Wether or not

I have no clue what to feel right now...
My childhood's pleasant memories-
drowning in my thoughts.
Everything I used to ignore..
it came back and slapped my in the face
and now I can't step away,
I can't change the subject
And it's all I seem to think about.

Back when I was younger
I didnt have to care
Now it seems I have no choice...
My once happy thoughts
polluted with worry.
My heart feeling heavy
As though iron has formed...
It used to be red, my love shared
everything equal.
now its gray with emotions
I cannot explain.

he told me
"You dont have to choose,
just love us both, that's all we ask."
Now he says
"You love them more...
choose, just tell us."
I can't think up an answer!
There's no possible way!
Try and put yourself in my spot!

She said
"I'll always love you,
no matter what you decide."
And now She says
"If you leave me,
I dont know what I'll do."
I dont know what I want now!
Theres no possible answer!
Try and put yourself in my spot!

He says she's a liar
She says he's all wrong
And I cant say anything
without hurting one of them
So tell me
What do you want me to say?


So i want to know what you think of this. Tell me what you think it's about when you comment on it, okay? i want to know how clear I made it lol.

holy shit.
i love it.
this is awesome.
never seen anything like it...
it's flawless. great job.