She's A Rebel, You Know Her, Whatsername?, chapter 3
SAINT JIMMY
MY POINT OF VIEW
I finally got home after having a good conversation with Mike on the elevator. I could tell Billie liked me as more then a friend, but I couldn't like him--not the person he is. I don't mean like he's a awful guy. I mean like with his career; he's just not that person I can see myself with.
"Morning," Jimmy said to me as I walked into the kitchen.
"Hi," I said and poked my head into the fridge.
"What you doing today?' He asked.
"Sleeping," I said and grabbed a chocolate biscuit out of the fridge.
"Then what are you doing now?" He asked sounding confused.
"Getting something to eat then I'm going back to bed." I said and walked up the stairs and got back into bed.
JIMMY'S POINT OF VIEW
"Oh my God! Oh my God!" I screamed as I opened the door. "Oh my fucking God!" I screamed again.
"Hi," Billie said.
"Oh my fucking God!!!" I screamed again.
"Is Bree home?" he asked.
"She's in bed, but you can wake her up if you want" I answered, being calm this time.
"OK, sweet" He answered.
"Just go up the stairs and first door on your left." I answered and pointed to the stairs. He walked up the stairs and I went back to what I was doing.
BILLIE'S POINT OF VIEW
I walked up the stairs to her room. What was I going to even say?
"Knock, knock!" I said and walked in and closed the door behind me. She was sleeping like her friend said. "Bree? You awake?" I asked stupidly knowing that she was asleep. She was on her stomach with the sheet showing her bare back. Sleeps naked, I thought to myself. I sat next to her on the bed and pushed her hair out of her face. "Bree, wake up," I whispered in her ear
"Mmm..." she said and turned her head in the opposite direction to me.
"Bree, wake up I need to talk to you." I said again running my hand along her back.
"Yeah, what do you want Jimmy?" She asked as she slowly opened her eyes.
"It's not Jimmy," I replied, still running my hand along her back. Her eyes shot open quickly. And she pulled the blanket over her body.
"Billie?" She asked and turned to look at me.
"Hi," I said and smiled at her.
"What? What are you doing here? How do you even know where I live?" She asked and held the sheet over her chest.
"I needed to talk to you about what happened." I answered. She pulled her self out of bed still holding the sheet over her body trying to prevent me seeing her and she walked into the bathroom.
"What's there to talk about?" she asked as she closed the door. A few minutes later she came back out dressed.
"Well, umm, I don't know but I can't stop think about you and I, umm, I, yeah..." I answered trying to think of what I was saying.
"You what?" she asked rudely and sat next to me on the bed.
"I--I like you. A lot." I said going bright red.
"You what?" she asked shocked.
"Yeah I like you a lot ok?" I said and got up and walked to the door.
"You do?" She asked
"I should just go," I said and walked out the door.
"No wait!" She yelled as I was half way down the stairs and came after me.
"Please don't go" She said and held on to my hand.
"Look I can understand if you don't like me like 'that'." I answered.
"No, it's not that, it's hard to explain" she answered. She doesn't like me, she's just making excuses to say that she doesn't.
MY POINT OF VIEW
Oh my god, he likes me, I don't know how to tell him that I like him, I'm so scared of getting hurt again. I don't want to got hurt.
"Do you think you could explain it over dinner tonight at 7?" he asked.
I smiled and said, "Yeah sure." His face lit up with a massive smile on it.
"I'll see you at 7, then." he answered and walked out.
"Bree's got a date!" Jimmy teased as I walked into the kitchen.
JIMMY'S POINT OF VIEW
Damn, why didn't I ask her? I knew I should have! She's everything I want.
"Bree?" I asked as she turned to look at me.
"Yeah?" she asked. I can't believe that I was about to do.
I leaned in and my lips crashed down on hers. She kissed me back softly as I wrapped my arms around her waist and hers went around my neck. I broke the kiss and smiled.
"Jimmy," she said.
"Yeah?" I asked.
"What was that for?" she asked.
"I've been wanting to do that for a long time." I answered.
"Yeah, so did I but..." she answered.
