Why?

Why, oh, why,
did he have to go?
since he has left my life has been slow,
I wish he was here to ease the pain,
And make sure I keep sane.
I need him here, but he is gone,
I cry for him aloud till dawn.
He had no choice, he had no will,
I say I'll get over him, but still,
My world is dull, plain, blan,
I love him even if he isn't a man.
He is at the bottom of my heart,
my tears tasting bitter-tart.
He runs through my mind,
leaving all the memories behind.
I hope once more we will met agian,
but until then I will feel a sin.