Forgive Me Mom (Even Though I Haven't Done Anything)

All of the letters
I've kept them all
Every single memory
Of all of the calls
All of that is over
But you won't let it rest
You can't let us rest in peace

A lie that lasted 11 years
11 years of my young life
You blew it all in just one night
The night that changed it all
Looking down on me
Watching me fall
Not bothering to try and help me

Now you're crazy
You think we're the ones who are insane
I can't understand you
When you've created your own land
That you think exists
You're too mental to enter the real world

I'm being raised well
Without you
Don't send me money
Don't send me clothes
I don't need your sympathy
Because you've done enough to me

The lying was one thing
The stealing was another
Now it's hard enough knowing
That you're actually my mother
Now you just won't leave me alone

Now all of those letters
Kept on a broken shelf
Aren't going to cure your health
I know you mean well
Try to understand
Try to understand how I feel
I don't want anymore pain in my life

You ask me who I'm scared of
That person is you
And the monster you've created
The one that you've become
Gazing into the distance I mutter..

"I'm sorry mom..."

Good job. Though it was a little bit predictable, it's alot better than I could ever write.

thanks.

OrangeMochaFrappuchino:

Good job. Though it was a little bit predictable, it's alot better than I could ever write.

OrangeMochaFrappuchino:

it was a little bit predictable.

agreed...
good job otherwise though