"But what?" I asked, upset.
"Don't worry," she smiled and kissed me again.
MIKE'S POINT OF VIEW
"BILLIE!" I yelled. "Billie?' I asked and walked into his room.
"Yeah," he answered.
"She was only 16." I said and laid on his bed.
"What?"
"The girl I fucked was only 16 years old."
"You fucking idiot!"
"I didn't even know!"
"Why didn't you ask her?"
"I did! She said she was 21 years old. Then I looked at her license and it said she was only 16."
"Well, you do know if she says anything, you are a dead man."
"Yeah ,I know." What the hell was I going to do? I didn't know.
"Where were you today anyway?" I asked Billie.
"I went to see Bree." he answered.
"What about?" I asked.
"What happened last night," he replied.
"Ahh, I see," I said and Tre walked in the room.
"Billie, my man! Where's that hot chick you were with the other night?" he asked Billie.
"Who? Breanna?" Billie asked Tre. I laid there listening to them talk.
"Yeah. She was hot, eh?" Tre added.
"Yeah, I'm taking her out to dinner tonight." Billie answered him.
"Oooooh! Billie's got a date," Tre teased him.
"Shut up!" Billie laughed.
"So why're you going out with her anyway? Wanna fuck her or something" Tre asked.
"Why does everyone think I just want to fuck her?!" Billie replied. sounding offended.
"Sorry, Mr.I-would-never-wanna-just-get-into-a-girl's-pants!" Tre' smart assed back.
"Just get the fuck out if you're going to be like that. She's a nice girl and I don't want to screw it up," Billie answered, walking out of the room.
JIMMY'S POINT OF VIEW
"I need to have a shower," Bree hinted as she slid her hand down and rubbed over me. I smiled at her and followed her into the bathroom and shut and locked the door behind me. She leaned into the shower and turned the hot water on and let it warm up then turned the cold water on a little.
***
"What's so funny?" she asked me, kissing my check.
"I never thought this would happened between us. I didn't know you felt the same as I did/" I said to her and turned the water off and got out the shower as she followed.
I passed her a towel and got one for myself. All she did was smile at me and wrapped the towel around her wet body and let herself out of the bathroom.
Did she feel the same? I need to know because I know I won't be able to forget about this. I didn't think anything like this would happen so soon. I know she's been my best friend since we where like 16 or something longer even. I walked out of the bathroom after I dried myself off.
MY POINT OF VIEW
I walked into my bedroom and locked the door behind me. I couldn't believe what I just did, but of all people Jimmy. He's my best friend and I just slept with him, I hope this doesn't make things weird between us.
It was about six o'clock, when I started getting ready to go out to dinner with Billie. I pulled out my black, just-over-the-knee dress that had some diamonds on the neck of it and my black high heels, my favourite pair of shoes. I did my hair straight with a few curls in it.
It was seven o'clock. The door bell rang. And Jimmy called me down. I walked down the stairs to see Billie in a black shirt and black pants. With the black shaggy hair. he was just too damn sexy. His face lit up with a cheeky smile.
"Hey," I said and walked over to him.
"Wow, you look nice!" Jimmy complimented me.
"Thank you" I smiled at him trying to forget about the amazing sex we had this afternoon.
"Damn, you look beautiful." Billie added and looked over my body.
"Oh, shut up you two. You're both as bad as each other" I laughed.
"Shall we get going? Our driver is waiting." Billie said and held my hand. I smiled at him and kissed him on the check. Jimmy gave him an evil look and Billie just looked confused.
"Ok then, I'll see you later Jimmy." I said and hugged him goodbye.
"Bye, be good!" he laughed, trying to contain his anger and rage against Billie. We walked out to the front to see a limo there.
"A little style isn't so bad every now and then." Billie laughed and let me into the limo. We go inand sat there. It took us about 20 minutes to get to the restaurant. We got out table and ordered.
"So would you like to explain now? Please and put me out of my misery." Billie laughed.
"Yeah," I said and smiled.
It took me about five minutes to explain my story about what happened last time I was in a relationship.
"Why didn't you want to tell me at first?" he asked.
