Maybe Perfection Is Me., chapter 10

Sunny's POV

I smiled as Billie offered me a glass of wine.
"Thanks sweetie." I smiled up at him as he sat on the arm of my chair.
"No problem. Paitan's sleeping." He told me, kissing my forehead.
"Okay." I smiled as he picked me up and set me on his lap, stealing my place.
"Not fair, one time when I can almost make my place warm and you steal it." I playfully glared at him.
"It's quite cold actually." He looked at me weird as my phone burst out into an old song of Panic! At the Disco. I made it for Jason cause they bugged him. He was calling.
"Bonjourno?" I asked into the phone.
"Emmy. Cramping. I...we're at the hospital," He told me.
"Awh crap. Give her the phone. I can't fly out there just yet," I told him.
"I... I'm not allowed in," He stuttered.
"GIVE HER THE PHONE!" I yelled at him.
Five minutes later, I heard Emmy.
"Sunny." She said, I could almost feel the tears running down her cheeks.
"Okay. Breathe. Are you breathing?" I asked her.
"Yes," She mumbled.
"Well, breathe deeper. You can get through this. You're strong." I told her.
"They stopped the cramping. I... they're looking for a heartbeat." She told me. There was a pause. "They can't find it. I don't hear it!" She started crying again.
"Listen. You're strong, Jason is strong, you're baby will be strong. They'll find it," I told her.
"They're not finding it. I can't lose this baby Sunny," She said.
"I know. They'll find it," I told her.
"They're not finding it."
"They will."
"Sunny. It's not...I hear it!" She told me. "Can you hear it?" I heard her move the phone closer to what ever the noise came out of.
"No, I can't hear it, but I bet it's wonderful," I told her.
"I...thank you," She told me.
I didn't realize my heart was beating as fast as it was until I shut my phone.

Emmy's POV
Jason looked at me as he wiped the tears away. I felt weak and I still don't know what had happened. The doctors were still analyzing my symptoms and all that stuff.
"I'm sorry," Jason mumbled into my shoulder as he hugged me.
"It's not your fault," I said and he sighed and watched as Kelsey walked in, she was the only one that was able to be here.
"Hey hun," She said sitting down in the other chair.
"Hi," I muttered and she smiled at me.
"Are you okay?" She asked and I nodded.

Kelsey had left and I looked at Jason and smiled at him and he looked at me.
"I'm sleepy." I muttered as the doctors walked back in.

"Mrs. White, You had quite a close call there. Almost lost the baby. If you husband hadn't have rushed you in when he did I'm afraid you would've have lost it. You were having severe cramps and some bleeding. You're gonna be on bed rest for the next couple of months and then you'll have to come back in and we'll check you and make sure everything's okay and we'll go from there," He said looking at the clip board and I sighed.

"How long?" I asked and he smiled.
"You're going to be in here for a few days, then if you're better you can go home," He said and I frowned.
"What about flying?" I asked and Jason picked up my hand.
"I'm afraid not," He said and I groaned.
"Fine, I guess we can just stay here for a few months," I mumbled and the doctor smiled.

"I didn't know you had your own house out here." Jason said as I gave him directions and we pulled up to the medium sized house and helped me out of the car. Summer was staying with my parents for a couple of days.

"Yeah. It's small but yeah," I mumbled and he smiled and he helped me inside. I sighed once we got inside and he shut the door as I walked upstairs to my old room and crawled on to the bed.
"I'm sore Jason. It hurts, something just doesn't feel right," I mumbled and he sighed pulling me into his arms.
"I don't know babe. The baby's strong, the doctor said so at the last check up. It'll make it. You're strong too," He said kissing the top of my head.

I woke up at 3 AM which would be midnight in California and I knew that Sunny would possibly be up. I sighed and groaned looking around and seeing the phone beside of the bed. Jason was still downstairs watching TV. I could hear it, sometimes he wouldn't be able to sleep so he would just watch TV or something like that. I sighed picking up the phone and calling Sunny. Billie answered.
"Why are you calling at midnight?" He asked and I shrugged and asked if Sunny was still awake.

Sunny's P.O.V

I opened my eyes from lying in bed. I felt horrible for not being there when Emmy needed me.
"Hi." I said into the phone.
"Hi." Emmy answered.
There was a long pause of silence.
"I miss you," I told her.
"I miss you too," She said.
"I'm sorry," I told her.
"Me too," She said.
"I love you," I told her.
"I love you too," She said.

