Letterbomb..., chapter 1
Dear J-
Remember when I first met you? I remember well. Jimmy brought you with him saying you were all alone walking at an empty street. I thought he was just joking because you looked like a mommy's loser. You have to admit that! You were as shy as a rabbit, really!
Hey, and what about when you had your first joint? That was so funny! You had a blank expression on your face. I couldn't stop laughing at you and Jimmy just grinned softly. You then fainted and woke up after two hours shouting stupid stuff. Jimmy better punched you to shut up your mouth. You looked so cute I gave you a long goodnight kiss on your forehead..
At the next days I felt you strange. You stared at me so much time I thought I was like a monster. I touched my face gently, searching for the imperfection when you removed my hand from my face. You were staring at me again and getting closer and closer. I also got close to see what do you wanted and you suddenly impressed me. You were so close to me that our noses were touching each other. I couldn't resist and I gave you a long kiss. Our first kiss as something else that friends!
Oh, well, but the good days can't stand so long. And as our first kiss passed, we had our first fight. We shouted terribly at each other. My voice disappeared and only tears were born. You calmed down and you shouted you wanna die that instant. I just fell to the floor in my ocean of tears. Then you came with me and hugged me strongly. You said you were a fucking idiot and we sit there thinking of that stupid fight.
Maybe you are asking yourself why I am writing this. The fucking letter is just to tell you it is over. I don't wanna be with you more. I wanna tell you that even if we finish this relationship I will still love you. You don't know how this hurts my heart. I wish you could understand my feelings. If you've noticed Jimmy finished with his life yesterday. He is dead. You have no one with you now. Nobody likes you, everyone left you. Please go away and disappear from my stupid life. You are not Jesus of Suburbia! You're only shit. Take a different path! Even if I hate you, I'll never forget you. I don't know why I hate you, but I still love you...
With love,
-W
Forgetting you, but not the time.
Remember when I first met you? I remember well. Jimmy brought you with him saying you were all alone walking at an empty street. I thought he was just joking because you looked like a mommy's loser. You have to admit that! You were as shy as a rabbit, really!
Hey, and what about when you had your first joint? That was so funny! You had a blank expression on your face. I couldn't stop laughing at you and Jimmy just grinned softly. You then fainted and woke up after two hours shouting stupid stuff. Jimmy better punched you to shut up your mouth. You looked so cute I gave you a long goodnight kiss on your forehead..
At the next days I felt you strange. You stared at me so much time I thought I was like a monster. I touched my face gently, searching for the imperfection when you removed my hand from my face. You were staring at me again and getting closer and closer. I also got close to see what do you wanted and you suddenly impressed me. You were so close to me that our noses were touching each other. I couldn't resist and I gave you a long kiss. Our first kiss as something else that friends!
Oh, well, but the good days can't stand so long. And as our first kiss passed, we had our first fight. We shouted terribly at each other. My voice disappeared and only tears were born. You calmed down and you shouted you wanna die that instant. I just fell to the floor in my ocean of tears. Then you came with me and hugged me strongly. You said you were a fucking idiot and we sit there thinking of that stupid fight.
Maybe you are asking yourself why I am writing this. The fucking letter is just to tell you it is over. I don't wanna be with you more. I wanna tell you that even if we finish this relationship I will still love you. You don't know how this hurts my heart. I wish you could understand my feelings. If you've noticed Jimmy finished with his life yesterday. He is dead. You have no one with you now. Nobody likes you, everyone left you. Please go away and disappear from my stupid life. You are not Jesus of Suburbia! You're only shit. Take a different path! Even if I hate you, I'll never forget you. I don't know why I hate you, but I still love you...
With love,
-W
Forgetting you, but not the time.