"I didn't think you would like me," I answered.
"Well I do, Is that so bad?" He joked. I laughed and our dinner came. After dinner we went for a walk.
"So..." Billie asked. As he put his arms around me and I leaned my head against his shoulder.
BILLIE'S POINT OF VIEW
Shit, what do I say now?
"You want to come back with me?" I cringed.
"You know what? I would really like to come back with you." she smiled. We got to the hotel elevator. And we stood in there alone.
Kiss her! Kiss her! Damn, I just want to kiss her. And I did.
I kissed her softly as she wrapped her arms around my neck and I let mine wrap around her waist. She broke the kiss and she smiled at me.
"Is this what you want?" I asked her seriously. She nodded as I went to kiss her again.
The elevator reached my floor. I released the kiss and let her follow me out of the elevator to my room. I ran the key card though the slot and I'm so nervous right now this is worst then getting on stage.
I let us in and Bree followed.
"Hey, Billie?" Bree asked.
"Yeah?" I replied.
"Why?" she questioned
"Why what?" I asked.
"Why? Why me? Of all girls you choose me. Why?" she continued to ask and walked over to me.
"Because, well, because, because..." I stumbled trying to think of something to say.
"Shut up and kiss me" she said.
"Wha-" I went to say but she cut me off from her kiss.
I kissed her back softly and let my hands roam over her as her hands fell to my chest and kissed my softly. I nudged her over to the bed and she took my direction.
***
"Do you have any protection?" she asked and kissed me.
"Shit!" I said and laid next to her on the bed.
"I'm so sorry" I said and looked over to her and did my pants up as she pulled her underwear back on.
"Hey, it's ok. I's not your fault. You didn't know this was going to happen." she said trying to take the blame off me.
She got up and slipped her dress back over her and I sat up on the bed and looked at her. I wanted this so much and I fucked it up didn't I?
"I should just go," She said and gave me a kiss.
"No, don't leave me like this," I laughed and looked down to see that I was hard.
She laughed and walked to the door. I got up and followed her to the elevator and we both got in.
"You seriously don't want to come down to the lobby like that?" she asked looking at me and I laughed at looked at her.
"Maybe I could give you a hand?" she joked and grabbed my ass. I pushed her against the wall.
"Maybe you could," I smiled and kissed her neck softly.
The elevator came to the lobby and I walked her out to a cab still with a massive boner.
MY POINT OF VIEW
I was trying not to laugh as we walked to the cab. I finally got home and it was pretty late too. I went inside really quiet, trying not to wake anyone. But Jimmy was awake watching TV.
"Hey," he said as I walked up the stairs.
"Hi," I cringed.
"I completely get it now." he said and walked over to me. still standing on the stairs.
"What do you get?" I asked confused.
"You fuck me, making me think that you feel the same as I do. Then. you go and fuck Billie, to make him think you feel the same about him." he said and leaned his arms on the stairs rail and drank his beer.
"I don't know what you talking about" I answered and walked up the stairs to my room.
JIMMY'S POINT OF VIEW
Yeah, she just fucks me over, then goes and fucks Billie Joe/ She's fucking slut, I mean that in a good way. I walked to her door and stood there and thought to myself.
"Bree. We need to talk." I said and knocked on the door.
"Go away," she called out and took her hair out of her pony tail.
"Please, we need to talk." I replied.
"We don't need to talk there's nothing to talk about," she answered.
"Fine" I replied and kept standing there.
That's it! I'm not gonna fuck my friendship up by one stupid little mistake. I opened the door to see Bree sitting on the bed crying.
"Talk to me. Please," I said and sat next to her.
"I screwed things up between us, didn't I?" she asked and wiped the tears away from her eyes.
"No, you didn't. I did" I blamed myself. I blame myself for everything don't I?
"Bree, it's true and I mean it, we both know what we feel for each other," I confessed to her.
I never thought the day would or night, would come when I finally tell Breanna how I really feel.
"Yeah, I know but...." she said,
"But what?" I asked.
"I--I have feeling's for Billie" She said and wiped her face clean again.
