I am

I am... ungreatful
I am... vain
I am... hateful

I am... everything I never wanted to be
I am... everything that will be the death of me

I woke up with tears running down my face
The word "disgrace" imprinted on my mind
Baby promise me everything is fine

I am...wanting you
I am...needing you
I am...lost

This is.. .everything I ever wanted to have
This is... everything I will never know

Hating myself is a way to pass the time
and keeps the thought of you from my mind
" one of us is crying tonight, one of us is leaving tonight. one of must know this lie will never be right."
my lie never became the truth

when you were with me I felt everything
but now that your gone
I cant feel a damn thing