Love at First Sight, chapter 4
Every bit of happiness you had felt in the past couple of days had been ripped away from you. You starred in disbelief at Billie Joe and some big boobed tramp all over eachother. You knew somewhere in the back of your mind that Billie Joe was drunk but it didn't give him the right to rip out your heart. Just then Billie Joe looked up and saw you standing there starring at him with wide eyes and a gapping mouth. He let go of the girl he had been gropping and started to walk towards while explaining his actions.
"Colleen look I was...uh...I am so sorry." he said still walking toward you.
You just starred into his green eyes that now caused you so much pain to look into. You started to back away slowly as he neared your position. Tears started to well up in your eyes, you didn't want him to see you cry so you turned and ran away as fast as you could. Kirstin had given you a ride to the club, you didn't feel like explaining to her why you wanted to leave it would just make everything more real, having to say it out loud. You heard Billie Joe called your name and running after you but you ran faster, which was difficult seeing as you were crying and your vision was distorted quite a bit. Finally reaching your house you slammed the door and locked it and ran into your room and shut your door not even bothering to turn on the lights you found the corner of your room and sank into it. You cried for what seemed like forever when you heard someone knocking at your front door, you knew it was Billie Joe. You didn't move from where you were, all you could do was try and scream 'go away' through tears which wasn't very loud at all. Your cell phone rang from your jacket pocket, you took it out looking at the name of who was calling you, it was Billie Joe. You chucked the phone across your room as hard as you could.
The next morning you were still where you had cried broken inside last night, you hadn't slept a wink all you could do was think about the past couple days and how Billie Joe was so sweet but then images of him and another girl came into your mind. You decided that there was no good in sulking and sitting in a dark room all day so you changed your clothes and searched for your cell phone you had thrown in anger the previous night. Finding it you saw you had about 15 missed calls. 13 of which were Billie Joe , probably trying to call and beg for forgivness and 2 were from your two friends you had left at the club last night who were probably worried and wondering where you had gone. You called Kirstin's cell phone and then Brandi's, only to be dissappointed with no answers for both. They had most likely gotten in late last night and were still sleeping. You walked into your living room and turned on your stereo and turned up all the way, your attempt in trying to drown out the pain you still felt. Listening to a couple of your favorite songs, you turned off the stereo and thought it wouldn't hurt to get the mail. Opening your front door, you jumped back in surprise at what you saw....... Billie Joe had camped out on your door step the whole night and was leaning up again your mail box fast asleep. Damn him, he looks so cute when he's sleeping. You had no intention of waking him up you slowly began to close the door. To late, before you knew it Billie Joe had sturred awake and noticed you closing the door, he stood up and walked toward the door in hopes of speaking with you. You slammed the door shut hoping he hadn't seen you even though you knew he had.
"Colleen! We need to talk! You can't shut me out forever!" he yelled through the door.
You leaned against the door and contemplated actually speaking with him, you were interested to hear what he had to saw in light of his actions. Then you heard him yell something through the door.
"I was drunk she had big boobs, what was I to do?" he yelled.
You were enraged you threw the door open and gave him a look that could have killed.
"Ha. Got you to open the door." he said with an evil smile.
You were a tiny bit relieved that he hadn't truly used to drunk, big boob thing as an excuse for what he had done. You took a deep breath and calmed yourself down. You felt strong enough to hear him out. You moved aside and didn't say anything hoping he would catch the hint to come inside so you didn't have to say a word to him when you really didn't want to. He thankfully took the hint and came in sitting on the couch in your living room. You sat the couch opposite him and for once he didn't get up and sit next to you, which made your heart drop. He bgan his plea for forgivness whilst you sat and starred him straight in the eye with the evilist look you could make.
"I know there is no logical excuse for what I was doing. I know I shouldn't have been doing that, but it was a mistake, I had to much to drink and things got out of hand and I was to far gone to realize what was going on and to stop it." he said finishing his long speech.
"I was there Billie! You invited me to see you play. I waited for you after the show while you were with some girl?!" you said angerly.
"I was drunk...and it was a mistake." Billie Joe said obviously running out of things to say.
"Billie I understand mistakes happen but not mistakes this big!" you said defending yourself.
"I know, and I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Is there anything I can go to make you see that I'm still me?" he pleaded.
"Leave." you said looking down into your lap, because tears were filling your eyes once again.
"What? Oh god please don't say that, I want to make it up to you. Please give me a second chance." he continued pleaded, now he was kneeling infront of you trying to make eye contact but you still hand your head down.
"Please just go." you said looking up at him tears now streaming down your face.