I sighed. I know that because of him I will never get to share my feelings with Bree.
MY POINT OF VIEW
I finally got home after having a good conversation with Mike on the elevator. I could tell Billie liked me as more then a friend, but I couldn't like him--not the person he is. I don't mean like he's a awful guy. I mean like with his career; he's just not that person I can see myself with.
"Morning," Jimmy said to me as I walked into the kitchen.
"Hi," I said and poked my head into the fridge.
"What you doing today?' He asked.
"Sleeping," I said and grabbed a chocolate biscuit out of the fridge.
"Then what are you doing now?" He asked sounding confused.
"Getting something to eat then I'm going back to bed." I said and walked up the stairs and got back into bed.
JIMMY'S POINT OF VIEW
"Oh my God! Oh my God!" I screamed as I opened the door. "Oh my fucking God!" I screamed again.
"Hi," Billie said.
"Oh my fucking God!!!" I screamed again.
"Is Bree home?" he asked.
"She's in bed, but you can wake her up if you want" I answered, being calm this time.
"OK, sweet" He answered.
"Just go up the stairs and first door on your left." I answered and pointed to the stairs. He walked up the stairs and I went back to what I was doing.
BILLIE'S POINT OF VIEW
I walked up the stairs to her room. What was I going to even say?
"Knock, knock!" I said and walked in and closed the door behind me. She was sleeping like her friend said. "Bree? You awake?" I asked stupidly knowing that she was asleep. She was on her stomach with the sheet showing her bare back. Sleeps naked, I thought to myself. I sat next to her on the bed and pushed her hair out of her face. "Bree, wake up," I whispered in her ear
"Mmm..." she said and turned her head in the opposite direction to me.
"Bree, wake up I need to talk to you." I said again running my hand along her back.
"Yeah, what do you want Jimmy?" She asked as she slowly opened her eyes.
"It's not Jimmy," I replied, still running my hand along her back. Her eyes shot open quickly. And she pulled the blanket over her body.
"Billie?" She asked and turned to look at me.
"Hi," I said and smiled at her.
"What? What are you doing here? How do you even know where I live?" She asked and held the sheet over her chest.
"I needed to talk to you about what happened." I answered. She pulled her self out of bed still holding the sheet over her body trying to prevent me seeing her and she walked into the bathroom.
"What's there to talk about?" she asked as she closed the door. A few minutes later she came back out dressed.
"Well, umm, I don't know but I can't stop think about you and I, umm, I, yeah..." I answered trying to think of what I was saying.
"You what?" she asked rudely and sat next to me on the bed.
"I--I like you. A lot." I said going bright red.
"You what?" she asked shocked.
"Yeah I like you a lot ok?" I said and got up and walked to the door.
"You do?" She asked
"I should just go," I said and walked out the door.
"No wait!" She yelled as I was half way down the stairs and came after me.
"Please don't go" She said and held on to my hand.
"Look I can understand if you don't like me like 'that'." I answered.
"No, it's not that, it's hard to explain" she answered. She doesn't like me, she's just making excuses to say that she doesn't.
MY POINT OF VIEW
Oh my god, he likes me, I don't know how to tell him that I like him, I'm so scared of getting hurt again. I don't want to got hurt.
"Do you think you could explain it over dinner tonight at 7?" he asked.
I smiled and said, "Yeah sure." His face lit up with a massive smile on it.
"I'll see you at 7, then." he answered and walked out.
"Bree's got a date!" Jimmy teased as I walked into the kitchen.
JIMMY'S POINT OF VIEW
Damn, why didn't I ask her? I knew I should have! She's everything I want.
"Bree?" I asked as she turned to look at me.
"Yeah?" she asked. I can't believe that I was about to do.
I leaned in and my lips crashed down on hers. She kissed me back softly as I wrapped my arms around her waist and hers went around my neck. I broke the kiss and smiled.
"Jimmy," she said.
"Yeah?" I asked.
"What was that for?" she asked.
"I've been wanting to do that for a long time." I answered.
"Yeah, so did I but..." she answered.
"But what?" I asked, upset.
"Don't worry," she smiled and kissed me again.
