J.A.R., chapter 2
Still Mike's point of view
Jason looked right at us and asked, "Where the hell were you? Huh? You just decide to waltz right in, nothing said, like everythings all dandy?" He was beyond pissed, if he was that pissed I wonder how John was feeling about all of this.
I kept my gaze on a stain that was on the floor, I wouldn't dare look up to see my fate.
John finally spoke up, "Both of you, get in the damn car. We're going to Gilman, I don't want to hear a word unless I ask you, is that clear?" That just completely pissed me off, I was sick of John thinking that he could just tell us what to do. I knew he was gonna leave this band anyway, at some point.
I looked right up at him and yelled, "Screw you, you asshole. I am so sick of you telling me what to do with my life! F.O.D!!! Go find someone else's life to screw up!!" With that I pushed myself out of the way and upstairs where Ollie sat studying me with her eyes. I looked at her and the only thing I could mutter was a lame, "Sorry," and I left upstairs to my room.
Billie's point of view
I stood there, stunned, I didn't know what to say. Everyone was in complete shock, John looked ready to kill. He made a b-line to the stairs when I finally yelled, "Leave him alone, I'll call Gilman and cancel, just go home dammit." He looked even more pissed, but pushed passed me and left, leaving Jason and I alone. Jason looked like a deer in headlights. Both he and I couldn't believe what happened. Mike's the quiet one.....why would he go off on John, although he had it coming.
Jason's point of view
I looked at Billie, I wanted to go find Mike so we made our way up the stairs. Ollie was up there, as we passed her she spoke up, "Leave him be for a bit, he needs his space." Then a lightbulb went off in Billie's head, "What if he's having a panic attack? We have to go stop him!!" I nodded and we made our way upstairs.
As we made our way to his door, we both heard crashing noises and looked at each other, he was having a panic attack! I pushed my way through and found him throwing his lamp at the ground, tears pouring down his face. He had no idea what he was doing. I waited for the right moment, when he was vulnarable, and grabbed him. I wrestled Mike down to the ground where I had him pinned, Billie poured cold water on Mike's face. Mike choked then buried his head in my shoulder screaming, "I'M SORRY, I DIDN'T MEAN IT!! I'M SO SORRY!!" He gasped for air and I waited for him to calm down before I realised he fell asleep in my embrace.
I looked down at his face and sighed, lifting him up off the ground and onto his bed. Billie and I cleaned up the small mess he had made and I lifted up the lamp that had never once been broken, yet thrown at least fifty times. Sighing, yet again, Billie and I made our way downstairs. Ollie looked up and realised that Mike did have a panic attack and spoke up, "Jason do you want to bunk with Allen tonight? Mike could use all three of you when he wakes up." I simply nodded as I turned to look at Billie, he looked shocked, taking in all the information of today.
Just wait till Mike wakes up.....
Jason looked right at us and asked, "Where the hell were you? Huh? You just decide to waltz right in, nothing said, like everythings all dandy?" He was beyond pissed, if he was that pissed I wonder how John was feeling about all of this.
I kept my gaze on a stain that was on the floor, I wouldn't dare look up to see my fate.
John finally spoke up, "Both of you, get in the damn car. We're going to Gilman, I don't want to hear a word unless I ask you, is that clear?" That just completely pissed me off, I was sick of John thinking that he could just tell us what to do. I knew he was gonna leave this band anyway, at some point.
I looked right up at him and yelled, "Screw you, you asshole. I am so sick of you telling me what to do with my life! F.O.D!!! Go find someone else's life to screw up!!" With that I pushed myself out of the way and upstairs where Ollie sat studying me with her eyes. I looked at her and the only thing I could mutter was a lame, "Sorry," and I left upstairs to my room.
Billie's point of view
I stood there, stunned, I didn't know what to say. Everyone was in complete shock, John looked ready to kill. He made a b-line to the stairs when I finally yelled, "Leave him alone, I'll call Gilman and cancel, just go home dammit." He looked even more pissed, but pushed passed me and left, leaving Jason and I alone. Jason looked like a deer in headlights. Both he and I couldn't believe what happened. Mike's the quiet one.....why would he go off on John, although he had it coming.
Jason's point of view
I looked at Billie, I wanted to go find Mike so we made our way up the stairs. Ollie was up there, as we passed her she spoke up, "Leave him be for a bit, he needs his space." Then a lightbulb went off in Billie's head, "What if he's having a panic attack? We have to go stop him!!" I nodded and we made our way upstairs.
As we made our way to his door, we both heard crashing noises and looked at each other, he was having a panic attack! I pushed my way through and found him throwing his lamp at the ground, tears pouring down his face. He had no idea what he was doing. I waited for the right moment, when he was vulnarable, and grabbed him. I wrestled Mike down to the ground where I had him pinned, Billie poured cold water on Mike's face. Mike choked then buried his head in my shoulder screaming, "I'M SORRY, I DIDN'T MEAN IT!! I'M SO SORRY!!" He gasped for air and I waited for him to calm down before I realised he fell asleep in my embrace.
I looked down at his face and sighed, lifting him up off the ground and onto his bed. Billie and I cleaned up the small mess he had made and I lifted up the lamp that had never once been broken, yet thrown at least fifty times. Sighing, yet again, Billie and I made our way downstairs. Ollie looked up and realised that Mike did have a panic attack and spoke up, "Jason do you want to bunk with Allen tonight? Mike could use all three of you when he wakes up." I simply nodded as I turned to look at Billie, he looked shocked, taking in all the information of today.
Just wait till Mike wakes up.....
