Ten Speed
Idiot
Age: 29
Gender: Female
Posts: 855
 | October 28th, 2007 at 12:48am The Suffering of Your Absence
Death is in the air.
And even tho we're still here,
The pain brigs us back,
To it all....
Never knew what to say,
And never cared about how much,
I loved you...
And didn't know what to do.
All for you...
And even though you're still away,
I find myself thinking about you every day...
And what we could have been together...
'Cause now my tears,they won't stop,
And go on forever.
Never knew what to say,
And never cared about how much,
I loved you...
And didn't know what to do.
All for you...
We never knew that just one kiss,
Would tear us apart just like this.
And we're still holding hands,
In my dreams...
For all to see...
Never knew what to say,
And never cared about how much,
I loved you...
And didn't know what to do.
All for you...
Can we just relive one night,
And wake up where every thing's alright?
In each others arms,with out a care...
And when I come back to life,
You're still no where...
Near me...
If killing you was all I had yo do,
Then here in hell I would search for you...
Never knew what to say,
And never cared about how much,
I loved you...
And didn't know what to do.
All for you...
Death is in the air.
And even tho we're still here,
The pain brigs us back,
To it all....
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*Untitled*
Trapped and sheltered by all,
Who seek and search for you.
And you watched tears fall,
You are the life we never knew.
Feared by you,
And loved by you.
Why can't I start something new?
Haunted by you,
And never letting go.
So many things you will never know.
As life slips from your grasp,
You just sit and stare,at me.
And now you wonder while you crash.
Now bound by tears,you set yourself free....
Feared by you,
And loved by you.
Why can't I start something new?
Haunted by you,
And never letting go.
So many things you will never know.
Why am I felling so cold,and empty inside?
You were the only think that kept me alive.
Don't disappear into the black,forever unknown.
You were the love that I've never shown.
How can I carry on,with out you here?
Now I'm crying myself to sleep,my dear.
Just don't fade away...
Feared by you,
And loved by you.
Why can't I start something new?
Haunted by you,
And never letting go.
So many things you will never know.
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Sweet Revenge
Do you ever think I would let go?
For now the hatred has grown (Fire raged inside).
All the things they did, you'll never know....
All the blood thats dripped, and love torn.
I'm not forgetting this, you know this,
And neither will you, forever.
I'll remember this, and fight this,
And so will you, and never -
Trusted you with all I had (Believed in),
And you burned into the ground.
All I can say is "Fuck you", and it's quite sad...
A mother killed, slitted throat, died with out a sound.
I'm not forgetting this, you know this,
And neither will you, forever.
I'll remember this, and fight this,
And so will you, and never -
Mama, you poor sweet soul,
(How could you do this to me?)
How could you do that to her?
(It's something I'm not quite sure of).
I'm not forgetting this, you know this,
And neither will you, forever.
I'll remember this, and fight this,
And so will you, and you'll be -
Haunted by my ghost you'll see,
Bleeding to death on the floor.
And you don't apologize, nor do you speak,
(Did they call for help,
Or wast trick and seek?)
I'm not forgetting this, you know this,
And neither will you, forever.
I'll remember this, and fight this,
And so will you, and trapped in Hell.
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Sorry Momma
Well, I'm sorry momma,
I ain't gunna be the one to stop her.
The truth can't hide,
I can feel it inside.
It ain't nothing,
I can feel something.
Just keep on running,
'Till the gun keeps coming.
(SOUND!) The damn alarm.
What is your excuse?
And why watch abuse?
Sick bastard, to hell with you.
What pain do you feel when my knife is through you?
Well, I'm sorry momma,
I ain't gunna be the one to stop her.
The truth can't hide,
I can feel it inside.
It ain't nothing,
I can feel something.
Just keep on running,
'Till the gun keeps coming.
(SOUND!) The damn alarm.
You fucking coward, how could you lie?
Are you afraid of what I'll find?
I'm not trusting you anymore, no more.
You are nothing to me, as I am to you, not adored.
Well, I'm sorry momma,
I ain't gunna be the one to stop her.
The truth can't hide,
I can feel it inside.
It ain't nothing,
I can feel something.
Just keep on running,
'Till the gun keeps coming.
(SOUND!) The damn alarm.
How can I forgive?
I won't listen to your words.
These are the reasons why you shouldn't live.
Your screams for help unheard.
Well, I'm sorry momma,
I ain't gunna be the one to stop her.
The truth can't hide,
I can feel it inside.
It ain't nothing,
I can feel something.
Just keep on running,
'Till the gun keeps coming.
(SOUND!) The damn alarm.
(Just keep on running,
'Till the gun keeps coming)
They'll find you dead,
With so many apologies needed, unsaid.
I feel no guilt. Nor regret, with the words left unsaid.
(Just keep on running,
'Till the gun keeps coming.)
Well, I'm sorry momma,
I ain't gunna be the one to stop her.
The truth can't hide,
I can feel it inside.
It ain't nothing,
I can feel something.
Just keep on running,
'Till the gun keeps coming.
(SOUND!) The damn alarm
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The Abandoned Road...
Laughing in the face of the ones you love.
Who knew it would be so hard to forgive?
All the mistakes they've done,all the things they said.
Better say sorry before it's to late,it's to late.
Well now the sun is gone,and you still didn't call.
But I'm still waiting here,still waiting here.
Now if I took back what I said,would you still be here with me?
We'd be together forever,for all of eternity.
But now you're gone,so now I'm sining myself to sleep,sining myself to sleep.
Well now the sun is gone,and you still didn't call.
But I'm still waiting here,still waiting here
I'm stuck here wondering if you'll ever find me,if you still know who I am.
Now I'm lost on an abandoned road (I need you to save me),
And I need your help,need your help.
Well now the sun is gone,and you still didn't call.
But I'm still waiting here,still waiting here
I'd expect no tears,(Cause),I'll fight my own fears.
All for you.You said to move on,but I can't all because of you.
Laughing in the face of the ones you love.
But, who ever knew it would be so hard to forgive?
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Alone(You'll Never Know)
If I....
If I just lay here...
Would you let me bleed,and die?
Alone...
So cold....
So cold and still...
But you never forgave my name,and left me here...
Alone...
If you cared to see my face,
Then I wouldn't be in this place
After all...
I came from you....
You'll never know who I am,
Or what I've been,or done.
You'll never see who I'll be,
And you'll never know me....
Watch the tables turn,
And I take control...
Now the lesson will be learned,
And you'll be left alone....
Feel the pain you've through,
Now you want me to say "I do"
Not,this time...
Just watch me fly...
If you cared to see my face,
Then I wouldn't be in this place
After all...
I came from you....
You'll never know who I am,
Or what I've been,or done.
You'll never see who I'll be,
And you'll never know me....
No,you'll never learn the truth.
You'll never know the lies.
And you won't take control of me.
Now I can see the real beast,
Inside of me...
Let the rage come out...
Let me cry....
Watch it burst into flames...
Let me die....
YOU WON'T WIN THIS TIME!
You'll never know who I am,
Or what I've been,or done.
You'll never see who I'll be,
And you'll never know me....
Never know me....
Or what I'll be.....
Alone....
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Nope, I don't.