MIKE'S POINT OF VIEW
"BILLIE!" I yelled. "Billie?' I asked and walked into his room.
"Yeah," he answered.
"She was only 16." I said and laid on his bed.
"What?"
"The girl I fucked was only 16 years old."
"You fucking idiot!"
"I didn't even know!"
"Why didn't you ask her?"
"I did! She said she was 21 years old. Then I looked at her license and it said she was only 16."
"Well, you do know if she says anything, you are a dead man."
"Yeah ,I know." What the hell was I going to do? I didn't know.
"Where were you today anyway?" I asked Billie.
"I went to see Bree." he answered.
"What about?" I asked.
"What happened last night," he replied.
"Ahh, I see," I said and Tre walked in the room.
"Billie, my man! Where's that hot chick you were with the other night?" he asked Billie.
"Who? Breanna?" Billie asked Tre. I laid there listening to them talk.
"Yeah. She was hot, eh?" Tre added.
"Yeah, I'm taking her out to dinner tonight." Billie answered him.
"Oooooh! Billie's got a date," Tre teased him.
"Shut up!" Billie laughed.
"So why're you going out with her anyway? Wanna fuck her or something" Tre asked.
"Why does everyone think I just want to fuck her?!" Billie replied. sounding offended.
"Sorry, Mr.I-would-never-wanna-just-get-into-a-girl's-pants!" Tre' smart assed back.
"Just get the fuck out if you're going to be like that. She's a nice girl and I don't want to screw it up," Billie answered, walking out of the room.
JIMMY'S POINT OF VIEW
"I need to have a shower," Bree hinted as she slid her hand down and rubbed over me. I smiled at her and followed her into the bathroom and shut and locked the door behind me. She leaned into the shower and turned the hot water on and let it warm up then turned the cold water on a little.
***
"What's so funny?" she asked me, kissing my check.
"I never thought this would happened between us. I didn't know you felt the same as I did/" I said to her and turned the water off and got out the shower as she followed.
I passed her a towel and got one for myself. All she did was smile at me and wrapped the towel around her wet body and let herself out of the bathroom.
Did she feel the same? I need to know because I know I won't be able to forget about this. I didn't think anything like this would happen so soon. I know she's been my best friend since we where like 16 or something longer even. I walked out of the bathroom after I dried myself off.
MY POINT OF VIEW
I walked into my bedroom and locked the door behind me. I couldn't believe what I just did, but of all people Jimmy. He's my best friend and I just slept with him, I hope this doesn't make things weird between us.
It was about six o'clock, when I started getting ready to go out to dinner with Billie. I pulled out my black, just-over-the-knee dress that had some diamonds on the neck of it and my black high heels, my favourite pair of shoes. I did my hair straight with a few curls in it.
It was seven o'clock. The door bell rang. And Jimmy called me down. I walked down the stairs to see Billie in a black shirt and black pants. With the black shaggy hair. he was just too damn sexy. His face lit up with a cheeky smile.
"Hey," I said and walked over to him.
"Wow, you look nice!" Jimmy complimented me.
"Thank you" I smiled at him trying to forget about the amazing sex we had this afternoon.
"Damn, you look beautiful." Billie added and looked over my body.
"Oh, shut up you two. You're both as bad as each other" I laughed.
"Shall we get going? Our driver is waiting." Billie said and held my hand. I smiled at him and kissed him on the check. Jimmy gave him an evil look and Billie just looked confused.
"Ok then, I'll see you later Jimmy." I said and hugged him goodbye.
"Bye, be good!" he laughed, trying to contain his anger and rage against Billie. We walked out to the front to see a limo there.
"A little style isn't so bad every now and then." Billie laughed and let me into the limo. We go inand sat there. It took us about 20 minutes to get to the restaurant. We got out table and ordered.
"So would you like to explain now? Please and put me out of my misery." Billie laughed.
"Yeah," I said and smiled.
It took me about five minutes to explain my story about what happened last time I was in a relationship.
"Why didn't you want to tell me at first?" he asked.
"I didn't think you would like me," I answered.
