Nothing For You [i finally wrote it]

i've been trying to write how i feel for a while now and i thinnk i finally have:

Nothing For You.

my pulse races
fast and slow
everytime a name is mention
whether its your or not
thats a different story
dont let us regret what we dont do
jump now and catch that moving train
not to die but to run away
just to save our happiness
as long as we have it
then we'll return.

in the short i am not going anywhere untill i figure everything out
yes, you heard me right, anywhere,
you know what i am talking about,
nothing of what i was is sensible yet you think i am
funny, its exactly what i want this to be
we are playing right into the hands of what i see.... [i told you]
this is just a repeat [and its getting old]
but we cant throw it away.

this story, i will NEVER tell
yes, you all hear everything what none of what you hear is right
what is right lays in the heart of the untold
the amazing comments flow straight from its mouth like they arent lying...
liars.
i say what i can but dont believe,
i wont push to deep to prove my point
believing or not,
i dont give a fuck as long as i get my soul
[give it back to me]
nothing i do is ever good enough for you
this one is not your choice,
i will break down and cry.

shaking no longer.
that invitation still lays on the table
i will attend to show you what and who i am
someone you'll NEVER have again
someone you stole away from the world
and thought that was yours
BUT
you may never have for you snapped the damaged wires
and hoped it will repair itself.
forver in debt, give me my soul back.