"I'll make it up to you, I promise." he said looking in your eyes and seeing the tears which he had caused and then finally getting up and leaving your house.
You just held your head in your hands and cried thinking it was over between you and Billie Joe.
"Colleen look I was...uh...I am so sorry." he said still walking toward you.
You just starred into his green eyes that now caused you so much pain to look into. You started to back away slowly as he neared your position. Tears started to well up in your eyes, you didn't want him to see you cry so you turned and ran away as fast as you could. Kirstin had given you a ride to the club, you didn't feel like explaining to her why you wanted to leave it would just make everything more real, having to say it out loud. You heard Billie Joe called your name and running after you but you ran faster, which was difficult seeing as you were crying and your vision was distorted quite a bit. Finally reaching your house you slammed the door and locked it and ran into your room and shut your door not even bothering to turn on the lights you found the corner of your room and sank into it. You cried for what seemed like forever when you heard someone knocking at your front door, you knew it was Billie Joe. You didn't move from where you were, all you could do was try and scream 'go away' through tears which wasn't very loud at all. Your cell phone rang from your jacket pocket, you took it out looking at the name of who was calling you, it was Billie Joe. You chucked the phone across your room as hard as you could.
The next morning you were still where you had cried broken inside last night, you hadn't slept a wink all you could do was think about the past couple days and how Billie Joe was so sweet but then images of him and another girl came into your mind. You decided that there was no good in sulking and sitting in a dark room all day so you changed your clothes and searched for your cell phone you had thrown in anger the previous night. Finding it you saw you had about 15 missed calls. 13 of which were Billie Joe , probably trying to call and beg for forgivness and 2 were from your two friends you had left at the club last night who were probably worried and wondering where you had gone. You called Kirstin's cell phone and then Brandi's, only to be dissappointed with no answers for both. They had most likely gotten in late last night and were still sleeping. You walked into your living room and turned on your stereo and turned up all the way, your attempt in trying to drown out the pain you still felt. Listening to a couple of your favorite songs, you turned off the stereo and thought it wouldn't hurt to get the mail. Opening your front door, you jumped back in surprise at what you saw....... Billie Joe had camped out on your door step the whole night and was leaning up again your mail box fast asleep. Damn him, he looks so cute when he's sleeping. You had no intention of waking him up you slowly began to close the door. To late, before you knew it Billie Joe had sturred awake and noticed you closing the door, he stood up and walked toward the door in hopes of speaking with you. You slammed the door shut hoping he hadn't seen you even though you knew he had.
"Colleen! We need to talk! You can't shut me out forever!" he yelled through the door.
You leaned against the door and contemplated actually speaking with him, you were interested to hear what he had to saw in light of his actions. Then you heard him yell something through the door.
"I was drunk she had big boobs, what was I to do?" he yelled.
You were enraged you threw the door open and gave him a look that could have killed.
"Ha. Got you to open the door." he said with an evil smile.
You were a tiny bit relieved that he hadn't truly used to drunk, big boob thing as an excuse for what he had done. You took a deep breath and calmed yourself down. You felt strong enough to hear him out. You moved aside and didn't say anything hoping he would catch the hint to come inside so you didn't have to say a word to him when you really didn't want to. He thankfully took the hint and came in sitting on the couch in your living room. You sat the couch opposite him and for once he didn't get up and sit next to you, which made your heart drop. He bgan his plea for forgivness whilst you sat and starred him straight in the eye with the evilist look you could make.
"I know there is no logical excuse for what I was doing. I know I shouldn't have been doing that, but it was a mistake, I had to much to drink and things got out of hand and I was to far gone to realize what was going on and to stop it." he said finishing his long speech.
"I was there Billie! You invited me to see you play. I waited for you after the show while you were with some girl?!" you said angerly.
"I was drunk...and it was a mistake." Billie Joe said obviously running out of things to say.
"Billie I understand mistakes happen but not mistakes this big!" you said defending yourself.
"I know, and I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Is there anything I can go to make you see that I'm still me?" he pleaded.
"Leave." you said looking down into your lap, because tears were filling your eyes once again.
"What? Oh god please don't say that, I want to make it up to you. Please give me a second chance." he continued pleaded, now he was kneeling infront of you trying to make eye contact but you still hand your head down.
"Please just go." you said looking up at him tears now streaming down your face.
"I'll make it up to you, I promise." he said looking in your eyes and seeing the tears which he had caused and then finally getting up and leaving your house.
You just held your head in your hands and cried thinking it was over between you and Billie Joe.
