Love Only You, chapter 7
When I upstairs, I saw a broken window in the hall. I ran in to my parents room. There I found my mum, laying on the floor.
"Mum" I said and walked over to her, crying my heart out.
"Shit. Cindy!" My dad said and came in through the door.
"Ramona go call 911."
Ramona nodded and ran downstairs. I looked on my dad and he looked at me. I shook my head. We looked at mum. I walked over to the bed and laid down. This was to fucking much.
"I can't take more of this!" I screamed.
"Calm down Yasmine. This isn't your fault." My dad said.
I sat up. I looked at my dad. Then at the floor. Then I laid down again, letting a huge sigh out. Then I felt it. This knife stabbing feeling in my chest.
"Hey, dad?"
"Yes?" My dad looked at me. He could see that I was pale.
"It... Hurts!"
"What?"
"I'm having.. a.. Panic.. attack!"
"Shit.." My dad said. I fell to the floor. Then Ramona came back.
"Shit, Yasmine!" She screamed and ran over to me. My mum opened her eyes.
"Yasmine!" She screamed and sat up. I looked at her. Then I fainted.
When I woke up I was lying in my bed. I looked around. I was alone. I could her my dad talking to a doctor.
*Tre's Pov*
"I know you and your family are conserned about young Yasmine's life, but before we get the test results, we dont know anything." Yasmine's doctor said..
"I just want to know if my daughter is dying." I said.
"I'm sorry, but if it is a tumor, we will know in a day or to. I'm sorry Mr Wright."
"No I'm sorry. Of course you wouldn't know yet."
"Okay. We'll call you in one day or two."
"Okay. Thank you." The doctor walked away. I stood there sobbing.
"Dad?" I heard Yasmine say.
*END OF POV*
I was crying my heart out of what I just had heard. Am I really going to die?
"Dad?" I said through my tears. He came in. I could see the tears in his eyes.
"I don't wanna die." I blurted out.
"Shh.." My dad was crying his eyes out.
"Please promise me that I wont die!" I said.
"Yasmine..." my dad said but I cut him off.
"PROMISE ME!" I looked at my dad. He nodded his head.
"I promise." He said kissing my forhead.
Have you ever felt like your whole life was upsidedown?
I surely have. I have felt like that since I got to know that I needed a surgery, but I dont think that I want it. Maybe it's just best to die and leave all this shit behind you. And face the truth that's out there somewhere.
Ha, my life could be a great Green Day song. Maybe I should write one and give it to my dad. Now I know. That there is no way that I want to live. Nothing could ever make me change my mind. Nothing. Or is there? I dont know. My life is a mess. I have a tumor in my head. Great. When I think about it, I DON'T wanna die. I wanna live. Find the love of my life and have a nice little family. And I dont want to leave my family. But, it seems that I have no choice.
goodbye fucking booored world. I'm fucking going to heaven.
"Mum" I said and walked over to her, crying my heart out.
"Shit. Cindy!" My dad said and came in through the door.
"Ramona go call 911."
Ramona nodded and ran downstairs. I looked on my dad and he looked at me. I shook my head. We looked at mum. I walked over to the bed and laid down. This was to fucking much.
"I can't take more of this!" I screamed.
"Calm down Yasmine. This isn't your fault." My dad said.
I sat up. I looked at my dad. Then at the floor. Then I laid down again, letting a huge sigh out. Then I felt it. This knife stabbing feeling in my chest.
"Hey, dad?"
"Yes?" My dad looked at me. He could see that I was pale.
"It... Hurts!"
"What?"
"I'm having.. a.. Panic.. attack!"
"Shit.." My dad said. I fell to the floor. Then Ramona came back.
"Shit, Yasmine!" She screamed and ran over to me. My mum opened her eyes.
"Yasmine!" She screamed and sat up. I looked at her. Then I fainted.
When I woke up I was lying in my bed. I looked around. I was alone. I could her my dad talking to a doctor.
*Tre's Pov*
"I know you and your family are conserned about young Yasmine's life, but before we get the test results, we dont know anything." Yasmine's doctor said..
"I just want to know if my daughter is dying." I said.
"I'm sorry, but if it is a tumor, we will know in a day or to. I'm sorry Mr Wright."
"No I'm sorry. Of course you wouldn't know yet."
"Okay. We'll call you in one day or two."
"Okay. Thank you." The doctor walked away. I stood there sobbing.
"Dad?" I heard Yasmine say.
*END OF POV*
I was crying my heart out of what I just had heard. Am I really going to die?
"Dad?" I said through my tears. He came in. I could see the tears in his eyes.
"I don't wanna die." I blurted out.
"Shh.." My dad was crying his eyes out.
"Please promise me that I wont die!" I said.
"Yasmine..." my dad said but I cut him off.
"PROMISE ME!" I looked at my dad. He nodded his head.
"I promise." He said kissing my forhead.
Have you ever felt like your whole life was upsidedown?
I surely have. I have felt like that since I got to know that I needed a surgery, but I dont think that I want it. Maybe it's just best to die and leave all this shit behind you. And face the truth that's out there somewhere.
Ha, my life could be a great Green Day song. Maybe I should write one and give it to my dad. Now I know. That there is no way that I want to live. Nothing could ever make me change my mind. Nothing. Or is there? I dont know. My life is a mess. I have a tumor in my head. Great. When I think about it, I DON'T wanna die. I wanna live. Find the love of my life and have a nice little family. And I dont want to leave my family. But, it seems that I have no choice.
goodbye fucking booored world. I'm fucking going to heaven.