"I'll be there in an hour," I said and shut the phone. I quickly packed a bag for Paitan and then told Billie to start on his stuff as I finished mine.
I went outside to turn the car on and then got Paitan and put her inside. Billie followed with not a question asked.

I arrived at the airport about an hour later. I got Paitan into the car and drove to Emmy's house. I didn't know why I knew she was there.
I quickly got out of the car and walked inside, as if in a daze. Jason jumped up from the couch and looked at me, but I continued up the stairs.
"Hi,." I said walking in, quickly getting into bed beside her and pulling her into a hug.
We both fell asleep that way.

Emmy's POV

I smiled at Sunny as we sat in bed eating breakfast. I was eating some toast and Sunny was eating oatmeal with apples in it. I quickly changed the TV channel and sighed yawning. I changed the channel again and looked at Summer and Paitan who were still sleeping.

"Sunny! I'm bored," Billie yelled and she smiled.
"Go play with your imaginary chicken friend Scarlet!" She yelled back and Paitan stirred and woke up looking around. She closed her eyes and fell back asleep, and I let out a loud sigh.
"What am I gonna do for two months? I'm stuck here for two months." I mumbled and Sunny smiled.
"Make Jason be our slave, I'll come in bed rest with you!" She said smiling really big and kind of creepishly.
"Yeah because he made me fat again, what about Billie?" I asked her.
"He could be our slave as well, along with his chicken," She said giggling.
"Well what about Paitan and Summer?" I asked her.
"They can be on bedrest with us, cause we're not breaking child labour laws." She said smiling again. I rolled my eyes and finished my orange juice and looked around.
"This sucks," I mumbled and Summer rolled over and looked at me.
"Mommy, you told me not to say sucks," She said and I grinned.
"Yeah, but I'm a grown up. You're not dear," I said giggling and she took the remote from me and put it on Disney.

Sunny's P.O.V

I smiled at the TV as Paitan climbed up beside me and snuggled up.
My phone rang and she quickly jumped off to run and get it, handing it to me and snuggling in once again.
"Thanks. Hello?" I asked into it.
"Hello, Is this Sunny-Lee Armstrong?" I heard.
"Certainly, is this Ronald Weasley?" I asked.
"Umm, no," She said.
"Oh. I'm expecting a call. So...what's up?" I asked.
"Uh, nothing. I was...wait...ha ha. I'm Lacey, from Fuse studios," She told me.
"Well hello Lacey from Fuse studios, what can I do for you today?" I asked her.
"Oh, ummm...you're really easy to talk to but...we were wondering if you can come on the show and stuff," She said.
"Oh, shows are nice. Umm...one moment, let me consult with my wonderful drummist." I covered the phone.
"Hey Emmy, I guess we can't go, but Fuse wants us on their show." I told her.
"Urgh! I want to go!" She whined. "Please! We can go! Not like anything's going to happen," She begged.

Faster than I could blink, she took the phone from me and agreed to go. Of course, I don't blink often, which scares some people, but that's a different story.
"Bad," I told her, but smiled along.

Emmy's POV

We were on the plane to New York to go to Fuse studios. I wasn't supposed to be flying but I couldn't turn down this offer. I giggled as Sunny smirked, finding the water guns again.

"NO!" I said and she giggled and Kelsey and Leslie looked at us.
"No! Bad Sunny!" Kelsey said giggling.

We got off the plane and made our way to Fuse studios. Steven greeted us at the door and I gave him a huge hug.

"Hey! You guys would never believe the emails we got asking to have you guys back on SURS." He said and we all beamed. I giggled as we made our way into make up and I bumped into someone turning around.

"Gerard." I mumbled and he smiled and waved, continuing on his way.
"HEY! Oh my god! It's Undecided Still!" Said the dude Josh from that show the P.A. Kelsey looked at him strangely and we continued on our way.

"Here we are... " I heard Steven recording his lines and I giggled and made sure that my eyeliner looked okay. You couldn't even notice my stomach unless you knew about me. I smiled as some girl came over and took our picture and I felt my stomach starting to cramp again. I sighed and brushed it away, getting a drink of water. My legs got shaky and I sighed again, taking a deep breath, getting sick. I ran to the bathroom and groaned after I vomited, realizing there was blood in it. I looked at it and felt my stomach cramp again.

"Sunny! Sunny!" I yelled and she came rushing through the doors just before I passed out.

Sunny's P.O.V

I stood there. I didn't know what to do. I NEVER didn't know what to do, and that scared me.

