My ecstasy was merely an excuse to your love affair

Consumed in this oh-so-believable ecstasy
I assume that I was wrong to even try to believe in your horrific tragedy
I'm mercilessly tangled within the screams of a thousand ghost
Prowling my clever dreams of immortal kisses and blood stained shores

The sand was stained for only the cost; the taste of violence
Was it really I who thought of this?
Or was it you who drowned yourself in the midst of all this irony?
Take me away and die forever in this unrealistic hierarchy

Dangerous words have crossed my tonuge to only say the best of the worst
Take pride in yourself, but trust not the voices that whisper in the dark
For they merely want the end to the catastrophe that is your life
Do you really believe that a simple sorry would fix everything that danced in the moonlight?

But who needs a reason when it's three a.m.
And sober kisses are excused for miserable heart aches?
To the whore at your side, remember me and pray that the sun doesn't catch you
Trusted not with life, but only with the purest of none so important

Where can I find the sweetest of all the butterflies that lie within the veins of a porcelain doll?
Surely you must know, for if you didn't wouldn't that be a lie, too?
Stop talking; seconds have become harsh hours of voiceless screams
And you just seem to be so....speechless

Consumed in this oh-so-believable ecstasy
I assume that I was wrong to even try to believe in your horrific tragedy

wow
I have fallen in love with your imagery
Where can I find the sweetest of all the butterflies that lie within the veins of a porcelain doll?

It's bittersweet beauty.
Admittedly there is no rhyme scheme and the flow is a bit off
howevere that suits this poem well as it seems to be written to be read as a passage
like a passage of time that has ellipsed
good job
x

XD Ack, thank you!!!!! I appreciate it.