"Well I do, Is that so bad?" He joked. I laughed and our dinner came. After dinner we went for a walk.
"So..." Billie asked. As he put his arms around me and I leaned my head against his shoulder.
BILLIE'S POINT OF VIEW
Shit, what do I say now?
"You want to come back with me?" I cringed.
"You know what? I would really like to come back with you." she smiled. We got to the hotel elevator. And we stood in there alone.
Kiss her! Kiss her! Damn, I just want to kiss her. And I did.
I kissed her softly as she wrapped her arms around my neck and I let mine wrap around her waist. She broke the kiss and she smiled at me.
"Is this what you want?" I asked her seriously. She nodded as I went to kiss her again.
The elevator reached my floor. I released the kiss and let her follow me out of the elevator to my room. I ran the key card though the slot and I'm so nervous right now this is worst then getting on stage.
I let us in and Bree followed.
"Hey, Billie?" Bree asked.
"Yeah?" I replied.
"Why?" she questioned
"Why what?" I asked.
"Why? Why me? Of all girls you choose me. Why?" she continued to ask and walked over to me.
"Because, well, because, because..." I stumbled trying to think of something to say.
"Shut up and kiss me" she said.
"Wha-" I went to say but she cut me off from her kiss.
I kissed her back softly and let my hands roam over her as her hands fell to my chest and kissed my softly. I nudged her over to the bed and she took my direction.
***
"Do you have any protection?" she asked and kissed me.
"Shit!" I said and laid next to her on the bed.
"I'm so sorry" I said and looked over to her and did my pants up as she pulled her underwear back on.
"Hey, it's ok. I's not your fault. You didn't know this was going to happen." she said trying to take the blame off me.
She got up and slipped her dress back over her and I sat up on the bed and looked at her. I wanted this so much and I fucked it up didn't I?
"I should just go," She said and gave me a kiss.
"No, don't leave me like this," I laughed and looked down to see that I was hard.
She laughed and walked to the door. I got up and followed her to the elevator and we both got in.
"You seriously don't want to come down to the lobby like that?" she asked looking at me and I laughed at looked at her.
"Maybe I could give you a hand?" she joked and grabbed my ass. I pushed her against the wall.
"Maybe you could," I smiled and kissed her neck softly.
The elevator came to the lobby and I walked her out to a cab still with a massive boner.
MY POINT OF VIEW
I was trying not to laugh as we walked to the cab. I finally got home and it was pretty late too. I went inside really quiet, trying not to wake anyone. But Jimmy was awake watching TV.
"Hey," he said as I walked up the stairs.
"Hi," I cringed.
"I completely get it now." he said and walked over to me. still standing on the stairs.
"What do you get?" I asked confused.
"You fuck me, making me think that you feel the same as I do. Then. you go and fuck Billie, to make him think you feel the same about him." he said and leaned his arms on the stairs rail and drank his beer.
"I don't know what you talking about" I answered and walked up the stairs to my room.
JIMMY'S POINT OF VIEW
Yeah, she just fucks me over, then goes and fucks Billie Joe/ She's fucking slut, I mean that in a good way. I walked to her door and stood there and thought to myself.
"Bree. We need to talk." I said and knocked on the door.
"Go away," she called out and took her hair out of her pony tail.
"Please, we need to talk." I replied.
"We don't need to talk there's nothing to talk about," she answered.
"Fine" I replied and kept standing there.
That's it! I'm not gonna fuck my friendship up by one stupid little mistake. I opened the door to see Bree sitting on the bed crying.
"Talk to me. Please," I said and sat next to her.
"I screwed things up between us, didn't I?" she asked and wiped the tears away from her eyes.
"No, you didn't. I did" I blamed myself. I blame myself for everything don't I?
"Bree, it's true and I mean it, we both know what we feel for each other," I confessed to her.
I never thought the day would or night, would come when I finally tell Breanna how I really feel.
"Yeah, I know but...." she said,
"But what?" I asked.
"I--I have feeling's for Billie" She said and wiped her face clean again.
I sighed. I know that because of him I will never get to share my feelings with Bree.
