt know about you.
i thought he did.
why do you always have to hit the nails on the head.
this situation still makes the tears from my eyes,
dissapear.

that night.
it was cold laying next to you.
i constantly kept asking myself: why did i do it?
i have fallen as low as you.
i couldnt sleep,
worse than the usually lack of sleep.
looking horrible in the morning,
hoping you had forgotten but you did.

just forgive me,
like ive forgiven you twice.
just this once.
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