"Em... Emmy? Oh my god!" I ran over to her and dropped to my knees, bursting into tears and hugging her.

"Emmy! Wake up!" I screamed, tears were running down my cheeks. "Emmy!" I felt someone take my waist and pull me away, I quickly started kicking and screaming and reaching for Emmy.

Next thing I knew, I was actually in the hospital bed type thing in an ambulance beside Emmy. No idea how I managed that. I even woke up next, in a hospital bed beside her, she was stroking my hair.

"Don't be a lesbian," I mumbled, snuggling closer.
"You're one to say," She laughed.
"Mrs. White?" a doctor walked in, I felt him send a weird look my way.
"I'm afraid you lost the baby," He told her. I stopped moving, I actually stopped breathing. She lost her baby because I let her get out of bed rest.
"Emmy. I'm so sorry." My eyes started to water. "It's all my fault! I shouldn't have let you go. Oh god!" I burst into tears and crumpled down on the floor.

Emmy's POV

I don't really remember a lot, I panicked and the next thing I knew there was a needle in my arm and I had calmed down. They took Sunny out and I fell asleep, listening to her cries out in the hallway. I woke up screaming and Jason pulled me into his arms where I sobbed, shaking.

"Em." Jason said holding me closer.
"I'm sorry, it was my fault," I mumbled, tears running down my cheeks like a waterfall.
"No, it's no one's fault, things go wrong," He said kissing the top of my head. I heard the door squeak open and I didn't even bother to look who it was. I heard a familiar voice say "Hi."
"I'm soooo sorry." Sunny said looking down at the floor.
"It wasn't your fault. I was stupid and I came," I mumbled in Jason's shoulder and started crying even harder, then before.

"Um, I think you guys should leave for now," I heard Jason say and I heard them leave and I cried even more and pushed Jason away, telling him to leave and that I wanted to be alone. He looked at me sadly and then got away from the bed and sat in the corner. I curled up in a little ball and felt as though I was missing something, I felt another tear roll down my cheek. That was how I spent the rest of the night in the bed crying, trying to forget everything, and then I went into denial.

Sunny's P.O.V

I didn't sleep much, I didn't even try to try and sleep much, I decided I'd just continue to cry. I woke up, still crying.
"Emmy?" I walked into her room.
"It's not gone," She told me.
"Your toast?" I asked her looking down at it.
"It's not gone, it's not gone. I still have my baby." I realized she was rocking herself back and forth.
"No. You lost your baby and it was my fault," I told her.
"No, my baby's still here," She promised me.
"No. It's not," I told her.
"Why would you say something like that?!" She asked me, an overwhelmingly hurt voice came out.
"Why would you say something like that!" I yelled at her.
"Why are you yelling at me?" She asked me.
"You lost your baby!" I told her.
"No I didn't! Why are you being such a bitch!?" She asked.
"Stop it! You lost your baby! Admit that it's gone!" I told her.
"Stop it! No it's not!" She glared.
"Don't do this to me, please," I pleaded with her.
"Why would you say something like that," She asked.
"Why would you?"

Emmy's POV

I sat in the bed, silently, crying again. Jason was asleep in the chair in the corner and Sunny had left with Billie. She couldn't handle thinking it was here fault. The nurse walked in and handed me a bottle of water and I slightly smiled and she said somethings but I wasn't paying much attention. I heard the door open after she left and Tre walked in.

"Hey." He said and I looked at him. He walked over and placed his arms around me and I started to cry even harder.

"Tre, I...the baby. I didn't mean to lose it. I swear I didn't," I mumbled into his shoulder and he sighed and kissed the top of my head.

"We know that Em, Jason knows that. It's okay," Tre said and I felt him sigh again and I pulled away and looked at the hoodie he was wearing, which the shoulder was soaked from me crying.

"I just...why does this always happen to us. The people that I love and care about, we always, they always get hurt Tre," I said pulling my knees up to my chest, crying.

Jason handed me a pack of skittles and I just sat them down on the bed beside of me and looked at him, I could tell he was worried, I hadn't ate anything for almost 2 days.

"You have to eat babe," He said and I shook my head.

"Emmy?" I heard some one say and I sniffled and looked at the door. Gerard was standing there, like he didn't know what to say. "She's not talking, I don't know," Jason said and I glared at him and smiled at Gerard. I felt more tears coming on and they were stinging my eyes.

"Hi, sorry for your loss," He said and I started to cry even more and Sunny rushed in, yelling at Gerard and Jason. Both looked at her and then back at me, before she pushed them out of the way.
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